day12

I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand and to know that the Divine Presence I am is the source and substance of all my good.

visualizing the most perfect server to serve papers. The server has been found, he or she is willing to serve and the papers are served in the most perfect way to the father. And so mote it be.
Visualizing the case has been thrown  out of court in xx. The father has agreed to my terms, dropped the custody part and the case has been closed with me winning the case. And so mote it be.
visualizing a very nice trip tomorrow to S, with my little princess being happy and calm on the plane and enjoying the ride. The weather is perfect, we are enjoying it, we can swim and go for walks together and go to the beach. And so it is.
visualizing us going to see the madonna of C without any issues. and so mote it be!!! visualizing the madonna granting me my wishes. and so it is!!!

visualizing myself being calm and composed and in balance with myself and very happy. and so mote it be!!!

day 1

God is lavish, unfailing abundance, the rich omnipresent substance of the universe. this all providing source of infinite prosperity is individualized as me - the reality of me.


Visualizing finding the most fantastic person to serve papers to the father. serving them quickly and in the right way. and so mote it be. Visualizing the case proceeding very fast and me getting a decision by default in the US in february or early March. Visualizing my strategy working and the f. dropping the case in XX.
And so mote it be!!!
Visualizing myself slim, listening to my body, loving my body and the pounds just melting away. getting my youthful body back. getting my hair back, it growing back, all of it and my skin is turning white again. and so mote it be!
visualizing starting my new fantastic, dream job on 1 May. And so mote it be!

sending lots of love to MK and BS and visualizing them coming to me with an offer of a fantastic position soon. This position is a part time position, 25-30 hours per week, allowing me to spend enough time with my baby and getting paid enough to provide for us both and more. and so it is!!!

sending lots and lots of love to the f. visualizing me listening to my intuition and doing the best things the most manipulative things to get him to drop the case. Visualizing DD sending the letter to JN next week. And so it is!!!

day 10

I keep my mind and thoughts off this world and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the Inner presence as the only activity in my financial affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me now.


Visualizing receiving the letter from DD this week, a letter that states things according to which things are to my advantage. Visualizing JN responding to this letter and things are working in my favor.
Visualizing finding the most perfect person to serve the docs to father. and so mote it be!!! sending lots and lots of love to the father.
visualizing me making the right decision whether to tell him i am here and when to tell him. And so mote it be!
visualizng a smooth collaboration with my lawyers, between me and them and between them.
Visualizing the case being thrown out of court and me winning f. cus. visualizing the father agreeing to my tems. and so mote it be!
visualizing a fantastic day tomorrow with my little angel. and so it is!!!

day 9

when i am aware of the god-self within me as my total fulfillment, i am totally fulfilled. i am now aware of this truth. I have found the secret of life and I relax in the knowledge that the actvity of the divine abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, the radiation of that creative energy, which is continulously, easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my divine consciousness. i am now aware, I am now in the flow.


Visualizing Donald Duck sending the letter this week without a reminder. Visualizing JN responds to both DD and AG very fast. Visualizing the D  being served in the right way. Visualizing myself being eligible for spousal support and informing the D about it. Visualizing DD contacting me about spousal support tomorrow and giving me the good news that I am in fact eligible. And so mote it be. Visualizing myself in a complete balance with myself, completely content and happy. Visualizing the D agrees to my conditions and decides to withdraw. And so mote it be. Sending lots and lots of love to myself and A. Visualizing us both very very happy and having a great and productive day tomorrow. And so mote it be!

day 8

My consciousness of the spirit within me as my unlimited source is the Divine power to make all things new, to lift me up to the High Road of Abundant prosperity. This awareness, understanding and knowledge of Spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could possibly desire.


Visualizing the papers served to the father in the most perfect way. the papers served without issues and the case can continue. visualizing getting the date for the court s deciding on my case in the US in february already. and so it is. visualizing that i get to throw the case out of court in xx by telling the father what i want to tell him. and so mote it be!!! visualizing the expenses of my case in xx being covered by the state. and so mote it be! sending lots and lots of love to child s father. enveloping him and his lawyer and the court in lots and lots of pink light.

yes, I can!

Yes, I can win this case, yes I can make sure it gets dropped out of court. Yes, I can convince the father to drop the case!!!

day 7

the divine consciousness that i am is forever expressing its true nature of abundance. this is its responsibility, not mine. my only responsibility is to be aware of this Truth. Therefore, I am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as the abundant all-sufficiency in my life and affairs.

I am letting go and letting God.  Visualizing myself completely at peace and happy and in balance with myself. I am on top of the world. I am abundant in all ways, financially, health wise, love wise and most importantly am together with my child. We are together, we live together, i have f cust of her.
Visualizing the case in xx being dropped out of court.  The case being dropped out of court. the father agreeing to my conditions with me retaining f cust of the child and so mote it be.
Visualizing myself taking the best path towards my victory in the court. my intuition is very strong and tells me what i need to do. visualizing myself listening to my intutition. my information about the matter is accurate, visualizing myself listening to my inner voice. and so it is!!!

day 6

My inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form and experience according to my needs and desires and as a principle of supply in action, it is impossible for me to have any needs or unfulfilled desires.



visualizing reaching an agreement with J. i will retain f.cus of a. full stop. and so mote it be. the case is closed and dismissed. and so mote it be!!! i can live in peace without spending money on lawyers. and so mote it be!!!
visualizing myself in fantastic health, in full balance with myself, doing the work I really enjoy that still leaves me enough space to enjoy my child. and so it is!!!
i live in a fantastic place, great city where I enjoy living very much, in europe, with lots of cultural activities. and so it is.

day 5

money is not my supply. No person, place or condition is my supply. My awareness, understanding and knowledge of the all-providing activity of the Divine Mind within me is my supply. My consciousness of this Truth is unlimited, therefore my supply is unlimited.


sending lots of love to myself. Visualizing myself surrounded by lots and lots of love. Visualizing myself in complete peace and in balance with myself.  i am in complete peace and in balance. all  bad thoughts are away. i surrender them all to the divine.

only good and positive thoughts are on my mind. only good things can happen, so i prepare for best case scenario. only good things can happen to me, only good things can happen to me.  only good things happen to me, only good things happen to me. A is with me and is safe and sound. She is safe and sound with me and this will never change. she will stay with me until she decides to move out. and so mote it be!!! sending lots and lots of love to myself!!!!
visualizing my meeting tomorrow be a huge success§ very important information and finding out that i am in a very good situation here in Germany. and so mote it be!

day 4

thru my consciousness of my God self as my source , I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of spirit.This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the presence of God within me is my supply.


sending lots of love to myself. lots and lots of loe to myself. i am magnificent, I am fantastic, I am amazing! I am the best mom to my child. sending lots and lots of love to myself. visualizing myself being happy, at peace and in balance. I am completely in balance wiht myself. and so mote it be. visualizing a flow of money on my account. sending lots and lots of love to my account. visualizing 60K Euro on my account with my expenses being absolutely minimal. and so mote it be. sending lots and lots of love to daddy. surrounding him with love. sending lots of love to his lawyer and to f court. visualizing them all leaving me alone and disappearing from my life completely. And so mote it be. visualizing that i win the case, it is dismissed with me winning in d. and my US case moving extremely fast. visualizing dddy leaving me alone!!! never hear from him again and never see him again for a very very very long time. visualizing myself feeling completely safe here with A being safe and secure. absolutely nothing can happen to her. she is safe and secure here and she will remain living with me until she is ready to move out. and so mote it be. my dearest angel is staying with me until she is ready to move out!!!

day 3

I am conscious of the Inner Presence as my lavish Abundance. I am conscious of the constant activity of this Mind of infinity Prosperity. Therefore, my consciousness is filled with the Light of truth.


I am prosperous, I am abundant. I hold the truth within me. Visualizing myself qualifying for free legal help with JN and so mote it be! visualizing having a great meeting with Donald Duck where I learn a lot of insight that i can use. Visualizing myself in a very good situation and feeling very safe and secure here. i am completely protected by the local laws. absolutely nothing can happen here and nobody can take my child away from me. My child stays with me. forever and ever. and so mote it be!!! Visualizing the father disappearing from my life. visualizing making the right decision about the course of the case w F court. me deciding on the right thing to do, to say and the right residence that I can present them with. all my decisions are right and i only do what feels right to me. and what feels right is right. visualizing myself winning the case! and so mote it be.   visualizing AG submitting all the paperwork asap so that my othercase can proceed. my case is proceeding and will end very fast in my victory. And so it is!!! visualizing my current project ending successfull and my next project being a complete and total success. And so mote it be!!! visualizing myself getting a  check for 60,000 EURO. and so it is!!! sending love to my bank account. visualizing the money flowing to my account. it is overflowing with money. I attract money anywhere i go. no matter what i do, money comes to me and stays with me. visualizing the cases being over and no more lawyers expenses. and so it is!!! visualizing my child safe and secure with me, with us living together as a family for many many many years to come, until she is 18 years old. and so it is!!!

day 2

I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand and to know that the Divine Presence I am is the source and substance of all my good.


sending lots of love to the child s father. lots and lots of love to him. sending lots of love to the F court. lots and lots of love. visualizing the case in denmark closed and me retaining full custody of alexandra. and so mote it be. visualizing my business a success with me continuously increasing the value for my customers. a huge success!!! visualizing me having an complete abundance. complete and total abundance. i atrract money no matter what i do and where i go. Money just comes to me easily and effortlessly and so mote it be.

Sending lots of love to my bank account. sending lots of love to my next client. visualizing a fantastic project that will pay more than 60K Euro. and so  mote it be. visualizing a fantastic trip to GC a fantastic trip!!!

day 1 of AP

God is lavish, unfailing abundance,the rich omnipresent substance of the universe. this all providing source of inifinite prosperity is individualized as me - the reality of me.


I am abundant, i am omnipotent, I am powerful. i am a powerful manifester. Visualizing the case going well and me and the father coming to an agreement that is in my favor. visualizing the case in Dk dismissed as soon as possible and reaching a quick mutually acceptable solution. And so mote it be!!!
visualizing me being completely safe here, with A staying with me and me being safe and secure without the need to leave the country. And so mote it be!!
Visualizing myself being financially abundant, a huge flow to my account. sending lots of love ot my account. lots and lots oflove to my account. and so mote it be!!!
Sending lots of love to J, the court, his lawyer and my lawyer. sending lots of love to my lawyer here. Visualizing my consultancy a huge success, with me developing a special expertise in russia. visualizing my new project being a huge huge success. and so mote it be!!!

xo xo xoxo

visualizing the serving paper signed by J and send to AG. and now my case is the US is on its way to successful and speedy conclusion. visualizing a decision already on the case in early January. and so mote it be!!!
visualizing succesful day tomorrow with me providing budget to AM without any kind of issues. she is fine with it that i provided them tomorrow and not friday. and so mote it be!!
visualizing case in d.. thrown out of court and me winning it and so mote it be!!

visualizing my baby completely healed on wednesday!! both her tongue and her cold. and so it is!!!

visualizing

visualizing fantastic day today with a and my mother. visualizing the papers served to DD today in the right way and the paper sent to me so that the case can proceed further. and so mote it be!!

visualizing a having tons and tons of fun and my mother behaving well and me behaving well too. visualizing me having full control over my cravings today. and so it is!

lots of love to my baby

sending lots of love to my baby, visualizing her tongue healing super fast. visualizing her happy, healthy and eating super well. and so mote it be!
visualizing my consultancy a HUGE success. HUGE success. visualizing the papers served to the father in the right way this week. And so it is!!!

xoxoxoxo

Visualizing my consultancy a HUGE success, my current project a HUGE success, with lots and lots of money flowing in NOW. i am ready to accept it, I am rich beyond words. And so it is!!!
Sending lots of love to DD, to frg court, to JN and BS and Js lawyer lots and lots of love. visualizing this case being thrown out of court in December. and so mote it be. Visualizing DD leaving me and my daughter alone for many many years, disappearing wihtout the trace!!! and so it is.
Visualizing quickly getting c in the US, very quickly. Visualizing the papers being served to DD this week in the right way so that my case can proceed.
Visualizing getting a call from my lawyer here that i got the bl. card in the next two weeks so that I can open my business here. And so mote it be!!!!

visiting sh*thole

and visualizing me being able to visit the shithole ths year and next year if i want to without any issues whatsoever. and so mote it be!

case

visualizing the papers being served in the right way next week. visualizing the case being thrown out of court and being closed and ending in my favor. and so mote it be! visualizing streams of money arriving to my account from all possible sources. lots of money from everywhere, i accept it all. sending lots of love to my bank account. visualizing a constant flow of money on my account. and so it is!!!
visualizing the daddy dearest disappearing from my life and leaving me and A alone for good. only paying child support on time and this is it. never to hear from hiim again. and so mote it be!

visualizing fantastic news from JN tomorrow. fantastic news. visualizing my case in the US moving very fast and acchieving desired outcome super fast and with no resistance from DD. and so mote it be!!!

visualizing my immigration lawyer calling me next week to tell me that my blue chip visa is ready, so that i can close my buziness in the shithole place and open one here. and so it is!!!

visualizing finding a person to serve papers

visualizing finding the perfect person to serve papers ASAP. visualizing the papers being served in the right way. and so mote it be!!
visualizing the case being thrown out of court VERY soon. Visualizing me celebrating the closure of hte case that ended in my favor. And so it is!!!!
Visualizing an amazing time in Berlin and meeting a man of my dreams there. A fantastic love affair beginning. and so it is!!!

full moon?

visualizing the case being thrown out of court in d. the case is closed and i got exactly what i want - f. cus.
the case is closed, the case is out. i am victorious and so mote it be!
visualizing a flow of money on my account, continuous flow, non stopping flow with our needs (mine and As being completely taken care of) and so it is.

and visualizing getting the blue chip visa asap and opening my buz here this week and closing my buz in the old country this week too. and so mote it be!!!

and visualizing J is completely out of our lives. comletely completely completely!!! and no more payments to lawyers. i am living lawyer free! and so mote it be!

immigration lawyer

visualizing a fantastic visit with the immigration lawyer, wth him giving me fantastic news!!!! that i am able to get work permit here very very soon. visualizing me getting the work permit and starting working as an independent consultant in November. And so mote it be.
visualzing a very productive day tomorrow, and a huge stream of money flowing into my account. visualizing total flow. total, total flow. and so it is!

meeting in the UK

visualizing my meeting in the UK tomorrow is a smashing success. we get exactly where we need to go and receive the deliverable we want. i am super confident and super great moderator of the meeting.
visualizing a great follow up with int'l colleauges after the mtg last week, fantastic follow up. Am doing so well, am so successful!!!

visualizing meeting my beloved

visualizing meeting my beloved on 2 december. we dance so well together beautiful tango, and amazing connection.am head over heels in love and it is mutual. and so mote it be!

more visualizing

visualizing finding the best accountant and the best immigration lawyer helping me get a work permit. and so mote it be! visualizing a successful day tomorrow, with me focusing on the essentials. visualizing i proceed with what is needed for country follow ups and we are able to follow up and put together a fantastic program. and so mote it be!
visualizing finding a fantastic man whom i love and who loves me and adores a. visualizing meeting this man before 2 December this year. <3 a="a" actually="actually" am="am" and="and" be="be" being="being" case="case" closed="closed" court="court" disappearing="disappearing" effectively="effectively" f.="f." fall="fall" father.="father." father="father" for="for" from="from" going="going" hear="hear" i="i" in="in" is="is" it="it" lawyer="lawyer" lives="lives" looooong="looooong" loooooong="loooooong" love="love" man="man" mote="mote" my="my" nbsp="nbsp" of="of" our="our" out="out" s="s" so="so" soon.="soon." soon="soon" that="that" the="the" this="this" thrown="thrown" time="time" to="to" very="very" visualizing="visualizing" with="with" won.="won.">

visualizing re the case

visualizing the case being thrown out of court in d. the father has no chance! visualizing the case being thrown out and the judge laughing at the father. visualizing the father disappearing completely from my life and from A s life. visualing never seeing him or speaking with him again and so mote it be!!!
visualizing a fantastic visit by D. it is so fantastic. we are enjoying things and each other s company. visualizing my weight melting away and me being in touch with my body and loving it. visualizing me, beautiful confident and magnificent!! and visualizing meeting my divine partner by 1 December. thank you very much for sending him to me so soon. And so it is!!!

sending lots of love to A dad. sending lots of love to the court in F. lots and lots of love to them. sending lots of love to Js lawyer. Surrounding them all in a huge cloud of love. visualizing the cloud taking them away and have them disappear from my life. for good.

visualizing myself tomorrow finding out the best way to service papers to J. and so it is! the best and the cheapest possible way.

for our meeting

Visualizing our meeting a complete success. THings are extremely well tomorrow and especially tuesday. i am completely magnificent and magnetic and extremely charismatic. the meeting is a complete success and we get exactly the information we need for ed. for the future.
visualizing my boss being very impressed with me and extending my contract for another 3 months. And so mote it be!!!
Visualizing my weight is decreasing, the fat on my body just melting away. i am fully in control of what i eat and drink. and so it is!
visualizing my little baby completely healthy, totally getting rid of her cough and the two of us going to the swimming pool. and her being well taken care of while i am not at home. And so mote it be!!!

visualizing a fantastic day tomorrow!

Visualizing a fantastic day tomorrow and A being completely healthy and vibrant. Visualizing a day when i am able to exercise and am full of energy. and A and I go to her favorite playground -l-hop.
Visualizing 250K on my account that i can use for myself and my baby.
visualizing being attentive to the signals from my body and having full control of my cravings. i control my craviings, so i drink and not eat. visualizing myself getting rid of 5 kg. And so mote it be.

visualizing D s visit going extremely well. Visualizing the meeting next week being super successful and me being super magnetic, super charismatic. I am lovable and adorable. A is in daycare and there are no issues there. She loves being with U.L.!!!!
Visualizing meeting my divine partner, falling in love with him and him with me very very soon. And visualizing going to a milonga very soon. Before Berlin. And so it is!!!

more visualizing

visualizing the case vD dismissed before it goes to trial. Case dismissed and thrown out of court. and so mote it be! visualizing the stream of money flowing into my account. sending lots of love to money, sending love to my bank account. visualizing an unending flow of money coming from all possible sources. real abundance!
visualizing my day tomorrow a success.and kl litrev proj being very successful and going without any issues and any problems to me. visualizing myself and my connsultancy a huge success!! and so it is!

the case

visualizing the c case resolving very quickly being thrown out of court before any hearing takes place. visualizing no hearing and the case is thrown out of court and closed. things end in my favor and i can let go and enjoy life. and no more legal fees. and so mote it be!
visualizing being able to visit I for x-mas without any issues or concerns. and so it is!!!
visualizing having a fantastic visit with Christine, and then having a very productive day at work with me finalizing the presentation. visualizing myself being a big success and meeting preparation going very smoothly. and so it is!!!
visualizing myself being full of energy tomorrow, going for a run, exercizing, doing my breath work.and being connected to my body and drinking instead of eating. and so mote it be!!!

remote control

visualizing myself finding the remote control for the DVD player so that i can watch my videos. visualizing that the litrev proj is going as it should, without any issues. smooth sailing, with us receiving relevant results. visualizing my business being a complete complete success.visualizing myself having a very productive daywhere i am full of energy and finalize my presentation at the  meeting. visualizing myself returning the clothes back without issues.  visualizing myself being completely in touch with my body and eating only when i am hungry. being very careful and thinking every time i need to eat if i really need to eat or doing so out of habit. and so mote it be!!!
visualizing myself finding a great hairdresser and a great accountant. and so it is!!! and finding myself great pair of dance shoes. The best!!!!

more visualizing -hairdresser

Visualizing finding the most perfect hairdresser for myself that can color and chemically relax my hair. visualizing myself getting paid exactly on the 10th October and with the payment for September being very smooth, wihtout any kind of issues. 
visualizing my two projects with K being a total success.Complete and utter success!!!! Visualizing the meeting and my preparatory work for the meeting in mid Oct being a complete, complete success. and so mote it be!!!
Visualizing myself finding a balance between working, being a mother and having enough time for myself to nurture my well being. visualizing myself being happy, and solving my overeating issue. Visualizing myself ony eating when I am hungry and eating only while I am enjoying the food. Sending lots of love to my stomach!!
Visualizing the custody issue disappearing and me not having to deal with it again. And so it is!!!
Visualizing money coming from different sources to me, sending lots of love to money, lots of love to my bank account. And so it is!!!

and so it was!

and my time sheet was signed today.

signed timesheet

visualizing a signed timesheet on my table today so that i can get paid on time. And so it is!!!

sending love to myself

sending lots of  love to myself, to my stomach area. lots of love to my stomach. sending love to my beautiful hair.
visualizing myself tomorrow waking up full of energy, having a very productive day. visualizing that A is very happy in her daycare tomorrow and can stay until noon easily. visualizing that she eats well in daycare tomorrow.
visualizing a very productive meeting with AM where i get all of my questions answered.  visualizing myself at peace and in balance with myself tomorrow. And so mote it be.
Sending lots of love to my bank account. Visualizing flow of  money from all possible sources. And so mote it be!
visualizing getting a fantastic pair of tango shoes this week. fit me perfectly!! and going to a tango class this week. and so it is!

more visualizing

Visualizing my day tomorrow being complete success. I will figure out regarding the meeting and confirm regarding visiting the another research group in Barcelona.

Visualizing the HTAsumm slides issue being resolved to my satisfaction. Also review of lots of papers being resolved to my satisfaction. Visualizing a stream of money going to my account. sending lots and lots of love to my account. sending lots of love to DS. sending lots of life to Am, sending lots of love to Kl. visualizing them doing a great job.

Visualizing the issues in daycare resolving next week so that i can spend less on childcare. And so mote it be!!!

Visualizing myself having a very productive day. Very energetic, happy tomorrow, productive. Figuring things out also about the q'res for the study. having a fruitful visit at the immigration and discovering that it is very easy for me to get a residence permit. And so it is!!!

for tomorrow

visualizing getting perfect shoes and jacket for A, very cheaply. Visualizing the issues with visit to Barcelona re conflict of interest and where the mtg takes place resolving to our mutual satisfaction with me doing it very skillfully and achieving the outcome i want. visualizing the issues with the questionnaires resolving as soon as possible.

visualizing the issues with As childcare where i need to leave her overnight resolving to my satisfaction. Visualizing the issues with As childcare next week resolving, with me being able to have some time to myself. and so mote it be!!! visualizing getting me a pair of the most perfect tango shoes, at a very reasonable cost, very comfortable shoes. visualizing taking my first dance class next week.

Visualizing a flow of money into my account. sending love to money and to my account. visualizing that it is easy for me to get a residence permit and it will be very fast. And so mote it be!!!

visualizing (continued)

visualizing A completely healthy and have a great time at daycare. Visualizing my potential issues with childcare  resolving completely and me being able to work while a perfect child carer is taking care of A is the best possible way, with me being completely satisfied. Visualizing that A is fed in the evening, so that I can relax and go for a run.

Visualizing a continuous stream of money to my account. Sending love to my bank account. lots and lots of love. Visualizing my issues with cash )not being able to withdraw enough) resolving completely to my satisfaction.
Tomorrow focusing on having a fantastic and very productive day. Resolving issues with qres in the study and diary. finalizing the prework materials and being able to send it off tomorrow.  being organized and discussing all the issues I need with A to our mutual satisfaction. Visualizing her paying for me attending the conference. Visualizing finding the most perfect caregiver to take care of A for 15 and 16 october. And so mote it be!!!

more visualizing

visualizing my day today be a success, with me finalizing the materials for the workshop. visualizing As first day of daycare going well. Visualizing myself having a productive day, with me being full of energy. Visualizing finalizing the diary questions today. visualizing geting my insurance card today so that I can apply for the res permit. And so mote it be!!!
Visualizing myself being vibrant and listening to my body and drinking enough water and going for a run later. And so it is.
Visualizing hearing from JesN today with good news about the case. And so it is!

even more visualizing

visualizing being happy, productive and energetic, listening to my body. Visualizing drinking when i am thirsty. visualizing myself finalizing pre-work tomorrow and sending it off to McK. Visualizing myself  being very productive tomorrow and finalizing the details about the pt diary. visualizing myself being able to exercise tomorrow and socializing with interesting people. and so mote it be.

sending lots of love to my bank account. visualizing more money coming in, constant inflow of money, with very little taxes or expenses that i have to pay. visualizing that the current babysittier is a success and that i am able to start daycare monday without problems. Visualizing my consultancy being a success. visualizing the case being thrown out of court. and so mote it be.

more visualizing

visualizing a fantastically productive day tomorrow. that i am able to register my address tomorrow without any problems. visualizing being able to open a bank account without any issues. visualizing delivering information to daycare without issues.visualizing finalizing the prework tomorrow and having a very productive day.

visualizing contacting R. to find out how the presentation with my budget figures went and that it went fantastically well. visualizing him thanking me for being so clear and precise. 
visualizing the case being closed and me being able to get in touch with the lawyer in the old place.

and so mote it be!!!
visualizing myself tomorrow vibrant and productive and happy and tranquil. And so it is. Sending lots of love to my bank account. Visualizing my bank account filled with money, covering all of our needs and much more.  Visualizing myself buying me a pair of fantastic beautiful and comfortable tango shoes. And so it is!

sending love to myself and my mother

Sending lots of love to myself and my mother.  visualizing that both of us are surrounded by love.Sending lots of love to A. Surrounding my little baby with lots of love.

Visualizing an extremely productive day tomorrow. Visualizing signed contract at daycare and good  productive meeting with MT. Visualizing my real estate contract moving in the right direction.
Visualizing a fantastic day at work tomorrow, a very productive day where I am able to speak with everyone I need to speak with and make good decisions.  Sending love to money, sending lots of love to my bank account. Visualizing money coming in there from every possible source.

Visualizing coming to an agreement with A's dad. Visualizing a fantastic stay here for as long as I am supposed to be here. And so mote it be!

visualizing daycare being fantastic and A getting in there

Visualizing that the visit to daycare goes well and that A is able to get there and will be happy there. visualizing that this is the most perfect daycare for her. Visualizing a very productive day, a fantastic day where I am energetic and happy and cheer everyone on. Also visualizing that I am able to send money for my wonderful apartment and also to pay for childcare and the plane tickets for us from the states. and so mote it be!!!

Sending love to money, sending lots of love to my bank account! Lots and lots of love.
Sending lots of love to A's dad. Visualizing the authorities leaving me alone re the child. Visualizing him dropping the case and agreeing to my terms. And so it is!!! Sending lots of love to my current employer, DS and also to H. Sending love to my stomach and my digestion.

visualizing finding an apartment tomorrow!

visualizing finding a fantastic apartment tomorrow! it is a perfect apartment, in the right location at the right price where both me and A are so happy for the next 6 months. visualizing that it is something that i can afford. and that i can move in already when they see the prove of money transfer.
and so mote it be.
also visualizing a great day tomorrow with me moving into a cheap room that suits all of my needs. and so it is!

visualizing getting my apartment tomorrow

visualizing getting my apartment tomorrow! it is a fantastic apartment at the right price in the right location. and so mote it be. visualizing a fantastic second day tomorrow. a great great day and me being up to speed. and so it is!

visualizing fantastic start of my new job and getting an apartment

Visualizing fantastic start of my new job tomorrow. Where i come full of energy, completely at peace with  myself and SUPER confident with things going extremely well and the job being very exciting where i work with fantastic people and have the greatest boss ever!!!
also visualizing that i find a great apartment tomorrow where i can move into this week.
also that my child is happy and safe with my mother. and so mote it be!!!!

just moved to the new country

just moved. first it was going to LA and the day after that i got a job offer for a job in another european country. starting monday. then starting again on 27th August. i requested to start my new job on 1 september and here it is!

Now visualizing that i get residence permit easily and effortlessly. visualizing custody issues being resolved easily and effortlessly. visualizing finding a perfect apartment this week easily and effortlessly and A getting fantastic caregiver.

day 20

I keep my mind and thoughts off this world and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the Inner presence as the only activity in my financial affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me now.

Visualizing  a successful day when i finish everything i need to finish right now. Everything is done and completed. and I feel very happy and content and completely stress free. And so it is.

day 19

when i am aware of the god-self within me as my total fulfillment, i am totally fulfilled. i am now aware of this truth. I have found the secret of life and I relax in the knowledge that the actvity of the divine abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, the radiation of that creative energy, which is continulously, easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my divine consciousness. i am now aware, I am now in the flow.


visualizing a fantastic and productive day tomorrow. I complete everything I set forth to accomplish. Visualizing picking A up from J without any problems. visualizing delivering the gate to L. with La. getting it there. visualizing the deposit money on my account tomorrow and giving the renter the key successfully. Visualizing me starting my new job on 1 September! visualizing an uneventful trip to the states where both of us have fun on the way. visualizing a successful meeting with the lawyer.

visualizing checking out of here on exactly the right date and feeling when this right date is. Visualizing a great interview on friday with them offering me the job! Visualizing that i am able to get there and get my way around and everything is fantastic. visualizing people at Ab getting back to me re interview and visualizing a trip to SF. visualizing me getting out of the city where i am staying and moving to the new place where i am going to start my new job within weeks. and so mote it be!

day 18

My consciousness of the spirit within me as my unlimited source is the Divine power to make all things new, to lift me up to the High Road of Abundant prosperity. This awareness, understanding and knowledge of Spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could possibly desire.


Visualizing a successful completion of my time here. Got deposit, gave the keys to renters. Sold my car well. Am so grateful for A being taken care of K, the mother in my mother's group. They invited her to dinner so that i can focus on my departure.

Being very grateful. Sending lots of love to every being on earth, sending love to A.
Visualizing an easy flight from here to the states, w A behaving extremely well. She is so easy and so happy that others are paying attention. Visualizing a fantastic stay at my mom's and things being very smooth.. Us getting along very very well and her taking very good care of A. Visualizing that i am enjoying myself during this time. Visualizing that i will find a place to live very fast, that all the practical stuff is completed fast and then the opportunity comes my way. A fantastic opportunity that is impossible to say no to. And so mote it be.

day 17

the divine consciousness that i am is forever expressing its true nature of abundance. this is its responsibility, not mine. my only responsibility is to be aware of this Truth. Therefore, I am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as the abundant all-sufficiency in my life and affairs.


 visualizing selling my car and finalizing my packing in the best possible way. visualizing that the road is wide open for me and my child to go. visualizing acing the inteview at A. sending them lots and lots of love. sending lots of love to A's dad.

day 16

My inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form and experience according to my needs and desires and as a principle of supply in action, it is impossible for me to have any needs or unfulfilled desires.


visualizing the deposit arriving on my bank account as soon as possible. visualizing selling my car to the rightperson a the right time. visualizing making  decision if i should sell my gold. visualizing my trip going extremely well. visualizing my consultancy flourishing! visualizing getting the gig in munich. and so mote it be!

day 15

money is not my supply. No person, place or condition is my supply. My awareness, understanding and knowledge of the all-providing activity of the Divine Mind within me is my supply. My consciousness of this Truth is unlimited, therefore my supply is unlimited.


sending love to myself, to H, to I and to E. So thankful to have them in my life! Love them very much! sO sad they will be far away.
sending lots of love to Ab. visualizing them coming back to me and scheduling my interview.  visualizing selling my car fast and to the right person who really wants it. visualizing finishing up my packing and planning successfully what i should do when. Visualizing deposit for the apartment arriving on time so that i can take a breather. And so mote it be!

day 14

thru my consciousness of my God self as my source , I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of spirit.This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the presence of God within me is my supply.

visualizing the contract being signed today with happiness on both sides. visualizing the issue with the key being solved. visualizing the problem with me not returning being no problem with the guys who fix the apartment and also the renters. sending lots of love to myself! visualizing the car being sold to the right buyer at the right price. and so mote it be!

day 13

I am conscious of the Inner Presence as my lavish Abundance. I am conscious of the constant activity of this Mind of infinity Prosperity. Therefore, my consciousness is filled with the Light of truth.


visualizing the contract signed on thursday and deposit paid and visualizing that apartment rental has been finalized. and so mote it be! visualizing that my trip is going fantastic and that nothing can stop me from going there. visualizing a money flow into my account. visualizing that things here are ok after i leave and that a's dad takes the news ok and that i can get off the hook with all of my activities. and so mote it be!



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day 12

I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand and to know that the Divine Presence I am is the source and substance of all my good.


visualizing that my apartment is rented out to the right person, contract is signed, i got the deposit, all before my trip to the states. and so mote it be!

day 11

God is lavish, unfailing abundance, the rich omnipresent substance of the universe. this all providing source of infinite prosperity is individualized as me - the reality of me.

sending lots of love to myself and my apartment. visualizing the most perfect renters moving in and paying rent on time. visualizing the whole process of apt preparation is very smooth and it is easy for me to pay for it, money just comes so easily and effortlessly to pay for htis.
visualizing that i have ok relationship with A's dad until i leave, he is totally clueless about the situation. visualizing that my departure and my last 12 days here are completely effortless and enjoyable and i am able to finalize everything i need without any need to return here.  visualizing that H is helping me with the apt.

visualizing a fantastic job opportunity for me in the states, visualizing a great place to live,  and money/health insurance to cover both of us. visualizing that i have found the most amazing lawyer.

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day 10

I keep my mind and thoughts off this world and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the Inner presence as the only activity in my financial affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me now.

Sending love to myself, sending love to A's dad. VIsualizing my apartment being rented out NOW to the most perfect renters at the most perfect price. And so mote it be! Visualizing that all repairs have been taken care of and the place looks SUPER. And so mote it be.

day 9

when i am aware of the god-self within me as my total fulfillment, i am totally fulfilled. i am now aware of this truth. I have found the secret of life and I relax in the knowledge that the actvity of the divine abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, the radiation of that creative energy, which is continulously, easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my divine consciousness. i am now aware, I am now in the flow.


Sending love to myself. sending lots of love to myself. Sending love to A's dad. focusing on his good qualities while maintaining the vision of standing my ground and protecting my boundaries. visualizing the most perfect renter renting my apartment for the amount I asked for, a foreign couple who would love the apt and love to live here! and so mote it be. Visualizing 50K on my account, sending love to my bank account, sending love to money. sending lots of love to the job i m supposed to have. sending lots of love to my lawyer. sending lots of love to H to help me finalize things with the apartment. seeing myself happy and healthy. sending lots of love towards my move to the states. visualizing everything going well and being problem free. visualizing me being completely problem free and my case being unproblematic and fast and inexpensive. and so mote it be!  visualizing being greeted by friends and finding a nice and inexpensive place to live in the states not too far away from my mom. And so it is!

day 8

My consciousness of the spirit within me as my unlimited source is the Divine power to make all things new, to lift me up to the High Road of Abundant prosperity. This awareness, understanding and knowledge of Spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could possibly desire.

Sending lots of love to myself and my car and the buyer for my  car. Sending lots of love, visualizing that all the issues with the people moving into this apartment are solved. visualizing ppl moving into apt on 15 aug with apt being ready and all the problems being solved with me being able to stay in the states and not come back to Dk.
 visualizing money on my account. sending lots of love to my bank account. visualizing selling my TV and my furniture. and so mote it be!

it has been DONE!

my apartment is now rented out! Fantastic people, i post ann ad 2 days ago, and the next day the guy came and today he called me that he wants the apartment. Yay!

day 7

the divine consciousness that i am is forever expressing its true nature of abundance. this is its responsibility, not mine. my only responsibility is to be aware of this Truth. Therefore, I am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as the abundant all-sufficiency in my life and affairs.

Sending lots of love to my apartment. Visualizing fantastic renters renting it out in the next week. Visualizing the fixing/cleaning guys doing a fantastic job with the place. Amazing. The angels took care of everything. Visualizing a fantastic buyer for my bicycle and a great buyer for my car. Visualizing things taking care of themselves wiht me being completely in balance. Visualizing completely fantastic and stress free and problem-free journey to the states without me being delayed or detained. And so mote it be. Visualizing that I can disappear without statsf. giving me any kind of trouble. and so mote it be!

might soon change settings on this blog

i am thinking of changing the settings on this blog since this is a potentially sensitive matter and all of this can end up in court if anyone finds out who I am. so am considering changing the settings of this to private so that people would not be able to read it. I am thinking about it.

day 6

My inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form and experience according to my needs and desires and as a principle of supply in action, it is impossible for me to have any needs or unfulfilled desires.


sending lots of love to myself. visualizing myself at peace, complete peace. handling matters very peacefully and from my heart. feeling the love in my heart. using love as my guiding star. sending love to A. Lots of love to her.
Visualizing my move to the states being very smooth. visualizing renting my current apartment very very fast before i leave. visualizing finalizing everything i need to finalize here before i depart for the states.   visualizing getting a job very fast. visualizing cleaning up my apartment and getting rid of stuff very easily without me having to do anything. visualizing that i no longer have to appear here at this apartment. visualizing that my path is safe. visualizing the court case in the states being very affordable. visualizing i have a very cheap place to live in the states, a nice place where both A and I have space and peace. and so mote it be!  visualizing myself having a fantastic relationship wiht my mom, her being a huge help. and the two of us getting along extremely well. and so it is!

day 5

money is not my supply. No person, place or condition is my supply. My awareness, understanding and knowledge of the all-providing activity of the Divine Mind within me is my supply. My consciousness of this Truth is unlimited, therefore my supply is unlimited.


sending lots of love to myself. sending lots of love to AG, who might be my lawyer. Sending lots of love and visualizing that the fee I have to pay is affordable to me and is very very reasonable. sending lots of love to the whole situation. Visualizing that the issue with storing stuff and fixing the apartment and packing is easy and effortless. sending lots of money to my bank account. visualizing great influx of money to my bank account. sending lots of love to my mother. visualizing the two of us getting along extremely well. visualizing that my visit to the US and stay at her place goes extremely smoothly.   Visualizing being called to job interviews while i am in the US.

day 4

thru my consciousness of my God self as my source , I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of spirit.This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the presence of God within me is my supply.


Visualizing the most fantastic lawyer helping me with the custody issue and giving me a great news first of all about the potential custody dispute and then about the fee. Hearing the lawyer say that he will never get shared custody. And so mote it be! Visualizing my packing going extremely well and fast and finding the best solution for emptying my apartment and renting it out. Visualizing the apartment looking great and the most perfect renters to rent out this place.
visualizing out flight to the states to go well. Baby sleeping during the whole flight and me also being able to rest. visualizing making a good deal with M on fixing this apt. Sending M a lot of love for tomorrow. Visualizing me packing and sorting out the basement this week. And so mote it be! visualizing that getting the keys from As dad is very easy. he just gives me the keys and believes what i tell hiim about the guest. Visualizing E coming to visit me this week and next week and the two of us (3 actually) having lots of fun! and so it is!  Sending lots of love to A, to myself and to A's dad. Seeing me continuing with the yoga practice I learned today.

day 3

I am conscious of the Inner Presence as my lavish Abundance. I am conscious of the constant activity of this Mind of infinity Prosperity. Therefore, my concsciousness is filled with the Light of truth


sending lots of love and light to the lawyer I am going to speak with in the US. Lots of love. Visualizing that I have found the perfect lawyer, the most knowledgeable lawyer. with the fee that is so cheap that i can afford it.
sending lots of love to my apartment situation. visualizing myself figuring things out in no time. sending lots of love to myself. sending lots of love to my credit card. visualizing it turning up in the apartment. and visualizing that no money has disappeared from my account. sending lots of love to myself. visualizing money on my account. and so mote it be!

day 2

I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand and to know that the Divine Presence I am is the source and substance of all my good.

sending love to myself, to little A. Visualizing the two of us on the plane headed for the states being very happy that we escaped. And so mote it be. we are protected from all sort of negative influences.
sending love to A's dad, lots of love to him. sending love to my money. visualizing a stream of money flowing in my bank account. And so mote it be! Lots of money coming in from various sources, providing for me and A. we have a free place to live that is a very very nice place.
so grateful for my wonderful life, grateful that i can go on this fantastic adventure! grateful that all of these companies want to talk to me, to interview me and hire me. Grateful that my divine partner is getting closer to me. grateful that i get to keep my sweetest angel with me, forever and ever.

day 1

Restarting AP.
God is lavish, unfailing abundance, the rich omnipresent substance of the universe. this all providing source of infinite prosperity is individualized as me - the reality of me.


Am grateful so grateful that H lent me money and that the case with PE is over. It went very well. Am so grateful. So grateful that there is so much interest from the employers. Sending lots of love to them. Lots of interest from the employers in the states and in Europe. I am so blessed
So grateful I spent the day with my little angel. We had a fantastic day! so grateful that we are about to leave and go on a huge new adventure. Amazing.
Grateful that there is a plus on my account and that money is on its way to arrive. Yeeahha!! Sending lots of love to my bank account. Sending lots of love to the time tthat will go very fast where I will be stress free completely awaiting 2 August. 2 August will come and we are leaving uneventfully. visualizing guys at statsf being holidays and half asleep and meeting being scheduled after we are gone.

Visualizing myself making the right decisions about the apartment, it being fixed soon and cheaply and me being able to move to the perfect location. visualizing our holiday in the states being amazing and me being lovey dovey with my mommy. and so it is!!!

am dealing with issues well

hmm and now the new issues have begun. I need to escape. Escaping the country on 2 August, going back home. Visualizing that I am able to get on the plane with A, holding her tight, getting on the plane uninterrupted, able to unregister both of us here in this country, and registering us both in the states. visualizing my new ID card and proof that A also lives in the states. Visualizing that our path to escape is free and there is nothing in the way.  Count down - 23 nights left until our new adventure begins.

now i understand why i didnt get the job at L. because i was supposed to leave the country together with my daughter.
So the plan is leaving for the states on the 2 Aug and back on 15 Aug. Cleaning my apartment, renting it out and moving to the summer house until end of September while looking for jobs in Europe. well most important, am taking things one day at a time.

now need to regroup

need to rethink my strategy and regroup.

didn't get the job

I did not get the job. somehow it made me feel very relaxed in my body.

Day 3

I am conscious of the Inner Presence as my lavish Abundance. I am conscious of the constant activity of this Mind of infinity Prosperity.  Therefore, my concsciousness is filled with the Light of truth

Sending lots of love to KE, to TKO, to KT, visualizing that they all give me a super reference.Visualizing myself getting a fantastic offer from L,  a job offer I cannot refuse. Sending lots of love to TK, sending lots of love to L, sending lots of love to myself to get detached from the outcome. visualizing myself celebrating my new job with I and E. visualizing myself making a call to my mom giving her the news. visualizing myself starting my new job on 3 September!!!

Sending lots of love to statsf., visualizing them letting me keep custody of A and A's dad accepting it. Sending lots of love to A's dad. sending lots of love to my lawyer on friday. visualizing that she gives me very good news that the custody is mine and i have nothing to worry about.

day 2

I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand and to know  that the Divine Presence I am is the source and substance of all my good.

I am a master manifester manifesting my reality. focusing on abundance, financial abundance, abundance of love, abundance of jobs that are interested in me. sending love to myself, my stomach. visualizing myself withouth constipation, completely healthy.

A visualizing being contacted by L today that they want to negotiate an offer with me. Visualizing the offer being so fantastic and perfect that I accept. And so mote it be!  Sending lots of love to L, TK, and MM. Sending lots of love to the universe.

Sending love to all of my references, lots of love to them visualizing that they come back and give me a fantastic reference and come back to me very very soon. Lots of love to them. lots and lots of love. keep sending love to L and TK. Lots of love. lots of love to me, visualizing myself letting go of the outcome and being completely neutral. Visualizing myself starting my new fantastic job on 1 September. and so mote it be!

day 1

God is lavish, unfailing abundance,the rich omnipresent substance of the universe. this all providing source of inifinite prosperity is individualized as me - the reality of me.

I am abundance personified. I am the creator of my reality. i am God, the Creator. I create my happiness and well being. I create my finanicial health and wellness. Visualizing 50K landing on my bank account from all possible sources NOW.  Sending lots of love to my bank account.
Lots and lots of love.

Visualizing myself and A going on holiday to a warm sunny place where we can have tons of fun together. Visualizing getting a call monday that I got a job. And so mote it be. Sending lots of love to L, to TK, to MM, to PS, to GE. Lots and lots of love. visualizing getting a fantastic offer, much better than I expected!  and so mote it be.

day 40

I keep my mind and thoughts off this world and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the Inner presence as the only activity in my financial affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me.

Sending lots of love to my bank account. Sending lots of love to money. Visualizing 50K on  my account NOW. Visualizing my inflow of money being much greater than my outflow of money. And so it is!
Sending lots of love to myself. Visualizing myself being in touch with my body completely and quenching my thirst by drinking instead of eating.

Visualizing a job offer arriving, a fantastic offer, an offer that i cannot refuse. Being grateful that all these companies are standing in line to talk to me and interview me. sending love, lots of love to L. visualizing a fantastic offer coming to me. Visualizing T giving me a call next week and giving me a fantastic offer.

Sending lots of love to the new place where I am going to live. Lots and lots of love. Fantastic place, close enough to the city but yet quiet. next to the water and the forest or a park. Yes. A nice place, lots of space for us. Sending love to A's future caregiver. Visualizing that i found a fantastic caregiver for her, we are all so happy and get along so well. A is very happy and I am too and she really helps me with organizing and household chores. and so mote it be!

day 39

when i am aware of the god-self within me as my total fulfillment, i am totally fulfilled. i am now awaare of this truth. I ahve found the secret of life and I relax in the knowledge that the actvity of the divine abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, the radiation  of that creative energy, which is continulously, easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my divine consciousness. i am now aware, I am now in the flow.

Sending lots of love to myself. Visualizing 50K on my bank account arriving from all possible sources. Sending love to my bank account. Sending lots of love to L. Visualizing T coming back to me with an offer that far exceeds my expectations. Visualizing getting a fantastic job offer for a great job that is right for me, with the right people, with flexibility of my working hours where I can balance work/life and be the perfect mom to A. Sending lots of love to my situation, sending love to my visa situation to resolve.

Sending lots of love to the lawyer i am meeting with Friday, visualizing the matter resolved with J having NO chance getting shared custody. visualizing that the matter with the bank is resolved with H paying his share. Sending love to H, sending love to the bank, visualizing H paying his share for the apartment.

Sending love to Ha before our meeting monday visualizing that she is gonna do the best job representing me in court. Visualizing the court going extremely well, with me being found not guilty and the creditor PE having to pay all the expenses. Sending lots of love to PE and the court. 
Visualizing myself having a super perfect weekend. Fantastic sun filled weekend! Visualizing my situation w J and taking A on holiday resolving to the best for all of us.

visualizing a job offer

a job offer is on its way to me. a job offer that i cannot refuse! fantastic job, great money, great location. so the two of us (me and A) are moving to a new fantastic place. and my divine partner about to come into my life. a's dad respects my wishes and we have agreement on things. so fantastic!

day 38

My consciousness of the spirit within me as my unlimited source is the Divine power to make all things new, to lift me up to the High Road of Abundant prosperity. This awareness, understanding and knowledge of Spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could possibly desire.

Sending lots of love to myself and to my hair. Visualizing myself tomorrow waking up completely fresh and refreshed and full of energy, after i got enough sleep. sending lots of love to A's dad. Visualizing him taking the news that he wont spend the weekend w A very well. Sending lots of love to L. visualizing a job offer coming to me, an offer that exceeds my expectations by far. and so it is! my body is completely completely relaxed. I am completely relaxed.

sending lots of money to my bank account! lots and lots of love to my bank account. visualizing 50K on my bank account from all sorts of sources without having to repay anything back. And so mote it be.

it was a success!

well it was a success I thought. The match between me and hiring manager was very good i think. the presentation went well. they commented on my passion about the topic. But I forgot my slides at home. haha. it was like the dog ate my homework. So i had to present without the slides. with the hiring manager the dynamic was a little strange but i think he liked me. He commented on the fact that we have similar working styles. iwill know next week.

day 37

the divine consciousness that i am is forever expressing its true nature of abundance. this is its responsibility, not mine. my only responsibility is to be aware of this Truth. Therefore, I am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as the abundant all-sufficiency in my life and affairs.

sending lots of love to myself. I will knock them dead. my mind will only be focused on the interview and on my presentation. They are loving me and i am loving them.  sending love to A's dad. sending love to the lawyer i am going to see next friday as she is going to give me good news about custody. sending love to him today when he arrives. i will knock them dead today!!! Yes. sending lots of love to H. sending her lots and lots of love.
am soooo full of energy, presenting there, filling up the room. Sending lots of love to BL, GE, TK and JT. lots and lots of love to them. Visualizing myself hitting it off with all of them. i am a great match for the job. I am the best person for the job. Visualizing myself saying exactly what i need to say to asnwer their question. I am the perfect match!

my mood is getting better and better

visualizing myself getting up in super good mood tomorrow. full of energy and very happy and at peace. my body is completely relaxed. will knock them dead tomorrow!!!
they are loving it and they are loving ME!
and so mote it be!

Day 36

My inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form and experience according to my needs and desires and as a principle of supply in action, it is impossible for to have any needs or unfulfilled desires.

I am a powerful manifestor.I keep my .mind of the physical matters and keep my mind on  love and keep my heart open. i trust that i can manifest what i desire. what i really desire.
keeping my heart on gratitude. feeling immense gratitude for having A in my life. am tremendously grateful. my heart is filled with love. i feel so much love inside. sending love to myself.

sending love to the situation with my apartment. visualizing it resolving itself. everything is going to resolve.
Sending lots of love to the job at L. Visualizing myself filled with love, grounded when i walk into the room. Visualizing me acing the interview. the interview is a total success! It is a huge success!!!! My presentation is a success!!! I am also going to sleep and get enough rest today and tomorrow so that  I am well rested before the interview. i am well rested before the interview.

feeling great later today and tomorow. feeling fantastic!! My presentation going fantastic!
visualizing multiple job offers are about to come my way. am grateful that all these companies are so interested in me that they want to hire me. thank you!

giving up the need to know what will happen tomorrow. giving up the need to know what happens tomorrow. giving up the need to know what happens tomorrow. i am fully present, fully in the now. and am grateful for it.

love is all we ever need :)

got a message from my ex lover about how hot i look with straight hair. hahaha. dream on dude!

Ok but sending love to myself. sending lots of love to myself. sending lots of love to Ye and Yu. sending prayers to keep Yu out of trouble and seek help.
Sending love to myself for wednesday. visualizing myself charismatic speaker, blowing these guys away with my presentation. letting go of the need to get L job. all i am is love. sending lots of love to BL, to myself, visualizing i do super well during my discussion. visualizing the job offer that is coming from L, a fantastic offer!
Sending lots of love to the new renter of this apartment. sending love to the place as i prepare to leave the place. sending love to the bank so that things with loan turned out acceptable and so mote it be!
am sending gratitude that so many companies are interested in me and can't wait to hire me. i am very very grateful.

day 35

money is not my supply. No person, place or condition is my supply. My awareness, understanding and knowledge of the all-providing activity of the Divine Mind within me is my supply. My consciousness of this Truth is unlimited, therefore my supply is unlimited.

Sending love to my bank account. Visualizing 50K on my account arriving from all sorts of sources, completely unexpectedly. Sending love to myself. Visualizing myself being completely in touch with my body today, feeling when I am thirsty and drinking instead of eating. Visualizing the extra fat I have melting away, but preserving the fat in just the right places. I look GOOD now, I look perfect, look wholesome and look  hot! I look very appetizing. And I look very young. My face is completely smooth, I barely have wrinkles. I look 8-10 years younger than I actually am. Visualizing  myself keep looking young and being very happy. I am super happy. I am elated because my life is going in the right direction. I am very happy about myself and I am at peace.

Sending lots of love to J and to statsf who will be deciding about the custody. Visualizing them letting me keep full custody of A. Sending lots of love to CP, TK, GE, BL, JT and PS of L. Sending lots of love to them. Sending love to the room where I am going to have my interview and my presentation. Visualizing my presentation going super well! and being exactly what they want to hear and to know.

Seeing a job offer coming my way from L, with salary exceeding my expectations, with MM doing all the negotiating. Sending lots of love to the new place where I am going to live, big enough, with a garden that is reasonably priced and not far away, quiet and is in perfect location with free/abundant parking. Sending lots of love to A future caregiver who is perfect for her, speaks fluent English and is very affordable and does things around the house too.

Seeing myself going to a nice holiday with A, to a place with sun and beach and inexpensive. A place where she can enjoy some sun. 

Visualizing myself releasing all fears about loosing A or loosing her custody or looking her half-custody. I am to retain full custody of A and so it is. Letting go of all the fears.

sending more love

sending lots of love to MM and visualizing him to come back to me liking my presentation and with constructive feedback about my presentation. visualizing myself practice it and being very animated and interesting speaker.
Visualizing my presentation being a success on Wednesday.  Visualizing the job offer coming in and them offering me a very high salary with MM negotiating it (without me being involved in negotiations).  Visualizing my interview being a complete success, me being completely comfortable in my own body. i am confident and i am who i am. this is what i have to offer - a lot. sending lots of love to BL, seeing our discussion of the test being a complete success and the results of the test being very good and what they are looking for.

sending lots of love to GE that we hit it off and the product is also super interesting to work on. Sending lots of love to TK and JT. lots and lots of love to them. visualizing me being super confident, filling up the room with my energy and being in charge of the room. I am a very charismatic speaker, the speaker who mesmerizes. my presentation comes from the heart. i just get up and start talking. very calm and confident.

sending lots of love to J, visualizing myself behaving with him in the right way. calm, setting direction, being in charge. maintaining my boundaries with him. visualizing me retaining full custody of A. sending lots of love to myself. I am loved. My body is completely at peace. I am completely completely relaxed. All is well in my world. Not just well, everything is SUPER well.
 
Visualizing the nice vacation spot we are about to go to with A. the place with the beach, the city and lots of sun, with moderate temperatures. warm ocean/sea. and so mote it be.

Visualizing myself letting go of all the people that no longer serve me. People that suck my energy. People whose contribution to my well being and development is zero. All of those people have to go. I am confident my intuition will guide me towards which people i need to let go of. already am thinking of one - TM. i am about to stop sms her.

sending lots of love to UCBP. Visualizing them inviting me for a second interview asap and me acing the interview. Visualizing myself getting multiple job offers. Yeah! it feels good. visualizing starting my new job in September.   and so mote it be.  sending lots and lots of love to my bank account and to money. visualizing 50K being deposited on my account asap. and so mote it be!

Sending lots and lots of love to my body, my stomach and my head of hair. Every little follicle on my head is nourished with blood. the hair is growing back! Yes! my whole body is relaxed, I am completely relaxed and feel surrounded by love. I am magnificent and I am magnificence.

day 34

thru my consciousness of my God self as my source , I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of spirit.This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the presence of God within me is my supply.

Sending lots of love to myself. Visualizing myself full of energy, both mental and physical. visualizing myself taking a nap later in the day.  Visualizing myself finishing my presentation today and sending it to MM. And presentation being a success! Visualizing myself doing the test right now, filled with good energy. me having a feeling that the test is very easy and i have done very well.
sending lots of love to UCBP and am about to hear from them next week, early next week, with an invitation for another interview in Brussels  and so mote it be!

sending love for tomorrow

sending love to myself for tomorrow. visualizing it being a productive day, my heart filled with love, filling out the test and doing so very well, easily and effortlessly.
visualizing myself preparing fo rhte interview wednesday with more business examples that are easily coming to my mind. preparation is going easily and effortlessly.  And so mote it be!

day 33

I am concsious of hte Inner Presence as my lavish Abundance. I amc onscious of the constant activity of this Mind of infinite Prosperity. Therefore, my consciousness is filled with the Light of Truth.

Sending lots of love to myself today. lots of love to my stomach and intestines. Visualizing myself without any constipation, with my poop flowing out effortlessly without any straining. Visualizing myself listening to my body and listening when i am thirsty. Today i will only drink when I am thirsty. Will only drink when I am thirsty. I constantly watch when I want to drink and have a bottle available and quench my thirst and doing nothing else. I only eat when i am hungry.

Today it is going to be a great day!
I am sending love to the test i will take and visualizing myself doing fantastically well on the test. visualizing myself doing fantastically well during my discussions with BL at L. visualizing myself hitting it off with GE, my coming boss, and also acing it with my presentation to the 3 gentlemen. Sending lots of love to TK, JT. Visualizing myself confident and grounded.
Visualizing myself being confident at A's daycare. Very confident when i pick her up or deliver her.

Visualizing myself figuring out what i should do regarding the situation with custody. sending lots of love to myself and also to A's dad.
Sending lots of love to UCBP - to ES, OP, NR. Visualizing myself proceeding to the next round and a trip to Brussels with an overnight stay. And so mote it be!
Multiple job offers are on the way to me. Fantastic offers.Am so grateful that all these companies want to have me and to hire me.

It is going to be a fantastic day today!!!

day 32

I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand, and to know that the Divine Presence I Am is the source and Substance of all my good.

Sending lots of love to my stomach yesterday and today. Sending love to myself. Visualizing myself to be connected with my body, feeling every time  I am thirsty. Relinquishing  my thirst EVERY time I am thirsty instead of putting food in my mouth. Pouring water in my mouth EVERY Time I am thirsty instead of putting food. Visualizing myself eating only when I am hungry.
Sending love to my beautiful body.
Visualizing myself buying the most perfect gift for H, the gift that she likes very much. Visualizing myself having lots of fun at her birthday party today. Visualizing myself looking and feeling great.

Sending lots of love to A's dad and to statsf. Visualizing them allowing me keep sole custody of A. Visualizing A and I very happy together, having tons of fun. Visualizing A's dad and me having a warmer, friendlier relationship, with mutual respect.
Sending lots and lots of love to L for Wednesday from 4-6:30. sending lots of love to TK, GE, JT, BL. Visualizing myself hitting it off with GE and the project being super interesting. Visualizing myself doing super fantastic at the interview. Visualizing myself acing the personality test and presentation. Visualizing them offering me a job before the end of AP work, with fantastic pay.
And so mote it be!

day 31

God is lavish, unfailing abundance, the rich omnipresent substance of the universe. this all providing source of infinite prosperity is individualized as me - the reality of me.

Sending love to myself yesterday, i needed it. sending love to myself yesterday, to my body and to my soul. Sending love to my body today, especially to my stomach. Sending love to A's dad, lots of love to him. Sending love to the statsf.(the authorities) he is going to contact who are going to call us for a meeting regarding custody. sending lots and lots of love to them. visualizing them deciding in my favor.

sending lots of love to L - JT, TK, GE, BL - sending them lots and lots of love. Sending lots of love during my conversation with BL - lots and lots of love. Sending lots of love to the personality test i will fill out this weekend. Sending lots of love to the test - visualizing i fill it out well, fill very confident when i do it and discuss the results extremely well whilebeing at peace and being myself.  Visualizing my presentation going super well and being the topic that they think is relevant and my presentation being a huge success with me presenting very dynamically and being very charismatic. Seeing every interview that day being a total success and that they offer me the job. visualizing the job offer coming in before the end of my Prosperity Plan.
Sending lots of love to UCBP, visualizing that i hear from them in the next couple of days regarding the next steps.

immigration is alright

called immigration about the visa. was very pleasantly surprized. if i do get a job here, it will take a month to get my visa approved. that is super fast! so there is no problem at all. i am now at peace. my whole body and whole being is absolutely at peace.

sending more love

sending more love to immigration, visualizing my visa situation resolving in the best possible way. and so mote it be.
Went to talk to lawyer about custody. A's dad s case is very weak. visualizing myself retaining full custody of A. and so it is!

day 30

i keep my mind and thoughts off this world and I place my entire focus on God within as the only cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the inner presence as the only activity in my financial and other affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me.

sending lots of love to myself, lots and lots of love. sending lots of love to my hair. seeing it growing strong and lots of it growing, especially in the front. sending lots of love to A. visualizing her completely healed. sending love to immigration. lots of love. seeing them process my visa within the shortest time possible.
Sending lots of love to the authorities. Visualizing me being able to keep the sole custody of A. I am her sole custodian.  and so mote it be.

sending lots of love to L -  JT, in particular. Sending him lots of love. Sending lots of love to BL, to the test she sent me. Visualizing me completing the test well and confidantly.Visualizing me discuss the results of the test very confidently.Sending lots of love to GE, visualizing us having great professional chemistry together. Sending lots of love to TK. Visualizing my presentation being a success and exactly what they want to hear. Visualizing that my visa issues are of no hindrance. visualizing them giving me a great offer regardless of my visa status. and so mote it be!

sending lots of love to UCBP - with great news following soon.
Sending lots of love to the person who will be taking care of A, who will be helping me with her. Lots of love to her! Visualizing that I got in touch with this person.  sending lots of love to the fantastic place where i am going to live next. sending lots of love to the man who is coming into my life.

hmm visa issues again

hmmmm just got a letter from immigration that while i have a right to live here, I dont have a right to work until my visa thing is processed. That is a bummer. I need to talk to a lawyer and then explain to the company what's up. ;( i dont know how long it will take to process my application. it has been almost a year.

they just invited me back

L just invited me back for a second round!!! Will be doing a presentation, visualizing that it has the perfect content and it goes super well! Visualizing a total success of the interview. I am success! with a job offer following soon.

day 29

When I am aware of the God self within me as my total fulfilment, I am totally fulfilled. I am now aware of this truth. I have found the secret of life and I relax in the knowledge that the Activity of Divine Abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, the radiation, of that creative energy, which is continuously, easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my Divine Consciousness. i am now aware. I am now in the flow.

Visualizing all the fantastic job offers coming in before I finish my abundance work. Fantastic job offers coming in, with me starting to work in September.Fantastic pay, am very satisfied. Sending love to A's dad. Sending gratitude to him for transferring 2K on my account yesterday. Am grateful to him for more money is coming, much more money is coming from him with love to support his daughter

Sending lots of love to PE and to Fberg court. sending them lots of love to make a favorable decision in my case. Sending lots of love to H who will be representing me. So grateful to her.

Sending lots of love to H who will be the taxes in August. Lots of love to him and gratitude. Sending lots of love to money and visualizing 50K on my account arriving from all sorts of unexpected sources.

Sending love to ES who is about to contact me next week to let me know that I am proceeding to the next round and that they modified the position to make it super exciting for me.
Sending lots of love to TK and PS who are about to contact me next week to let me know that I am proceeding to the next round.
Sending lots of love to A that i will hear from them very soon that I need to travel to CH to interview.

sending lots of love to a fantastic man with whom I am about to have sex very soon. lots of love to him.

day 28

My consciousness of the Spirit within me as my unlimited Source is the Divine Power to make all things new, to lift me up to the high road of abundant prosperity. This awareness, understanding and knowledge of spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could possibly desire.


I am sending love to my bank account, sending love to money, visualizing 50 K being deposited on my account. Sending lots and lots of love to my bank account, lots and lots of love.

Sending lots of love to A’s dad. Visualizing him transferring the money to me by tomorrow, at least what he is supposed to transfer or more.

Sending lots of love to these different companies, sending them so much love. They feel my love and they are standing in line to talk to me and to hire me. It is amazing and fantastic!! I am so grateful for their interest. Sending a lot of love to PS and TK of L, seeing them inviting me to a second round with me acing the second round too. Sending love to ES with him inviting me to the 2nd round of the job at UCBP that will be modified to fit my needs and interests. It is going to be a perfect job for me. And so mote it be.

Sending lots of love to D, visualizing them inviting me to an interview again with me acing it.

day 27

the divine consciousness that I am is forever expressing its true nature of Abundance. This is its responsibility, not mine. My only responsibility is to be aware of this Truth. Tereofre, i am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as the abundant all-sufficiency in my life and affairs. sending lots of love to I and E, especially I. Visualizing our visit going fantastically well and them loving the bread that i am going to bring to them. visualizing a fantastic visit where all of us feel super happy and A is very easy and behaves very well. visualizing that i eat only what i need, that i listen to my body. sending lots of love to my bank account and to money. visualizing 2K from J already on my account. visualizing more money from different sources on my account. and so mote it be! and waiting to hear from different places that i am proceeding further with interviews.

day 26

My inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form and experieence according to my nedsand desires, and as the Principle of supply in action, it is impossible for me to have any needs or unfulfilled desires. Sending love to L – and ppl at L – sending lots of to them. Visualizing me progressing to the next round. sending lots of love to UCBP and all the ppl at UCBP – visualizing me progessing to the next round, getting the job modified to be my dream job and getting a fantastic job offer there – a job offer that is impossible to turn down. Sending lots of love to D, visualizing myself proceeding further, going to Brussels and getting an offer from them. Sending lots of love to my divine partner. I know you are out thee and looking for me. I am sending you lots of love. Sending lots of love to myself and A, visualizing A completely healthy NOW. Visualizing myself in a super shape, toned and slim and in complete balance and harmony with myself and my surroundings.

day 25

money is not my supply. no person, place or condition is my supply. My awareness, understanding and knowledge of the all-providing activity of the dinvine mind within me is my supply. my consciousness of this truth is unlimited, therefore my supply is unlimited. at the end of my abundance work, before day 40 I am getting my first job offer followed by more job offers. sending lots of love to TK, PS of L. seeing them coming back to MM (recruiter) with positive things about me and continuation of the process.seeing them offering me the job. sending lots and lots of love to ES,OP and NR. seeing them calling me for the next round and offering me a fantastic job. Fantastic job, fantastic job offer and expat tax rate. YES, and so mote it be. and sending lots and lots of love to my bank account and to money. lots of love to myself and to little A.

sending more love

keep sending love to myself, my intestines, little baby A, visualizing A completely healthy and healed. sending her lots and lots of love, oceans of love. she is completely completely healed and healthy. And so it is!! Sending love to PS and TK and their HR person, lots of love, to be invited for a second round of interviews. Sending lots and lots of love to them. Sending lots and lots of love to OP, ES and NR and SJ to be invited for a second round of interviews which i am also going to ace. Sending lots of love to A in CH to be invited and ace my first round of interviews there. Sending lots of love to M in CH to be invited to an in person interview and ace it. Sending lots and lots of love to OS, S d R and TM of D, lots of love to them. Visualizing multiple fantastic job offers coming my way. multiple offers. visualizing me signing the best contract, with the best terms, for a job that is my heart's desire. And so mote it be.

success at interview

and i think it was a success, my interview. :)

day 24

Thru my consious of my God-self as my source, I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of Spirit. This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the presence of God witin me IS my supply Sending lots of love to myself. Taking very deep breaths. Feeling deeply relaxed and at peace. Sending lots of love to TK, PS, CP at L, lots and lots of love. seeing them loving me and me acing the interview today. And so it is! My whole body is relaxed and at peace.

day 23

I am conscious of the inner presence as my lavish Abundance. I am conscious of the constant activity of this mind of infinite prosperity. Therefore, my consciousness is filled with the Light of Truth. I am responsible for my abundance, for abundance mindset. All I need to do is send love and things will come back to me. Sending love to myself and to my daughter, visualizing her completely healed. Sending love for tomorrow to TK and PS and to the whole company of L. Sending them lots and lots of love. Sending lots of love to myself for tomorrow, as I am full of energy and enthusiastic and about to ace this interview. sending lots of love to A's dad for sending me money. Sending love to money and to my bank account. lots and lots of money to my bank account. sending lots of love to A of CH and all the people I am supposed to meet there. Sending lots and lots of love to ES, OP and NR, to UCBP for inviting me to the next round and offering me the job with fantastic pay. Thank you!!!!

day 22

I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand, and to know that the Divine presence I am is the Source and Substance of all my good. I am God and create my reality. All I need to do is to keep my mind and heart on what I want. I am sending lots of love to all these companies, sending them lots of love. Sending love to my bank account, sending love to money, sending it lots and lots of love. Sending love to myself and to my baby who is getting better by the minute. Waiting for UCBP to call me for a second in person interview, sending love to OP, ES and NL and SJ who is the head. Sending them lots of love. Sending lots of love to TK and PS at L, sending them lots and lots of love!!!! Sending love to OS, TM and SdR, covering them with love. multiple job offers are on their way to me. fantastic offers. All i need to do is pick and choose. and so it is!!!

day 21

God is lavish, unfailing abundnce, the rich omnipresent substance of the universe. Tis all providing Source of infinite prosperity is individualized as me - the Reality of me. I am God and I create my reality. Sending love to ppl I met today - ES, NR, OP - lots and lots of love to them. Sending lots of love to the position. Lots and lots of love. Seeing multiple job offers come my way. Sending love to myself, sending love to UCBP. seeing myself acing this interview and being invited to the next round. And so it is. Sending lots and lots of love to the job. seeing it transformed to my dream job!!! sending lots of love to A today and tomorrow, seeing her completely healthy tomorrow and me full of energy, going for a run.

sending more love

sending more love to myself tomorrow when i wake up at 4:45 full of energy and ready to go! Sending lotss of love to myself and the plane i am going to be on so that i can rest and sleep if i need to. sending lots of love to Brussels, sending love to ES, NR and OP - lots and lots of love!!! lots and lots of love. sending them love straight from my heart. sending myself lotsof love to ace the intervivew and get a great job offer. sending myself love to be authentic, to be myself, to be happy, to be enthusiastic. and so it is!

day 20

I keep my mind and thoughts off this world and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acnowledge the inner presence as the only activity in my financial afairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my fairth in the principle of abundance in action within me. sending love to my bank account. Sending lots of love to m bank acccount. Sending love to money. Sending love to my apartment, for it to be fixed by the right person almost for free.Sending lots of love to money. Sending myself so much love. Sending love to my stomach, my intestine, and my desire to fill myself up, sending love to my cravings. seeing myself completely loving myself and craving free. Seeing myself without any need to use food for emotional comfort or boredom. When I bored, from now on, I send loving thoughts to myself, I send myself love. When I have cravings, I send myself lots of love. At the same time, I eat a very balanced diet. Sending lots of love to A's dad. Seeing 6,5K of child support money on my account now. and so it is.

day 19

when I am aware of the God-self within me as my total fulfillment, I am totally fulfilled. I am now aware of this Truth. I have found the secret of life, and I relax in the knowledge that the Activity of Divine Abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be awareof the flow, the radiation, of that creative energy, which is continuously, easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my Divine Consciousness. I am now aware. I am now in the flow. I am completely and totally filfilled in my life. I feel very grateful for everything I have. I feel deeply grateful, profoundly grateful. Grateful for having been given A. So grateful. Grateful that i am able to continue living in my apartment and pay my bills without working at all. I am profoundly grateful. Grateful that i can put food on the table. My life is amazing. So grateful. So full of gratitude, sending it out to the universe. Sending gratitude that so many companies want to see me and want to hire me. So grateful that job offers are starting to come in the mail now and i am about to sign a contract for my dream job. so grateful i have the whole weekend to myself wihtout A. so grateful that he is so involved. so grateful for his help. So grateful that my ex is helping me by being involved in my life and by helping me in other big ways. so grateful. sending lots of love to him. so grateful that my ex MIL is so involved and is helping me take care of A. so thankful to her!!!! so grateful that I am going on a short trip to Brussels, that I am going to be so full of energy when i wake up at 5 am, so happy to be going and so grateful and excited! So happy to meet these people f2f. so grateful and happy that this meeting is going to go super well. Thank you!

child support

Ha! My guides told me to apply for increased amount of child suppport. I was sure I would not get it, but I did. I got increased child support from February. So A's dad ows me quite a lot of money. Great! Keep sending him love, now can see all of the money being deposited on my account.

day 18

typed a lot but it got deleted. Sending lots of love to ES, NR, irene and O at UCBP. sending tons of love to OS, TM, SR and their MD. Sending love to the whole city of brussels. Sending love to myself on Monday at 5 am when I am going to get up full of energy and very vibrannt. Sending love to TK and PS. Sending love to the whole company of L. seing and hearing getting a call from UCBP that i got the job regardless of the competition. sending love to their accountants to set up an expat tax agreement for me. Seeing multiple job offers coming my way, fantastic very well paying job offers!!! sending lots of love to money, sending love to my bank account.

sending love to Iren

sending love to iren for getting me such an early flight, i have to be at the airport at 5:30. sending love and sending love to myself and to the plane and to the whole airport. I know i will be able to sleep well and will be very fresh when i arrive.

day 17 of AP

The divine concsiousness that I am is forever expressing its true nature of Abundance. This is its responsibiity, not mine. My only responsibility is to be aware of this truth. Therefore I am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as the abundant all sufficiency in my life and affairs. I am love. All I am is love. Sending love to everyone, including myself. Sending lots of love to mothers in my mothers' group. Sending love to A. Loving everyone and everything today.Seeing fantastic job offers in the mail.

day 16

My inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form and experience according to my needs ad desires, and as the pricnciple of supply in action, it is impossible for me to have any needs or unfulfilled desires. Sending lots of love to myself today. I really really need it.Need to find another way to find inner peace. Sending love to A. lots of love. Sending love tó my intestines and to my heart.Lots and lots of love to me. Sending lots of love to ES + the crew before my interview on MOnday. sending them lots of love. Sending lots of love to TK and PS before my interview at L on thursday next week. Sending lots of love to A. in CH. Sending lots of love to OS and LC and the manager that is supposed to talk to me. Seeing multiple job offers coming to me. Sending love to all these companies, seeing lots of fantastic offers coming back. And so it is.

day 15

Money is not my supply. No person, place or condition is my supply. My awareness, understanding and knowedge of the all providing activity of the Divine Mind within me is my supply. My consciousness of this Truth is unlimited, therefore my supply is unlimited. I am my own supply. Because of god within me I create the reality of mylife. All i need to do is keep an eye on what I want and send love to the situation. Sending love to my beautiful slim body, my intestines, my stomach. Sending love to myself and to my heart, and to my hair. Seeing myself completely healed and perfect, with my head full of beautiful hair. Sending love to OS at D and to their managing director, sending love to the case I need to do, that I actually would love to do. Sending love to PS and to TK at L, lots of love to them, seeing myself acing that interview. Sending love to my bank account and sending lots of love to money. Sending love to the apartment appraisal people regarding my apartment. Sending love to ES and his crew and UCBP and seeing job offers and contracts pouring in to me with love. Seeing myself signing the contract with UCBP and being so happy about it. Sending love to my free apartment in Brussels where I am going to live for 6 months. Sending love to my current apartment that i am going to fix cheaply and rent out to very good renters with rent providing surplus. And so it is. And sending love to my beautiful A. Sending her lots of love so that she would sleep well tonight and sending myself love too so that I could also sleep well tonnight and wake up refreshed ready 4 my interview. Sending love to my divine partner. I know we are going to meet very very soon. I saw you and know you are ready for me now as i am for you.