Monday, March 19, 2007

more I forgot!

The doctor also found some strange appearing area of my uterus and took some tissue for biopsy. That hurt like hell! They do not use pain killers here, only the local anesthetic which is not enough.

I will know next week what happens if the cells are precancerous or not.

More news - bad news!

Just returned from a nice vacation. We both needed it. Ok, today I had a hysteroscopy and they found a polyp. Now I need to have a surgery to remove it. Additionally, I found out that my AF may arrive while I have my appointment regarding DE. Therefore, that appointment needs to be rescheduled most likely.Shucks! We had the tickets and everything. Now everything needs to be moved.
Well, let me try experimenting with the nasal spray. maybe I can postpone my AF by a week or so.

On the clarvoyant front, the clarvoyant I went to was wrong about my job interivew. I did not get that job. COuld not agree on a salary.

Monday, March 5, 2007

Well, it happened

Well, it happened. The doctor decided to cancel my cycle after I started downregulation. I would have started my stims on Friday this week. He thought that we should start my SO on meds to increase his sperm count. Increase his sperm count? I cannot wait 2 more months, I am running out of eggs! I was desperate on the phone, I was begging the doctor to let me continue but to no avail.
I cannot express how I felt that day. I am lucky I did not get into an accident. But on that day I made the call to clinic in another country for DE evaluation. We are flying there on 9 April and have an appointment on the 10th April.
Let's see.

I had a bad feeling about this cycle anyway and wanted to cancel it but of course it's different when someone else cancels it, then I lose control over the situation and I don't like that!!