new beginning

OK I am very sad about loosing him. It turned out he found himself a new woman right after I left him.
I am so sad he doesn't love me any more. But this is not what i want to blog about. What I do want to blog about is good things about separation.
I am grateful that my health is being restored. My hairloss diminished greatly. And granted I am doing acupuncture now, but it is helping. Before it did not help at all.
My friend Ye told me that this is the beginning of my new life now and only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on. I want to hold this vision in my mind.

Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on. Yes, I need to repeat it as an affirmation. Wonderful thigns ARE already happening to me now. All I need to do is start noticing them.

Then I want to see if I can have a one night stand. My roommie recommended this place, I feel I need to go there on Thursday around 10 pm. Let's see what happens. I am going to manisfest an attractive guy talking to me. I also want to manifest a man in my bed.

Tomorrow I am going to go and color my hair. Color away all that gray. I am doing affirmation for the hair to stop falling out.

Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on...

I have been doing this anti stress CD/book by Paul McKenna and maybe this one is working also. I don't know.

Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on...

I got a reading and she told me that a new man is someone i know already. Who??? The german dude I contacted about Judaism and his conversion, did not respond to me.