Asked what I should do in Russia during my upcoming trip. I need to meet with Victoria (not sure if there is a person by this name, need to check). What about J.V.? She will not be available. Who else should I meet with on Wednesday? KK, O, What about I.Leon? Yes, an intro meeting is important.
I need to send him the questions.
I also need to meet with the regulatory.
I need to sit next to I.Sup at dinner.
What should I talk about? Focus on anothere. Speak Russian as much as you can.
Any advice for me? Be yourself. Be open, be watchful, something good will happen. It will be a surprize, completely unexpected. what's my purpose for going there? A child and a husband who love you. WIll I meet the husband next week? No, not just yet. You have to wait until your next visit in November. Am I going to Russia again? Yes, my dear. When? November. And then? YOu will move to Russia. Why? Love. Real love. With whom? WIth a child. A child is calling you. Bringing you and the father together. What do I need to do to help this process? Do nothing, you are being helped. The road is straight and unabstracted. Nothing can go wrong. What will happen with Russia? you will be invited again. Will I move there? Yes, next year.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
went to Tom
I went to my teacher, Tom, on 10.September. I asked why do I have health problems. He said I have tightness in the system, too much thinking/worry. Drained the system. My immune system is low (which is true). I have stresssed my body.
I am not true to my soul, what is it that my soul wants?
I need to learn how to say no, people should not cross my boundary. I am the center of the universe but did not learn to prioritize myself.
I have grown and H did not grow as much. I want to stand up, do not want to be a little girl. Want to be myself, but am pushed to be a little girl with him. Somehow if I am strong, he is no longer needed.
He said I am loyal to him, too loyal, I need to be loyal to myself. I need love. I need to find out what I want 100 % and be in that.
Then he said something about a white knight but not that he saw that a white knight would rescuce me but that if he did come to rescue me I would not have recognized him. I need to flirt a little and see how it feels. Forget my being loyal, this comes from the ego, be loyal to me first and then loyal to others.
I am not true to my soul, what is it that my soul wants?
I need to learn how to say no, people should not cross my boundary. I am the center of the universe but did not learn to prioritize myself.
I have grown and H did not grow as much. I want to stand up, do not want to be a little girl. Want to be myself, but am pushed to be a little girl with him. Somehow if I am strong, he is no longer needed.
He said I am loyal to him, too loyal, I need to be loyal to myself. I need love. I need to find out what I want 100 % and be in that.
Then he said something about a white knight but not that he saw that a white knight would rescuce me but that if he did come to rescue me I would not have recognized him. I need to flirt a little and see how it feels. Forget my being loyal, this comes from the ego, be loyal to me first and then loyal to others.
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