donor egg discussion with H

Today H told me that we need to proceed with donor egg thing. He said we better get our things together and go to Czech republic to get this thing done.

But I cannot do it now, I am feeling so sick. I need to first get better.
I also gave him an ultimatum that either he returns from Germany ASAP or I am going to leave him. So he said that if he doesnt find anything by the end of the year, he will quit and move back wiithout a job.