day 54

My consciousness of the truth is my supply. The divine inside of me is my supply. I have supply of abundance and love inside me. I am my own love and my own abundance. Abundance is love. I can manifest my abundance because the abundance is inside me. I can manifest my love because I am the source of love. My love is deep, my love is humongous, it spills out of my pores into the universe. The clients can feel it and they come to me. I am love. I am loved. I create love.

day 53

All I need to do is be conscious of the truth which is the source of prosperity and love is inside me, the source of prosperity and love is my soul. Once I am conscious of this simple truth, I become a master manifester and things around me start manifesting easily and effortlessly. The clients are also coming to me, easily and effortlessly. All is well here, as I am manifesting that all is well and things are going great.

day 52

I understand that my soul is the direct source of all my good. My soul is both supply and the source. My soul is connected to God, it is divine, my soul is God. It is a vast source of anything - prosperity and love. My soul is love. My soul fills me up with love to the extent that it starts excreting through my pours. My soul is love. I breath out love. Love is also prosperity. Prosperity is love. I am filled with love and prosperity. All good things come from my soul because it is a powerful manifester and can manifest everything - there are no limitation.

day 51

God is abundance. It is a providing source of infinite prosperity, and it is internalized inside me. God is inside me and God inside me is the source of all. God inside me provides everything for me - it is the source of all. It is the source of all - prosperity and also love. Love is also prosperity and prosperity is love. God inside me provides the source of love for me that is unending and omnipresent. It is inside me and it surrounds me. It is in my heart and it is in my soul and it is in my body. I have so much love to share with the world!!! I have abundance of love.

day 50

I did get a massage today and got a facial in Hawaii, so need to do day 50.
I am aware that God within me is the only source of my prosperity. It is the only source, so inside of me is the source and it is not outside of me. I need to focus on the divine within me as the source of all. It is a source of all - prosperity and love. My supply of clients is within me. I am my supply of clients. So I need to always remember this truth that I am my own supply. I need to keep my mind focused on this truth always and at all times.

day 49 of the prosperity plan

I am now aware of the truth that the abundance is inside me. I am now aware, I am now in the flow. When I am aware, I am in the flow. Things come effortlessly and easily to me, they are pouring down without any effort. I can manifest anything I want because I am the source of everything. I am the source of abundance. I am the source of love.

The clients are coming to me and they receive my love in abundance. They receive the healing that they need and giving me what they can in exchange. They are happy to give to me because they receive unlimited love and acceptance. I am filled with love that is pouring through every pore of my body. This love is coming straight from my my heart. i am the source of it. The clients feel it and come to me in great numbers. I give to them and they receive and they give to me and I receive. My love is profound and my healing is profound. They come in pain and leave happy.

readings day 2

About what I should do - to counsel people about the kind of healing they need to get for their physical body to help them get clear so I will heal them and they will heal others. I need to study and do workshops to do this.


Next reading from I. She said I need to listen to my body about the baby. I need to trust and affirm that my body can carry a baby. Affirm "I trust my body" and can carry pregnancy. She saw me with lots of adopted children and was not sure if any of these were mine - it was me taking care of these parentless children.

Baby thing is creating a strain on our relationship - need to give it a break. Water is very healing for me. I will meet a teacher who will make a difference for me - because of healing and teaching. My body does not like something (so true!)

What do you know? A DLO refused to come through

Today a DLO (deceased loved one) refused to come through. She told me I am happy, I am at peace, leave me alone. I did not know what it was about, but of course now I have more info that these things do happen. They do not want to be disturbed.

So I am now a medium!

Well, I am now a medium. I feel so drawn to do mediumship. I have some confusion about it but things are getting clearer and clearer.

Today I had my friend who came to speak to her dead relatives. She wanted to talk to her father, but i felt it was the mother who wanted to speak to her. We were doing some blah blah, but I felt that the mother started rushing me because she wanted to speak to her daughter. I really felt she was inpatient, and she was circling around the daughter inpatiently. I could really feel her energy.

She (the mother) showed me the book to show to my friend. Inside the book, there were writings in Hebrew, I almost had a feeling that it was the jewish book that is the same with the bible. I asked what is this book about and got the answer The Bible. It turned out my friend knew exactly which book it was, it was called the Book of Ruth which is from the bible. It was amazing and unbelievable.

Yesterday another client came to see me and her mother wanted to tell her daughter to make piece with her (my sitter's) sister. The mother knew it would be very hard for the daughter to do, but she said it is impossible for the other daughter to make the first step, so my sitter who is very strong needs to do it. She also described her husband (mother's husband), as very stubborn. It was a special experience and my sitter at the end asked me if I am interested in updating my website which is something I wanted to do for a long long time but the time was not right and the offers from people were not right. This is the right offer.

Channeling messages about my purpose, day 2

This was completely channelled during the course. The questions are from me and the answers from the angels.

B. What is my life's purpose?
A Help women have babies. (When I answered that, I felt extremely overwhelmed with tears. I had this feeling of love in my heart).

BHow can I help them have babies?
A Adoption. "You will give them babies".

BCan I help them get pregnant?
A No, it is not what you should.

Ok, the ego did not want to accept that, so I asked again
B Can I help them get pregnant? Should I helpe them and heal them?
A You should heal their hearts and soul by giving them babies.

Ok, still hte ego is fighting this answer, I am clearly not comfortable on the mind level
B Can I heal them somehow and they will get pregnant?
A I saw a picture of myself giving literally a woman a child in a palm of my hand. (It was so deeply moving. My whole heart and sould were moved. I uttered a scream because my whole heart was crying and it was so touched. I had to cry, it was unbelievable).

B. How can I do this, how can I change for the better?
A Accept

B What should I do?
A Go to Russia

B When will I start this?
A in 2010.

B Where will I live at that time?
A no answer

B Where will I live at that time
A No answer

B Where will I live at that time
A Here

B Where here?
A No answer

B What should I do in Russia?
A Smotret' det-doma. Find children without parents and give them parents.

B How does healing and clairvoyance relate to these children?
A you can more clearly see.

B Will I use clairvoyance?
A Yes, but it is not what you should do (my feeling was that it is not the main thing I will be doing).

reading 1 and reading 2 and 3, day 1

reading 1
This is the first reading I receied. I will have two children, a boy and a girl. The girl will be a crystal child, very connected to me, so connected that our hearts beating like one. the boy will be good natured, just like the Dad. I will be with a man who will be a good provider, good natured, grounded, a bit older. I am very happy, a lot of harmony between the 3 of us - me and the 2 kids. She did not see the 4 of us in the picture but we are a family.

Reading 2
About H, I need to stand your ground inner power. He has a lot of undercurrents - job/career/money that he is not satisfied with. He is not satisfied with what he has, waiting for something to fall into his lap. It is not about, me, but about his undercurrent. He is not able to see how much I give because he is so distracted by the other things. I need to stand my ground, exert my power and be motherly to him, need to draw where the rlationship is going - either together or apart. She saw that there is a lot of love there.

Reading 3
I need to live my best life - need to raise my standards, whatever it means, look inside myself and will know the answer. She said that she got a feeling I will let H go and there is another one who is right for me. She had a sense I will move to another town (not country, but town).

well hear we go

Below will be the notes from my course. I will try to separate them by days, as there were a lot of notes and revelations.

so much is going on!

So much is going on. I do not have enough time to write about it, but will do it when I return home.
wow, wow, wow!
And I need to continue with the prosperity plan. I will when I return.