being kicked out of the country

i was told today that i have until 20 may to leave this fucking paradise. what a sucky timing! Right now the only place where I can go to is home to the states, but i do not want to go there. I hope the job in europe will manifest itself. keeping fingers crossed! IN the states I have no health insurance and here in Europe I do.
For now I am appealing but i would not be surprized if my appeal would be rejected.