Thursday, July 24, 2008

23 July 08, notes from the angels

Should I apply for the two jobs? Yes you should go for it? You will get better by then (health wise). Will I get these jobs? No. The job with Russia will appear, wait for that. Late this year/early next year. You will move in March. Move where? Abroad. What should I focus on at work? T., my colleague.

22 July 08, Notes from the angels

You should go to Russia on 26 August. Why? Destiny. Set up meetings -with O and consultants.
Go there for 3 days. Email O.
Should I apply for ass'te dir job? No you should wait. Get M's job.

21 July 08, notes

Leave them, y child. Do not argue, do not. Simply say what you feel.
Should I have dinner with his sister? No. Should I call her and discuss what happened? Yes. What should say? Ask questions - what questions? Why? Why do you do this if nobody asked you for your help? What should I do about his mother? Drop sagen. Should I call her? Yes What should I say - you are upset you are not treated like a family -being sick I would like them to see some concern about me.
Ask about clairvoyance and tarot, but do not pushy, say she has not your permission to do it.

What should do with H? Love him. Show him the love. what should I do this weekend with him (I am going to visit him today through Tuesday the 29,7)? Love him. He loves you. Show him the love. Enjoy him. I it is his birthday. Anything specific I need to do? Hold hands and go for a walk. How does this relate to my decision today (leaving his family since they have bad vibes. I decided I do not want them in my life). You will find out in due time.

21 July 08, notes from the angels

Things are on the way to bring me my baby. Soon. this year. You must go to Russia this summer. Your current company will arrange this meeting. Should go end of August. You will arrange the meeting and the rest will fall into place.

14 July 2008, notes

I am sad, scared, frustrated, feel of irritation toward myself. I feel a lot of blame. Why cant I be normal?
What should I do to stop my hair from falling out? Go see a doctor. What should I do? Call a doctor.
What about pregnancy? Put it on hold. How long? A few months. Focus on yourself, love yourself. What about H? Leave him. What about Russia? What about a child?
What should I ask at the doctors? Blood test, hormones.

12 July 2008, after reading Fertile Female

Who is the fertile female inside of me? What does the ultimate mother insdie me look like?

11 July 2008, notes from someone (not angels)

M Should I stay here in this country?
A No,
M Should I stay here?
A No. Leave as soon as possible. It is bad for you. BAD!
M In what way is it bad?
A Toxic, toxic, poisons you.
M When should I leave?
A Now.
M Will I leave?
A Yes, soon, 6 months
M What is toxic?
A Water in area where you live. Move to F'holm (where I have an apartment)
M When
A Now.
M Will I move to Fholm?
A Yes. When H returns in September
M Will we sell Fholm?
A Yes

10 July 2008, notes

This week, Tues, I started sleeping. It has been 3 days and it feels good. The hair has been falling out like crazy, however. I must start using rogaine, at least on the right side of my head. Unfortunately, I have to wait 3 weeks for that. Have burning in my vagina too.
I started the acupuncture on Tuesday, together with the tea (note - the tea does nothing)

10 July 2008, notes from Angels

M How am I doing?
A Better. Your sleep is the key! Sleep, sleep, sleep.
M Should I have slept more today
A Yes, 30 min longer would be ideal.
M What else do I need to do for my health?
A You are on the right path. Please continue. Put up the curtains and it will improve more
M What about my hair?
A It will regrow
M When will it stop fall out so much?
A In 6 months (my note which is in Jan 09)
M Should I use Rogaine
A Yes
M For how long?
A For now. Use it on the half of your head, on the right side.
M What about later?
A You will see

M Should I buy HairMaxx?
A No
M Why not?
A You will not need it.
M What about jobs at the department?
A Read job descriptions and then decide. Get M's job.
M What should I focus on for now?
A The model. Get it right.
M What should I focus on later?
A Price and Russia
M Should I move to Russia?
A Yes, later on you will move there
M For now long
A Permanently
M Should I work with Russia at my current co.?
A Yes, that's a start. Schedule a meeting with O, the Russian colleague.
M What about H and his current job?
A He will be fired in 1-2 months (note August-September)
M When will he return?
A Aug or Sept.
M What about job at XXX (the company where he interviewed- my note)?
A He will get it if he wants it, but he will not get it.
M Will he get it?
A No.
M Will he move back for a job?
A No
M What about me and H what will happen?
A You will separate (Note I do not know why in my diary I crossed out " he will move, you will stay)
M Can I know more?
A Not at this moment. Enjoy him.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Message for H (done before our holiday, about 1st week of June)

M What should H do?
A get out of here. It will be hard for him.
M Should he leave now/resign?
A No he should wait for the package. GET THE PACKAGE! Do not leave without a package. He will be alright. Drag out the time. It's the matter of weeks/month. Things will be clear in the next month or two.
M What should he do with his boss, the butcher?
A Do not give in. Be gracious, be firm. Listen. Do not argue. Do not justify yourslef. Tell him what you want. Butcher will fire him.
M. When?
A In 3 months. (my comment - this takes us into August or September)
M Then what?
A he will return home, but will leave soon for the job.
M When will he return?
A In August.
M When will he leave again?
A Later.
M When will the next job come?
A Soon. A good job, he will be happy.
M What should he do now with butcher?
A Do not criticize. Be firm, do not give in, tell him what you want.

Sick - and hair is falling out

I am still very sick, having terrible problems falling asleep. However, I am trying hypnosis and it is really helping to fall back asleep. My hair is falling out like crazy and I am pretty sure it is due to sleep deprivation.