From Brida
"Never be ashamed. Accept what life offers you and try to drink from every cut. All wines should be tasted; some should only be sipped, but with others, drink the whole bottle.
*How will I know which is which?
By the taste. You can only know a good wine if you have first tasted a bad one."
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Dear God, I want a man!
Dear God/Universe
I need a man
I want a soul connection. 2 souls dancing together. Blue or grey eyes, funny guy and makes me laugh. Supports my spiritual development. He is spiritual. Mature, non-smoker. He is emotionally available and full of love for me, romantic love and I am full of romantic love for him.
He is financially secure, honest and loyal. I feel loved when I am with him. He is healthy, he believes in angels. He supports me, he speaks at least 2 languages and he speaks German. Good in bed, we have hot sex. I have multiple orgasms when we have sex. He can fuck me as many times as I want in one night and he likes to give oral sex. He is patient with me and can handle my mood changes.
He is tall and I am attracted to him. He is my best friend. He is there for me. I am the center of his world but he gives me enough space to do what I want.
He is currently single when i meet him and is ready for a relationship with me. He is generous, gives a lot. Gives his heart to me on a silver platter.
I want to have a heart-to heart connection, spiritual connection and sexual connnection. I love him with all my heart.
I want a soulmate and want to feel totally myself with him.
I need a man
I want a soul connection. 2 souls dancing together. Blue or grey eyes, funny guy and makes me laugh. Supports my spiritual development. He is spiritual. Mature, non-smoker. He is emotionally available and full of love for me, romantic love and I am full of romantic love for him.
He is financially secure, honest and loyal. I feel loved when I am with him. He is healthy, he believes in angels. He supports me, he speaks at least 2 languages and he speaks German. Good in bed, we have hot sex. I have multiple orgasms when we have sex. He can fuck me as many times as I want in one night and he likes to give oral sex. He is patient with me and can handle my mood changes.
He is tall and I am attracted to him. He is my best friend. He is there for me. I am the center of his world but he gives me enough space to do what I want.
He is currently single when i meet him and is ready for a relationship with me. He is generous, gives a lot. Gives his heart to me on a silver platter.
I want to have a heart-to heart connection, spiritual connection and sexual connnection. I love him with all my heart.
I want a soulmate and want to feel totally myself with him.
A description of my new job
Dear God/Universe
I want another job that is aligned with my mission. Job that brings me joy eery day. I am excited to do my work. I travel a lot to exciting destination which I like very much and find exciting.
I work and talk a lot with people, finding out what their needs are. I use my intuition and creativity every day. I can be as creative as I want to be.
I am very well compensated for my work.
I create good will an cooperation and knowledge which results in big bucks for the company. Mgt sees it and sees the value of what I am doing.
I have a fantastic boss who leaves me alone and lets me do my creative thing and is there to offer advice when I needed it.
There is a total flow in what I am doing. I am in the flow.
I have a very good compensation that allows me to have a very very comfortable lifestyle in which all my needs are met and I can develop further spiritually or otherwise.
My environment and job are harmonious. My colleagues are great, respectful, likeminded and we can learn from each other.
My intuition and psychic abilities on the job are appreciated. My work is fun and I loe it!
The hours are very flexible and I can work from home as much as needed.
I want another job that is aligned with my mission. Job that brings me joy eery day. I am excited to do my work. I travel a lot to exciting destination which I like very much and find exciting.
I work and talk a lot with people, finding out what their needs are. I use my intuition and creativity every day. I can be as creative as I want to be.
I am very well compensated for my work.
I create good will an cooperation and knowledge which results in big bucks for the company. Mgt sees it and sees the value of what I am doing.
I have a fantastic boss who leaves me alone and lets me do my creative thing and is there to offer advice when I needed it.
There is a total flow in what I am doing. I am in the flow.
I have a very good compensation that allows me to have a very very comfortable lifestyle in which all my needs are met and I can develop further spiritually or otherwise.
My environment and job are harmonious. My colleagues are great, respectful, likeminded and we can learn from each other.
My intuition and psychic abilities on the job are appreciated. My work is fun and I loe it!
The hours are very flexible and I can work from home as much as needed.
what happened after i wrote the letter
After i wrote the letter, the money started pouring in. First small amounts, but then larger amounts and gifts too. So great.
Got some money from insurance, got some money from the company, have plenty of money in October that is coming now, so life is fine. Thank you I am very grateful!
Got some money from insurance, got some money from the company, have plenty of money in October that is coming now, so life is fine. Thank you I am very grateful!
Letter to the Universe about Abundance
I wrote this this summer
Dedar Universe/God/AA Michael
I have done so many good things, helped peopl so much! IN my angel practice and outside of it. And as money is only energy and I have put in lots of energy, I want a return of that energy - a refund - and i want it in cash or check or bank transfer and right away! Or as soon as possible.
I love myself and believe in myself, I love and believe in others, I know that the world is abundant, and that I feel worthy and entitled to my refund.
Thank you. With gratitude
XX
Dedar Universe/God/AA Michael
I have done so many good things, helped peopl so much! IN my angel practice and outside of it. And as money is only energy and I have put in lots of energy, I want a return of that energy - a refund - and i want it in cash or check or bank transfer and right away! Or as soon as possible.
I love myself and believe in myself, I love and believe in others, I know that the world is abundant, and that I feel worthy and entitled to my refund.
Thank you. With gratitude
XX
Sunday, November 1, 2009
new man?
on the other hand, i met a new guy who seems nice. I am not sure this will be to something as this sexcapade with R screw this one up.
However, I am leaving this little kingdom anyway, so why get involved with someone? I got it that this man R was in the way of my mission. But now this new guy P is on the horizon and he does have a daughter. What i was told was that i will meet a man, a man with a child whom I should love like my own (quote I should love her like my own). I do not know if he is the man. Now I feel a bit indifferent about this, quite frankly, after I got hurt by R. I need more time to be alone.
I also need to close down, it is imperative! I am so open.
I also talked to my friend H and decided to start taking pills for anxiety - citalopram or something like that. I am pretty sure I have terrible anxiety and this is all that is that is causing my health problems.
However, I am leaving this little kingdom anyway, so why get involved with someone? I got it that this man R was in the way of my mission. But now this new guy P is on the horizon and he does have a daughter. What i was told was that i will meet a man, a man with a child whom I should love like my own (quote I should love her like my own). I do not know if he is the man. Now I feel a bit indifferent about this, quite frankly, after I got hurt by R. I need more time to be alone.
I also need to close down, it is imperative! I am so open.
I also talked to my friend H and decided to start taking pills for anxiety - citalopram or something like that. I am pretty sure I have terrible anxiety and this is all that is that is causing my health problems.
a new man, new breakup
Met this man, R who hurt me so much.
I felt this incredible connection with this person and yesterday went to his house and was hoping to stay there for the night. It was absolutely incredible!!!
The connection, the evening, but then he told me that he lost the connection and kicked me out. Totally kicked me out.
Made me sad. But then I should be happy about this. It was a transitory thing, I asked for a man who is right for right now and this is what I got. I got something that lasted one month, on and off. I asked God to have casual sex and I did have sex.
Unfortunately, I had unprotected sex and feel very bad about that. I have lots of anxiety about it. I am very scared. He is a very promiscuous man who sleeps around alot.
So I am going to go see a doctor on Friday and get tested for STDs. Then in 6 months I want to get tested for HIV and hepatitis C.
I feel so terrible about this, so terrible. First the connection was gone and he told me to get out and then now I am so tormented about not asking him to wear a condom.
I felt this incredible connection with this person and yesterday went to his house and was hoping to stay there for the night. It was absolutely incredible!!!
The connection, the evening, but then he told me that he lost the connection and kicked me out. Totally kicked me out.
Made me sad. But then I should be happy about this. It was a transitory thing, I asked for a man who is right for right now and this is what I got. I got something that lasted one month, on and off. I asked God to have casual sex and I did have sex.
Unfortunately, I had unprotected sex and feel very bad about that. I have lots of anxiety about it. I am very scared. He is a very promiscuous man who sleeps around alot.
So I am going to go see a doctor on Friday and get tested for STDs. Then in 6 months I want to get tested for HIV and hepatitis C.
I feel so terrible about this, so terrible. First the connection was gone and he told me to get out and then now I am so tormented about not asking him to wear a condom.
Monday, September 28, 2009
new beginning
OK I am very sad about loosing him. It turned out he found himself a new woman right after I left him.
I am so sad he doesn't love me any more. But this is not what i want to blog about. What I do want to blog about is good things about separation.
I am grateful that my health is being restored. My hairloss diminished greatly. And granted I am doing acupuncture now, but it is helping. Before it did not help at all.
My friend Ye told me that this is the beginning of my new life now and only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on. I want to hold this vision in my mind.
Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on. Yes, I need to repeat it as an affirmation. Wonderful thigns ARE already happening to me now. All I need to do is start noticing them.
Then I want to see if I can have a one night stand. My roommie recommended this place, I feel I need to go there on Thursday around 10 pm. Let's see what happens. I am going to manisfest an attractive guy talking to me. I also want to manifest a man in my bed.
Tomorrow I am going to go and color my hair. Color away all that gray. I am doing affirmation for the hair to stop falling out.
Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on...
I have been doing this anti stress CD/book by Paul McKenna and maybe this one is working also. I don't know.
Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on...
I got a reading and she told me that a new man is someone i know already. Who??? The german dude I contacted about Judaism and his conversion, did not respond to me.
I am so sad he doesn't love me any more. But this is not what i want to blog about. What I do want to blog about is good things about separation.
I am grateful that my health is being restored. My hairloss diminished greatly. And granted I am doing acupuncture now, but it is helping. Before it did not help at all.
My friend Ye told me that this is the beginning of my new life now and only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on. I want to hold this vision in my mind.
Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on. Yes, I need to repeat it as an affirmation. Wonderful thigns ARE already happening to me now. All I need to do is start noticing them.
Then I want to see if I can have a one night stand. My roommie recommended this place, I feel I need to go there on Thursday around 10 pm. Let's see what happens. I am going to manisfest an attractive guy talking to me. I also want to manifest a man in my bed.
Tomorrow I am going to go and color my hair. Color away all that gray. I am doing affirmation for the hair to stop falling out.
Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on...
I have been doing this anti stress CD/book by Paul McKenna and maybe this one is working also. I don't know.
Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on...
I got a reading and she told me that a new man is someone i know already. Who??? The german dude I contacted about Judaism and his conversion, did not respond to me.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
i understand why I got this roommate
I understood why I got this roommate. She is my mirror. Everything in her life is not right. Just like in my life, things in my life are not right. So I need to use her as an indicator to mirror to her or to myself that these aspects of my life are great. I will soon start blogging about that.
he came today to pick up his stuff
He came today to get his stuff. It was nice to see hiim and interact with him on the surface. If only he told me how much he wants me in his life and invite me to come to be with him and that we would figure out what the future looks like together, I would leave everything I have here and come. But he did not do it. He also felt it was the right thing to do to separate and that life takes us in different directions. I felt it would be wrong for us to get back together but the pain of losing him was so strong!
So now he is gone.
I am so grateful for H and her husband S who took me in today and let me cry. She was the shoulder I could cry on. So nice!
So now he is gone.
I am so grateful for H and her husband S who took me in today and let me cry. She was the shoulder I could cry on. So nice!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Strange
It was very odd how the feeling that I had to let him go was very strong. And it was strong that it has to happen NOW or as soon as possible.
He came yesterday to get some stuff. It was so sad to see him. He is in pain and told me he feels said and he feels like he doesn't have a home any more. I cried. I also feel that I cannot be there to comfort him. Can't do it! It hurts me greatly.
He is back in July to get more stuff.
I do feel that I need to have a consultation with a real lawyer to discuss what to do and if I am being treated fairly.
He came yesterday to get some stuff. It was so sad to see him. He is in pain and told me he feels said and he feels like he doesn't have a home any more. I cried. I also feel that I cannot be there to comfort him. Can't do it! It hurts me greatly.
He is back in July to get more stuff.
I do feel that I need to have a consultation with a real lawyer to discuss what to do and if I am being treated fairly.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
I let H go
It is over, I let H go, I am so sad! At the same time I am so grateful that I spent almost 9 years with this wonderful person. I only want to keep the lessons and the love, and let the rest go.
It was very odd how it happened but it was maturing inside me for quite some time, so I was ready. He was shocked! I feel so sad for him because he is so sad! I wish I could comfort him, hold him and kiss him!
I keep getting that a child is coming but what child, what about the man?
It was very odd how it happened but it was maturing inside me for quite some time, so I was ready. He was shocked! I feel so sad for him because he is so sad! I wish I could comfort him, hold him and kiss him!
I keep getting that a child is coming but what child, what about the man?
Friday, May 29, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
day 40
I acknowledge the inner presence inside of me as the source of all, as the reason why I am a master manifester as the reason why I am all-powerful.
I put my faith in the principle of abundance NOW and TRUST that things are going the way they were meant to and that I am able to manifest everything my heart desires and everything I need.
I am full of love and gratitude. i had a fantastic day today - we were driving along the MOrsel river, I bought some gifts for my clients. I am so grateful for this! The sun was shining, it was wonderful- Thank YOU. I manifested a perfect restaurant where we could eat and have privacy as we were the only clients, and the restaurant had a view of the river - just what we wanted! I am so very grateful for this fantastic!! day. I am also grateful to have received a big gift today from a Dutch acquaintance, L-A. She sent me along with 100+ other people abundance/prosperity reiki, all free. What a gift!! So thankful.
I am focusing on love and sending love to myself, H, my mom, his family. I am surrounding all of us in love!!! I am sending lots of love to all of my current clients and all of my potential clients. Seeing them being surrounded in a pink shield of love. Sending love to the universe and seing every living creature being surrounded by a pink coccoon of love. And so it is!!
I put my faith in the principle of abundance NOW and TRUST that things are going the way they were meant to and that I am able to manifest everything my heart desires and everything I need.
I am full of love and gratitude. i had a fantastic day today - we were driving along the MOrsel river, I bought some gifts for my clients. I am so grateful for this! The sun was shining, it was wonderful- Thank YOU. I manifested a perfect restaurant where we could eat and have privacy as we were the only clients, and the restaurant had a view of the river - just what we wanted! I am so very grateful for this fantastic!! day. I am also grateful to have received a big gift today from a Dutch acquaintance, L-A. She sent me along with 100+ other people abundance/prosperity reiki, all free. What a gift!! So thankful.
I am focusing on love and sending love to myself, H, my mom, his family. I am surrounding all of us in love!!! I am sending lots of love to all of my current clients and all of my potential clients. Seeing them being surrounded in a pink shield of love. Sending love to the universe and seing every living creature being surrounded by a pink coccoon of love. And so it is!!
Friday, May 22, 2009
grateful for the roommate
I am also grateful to get a perfect roommate. It is amazing!!! Not only is it helping me financially, but it is amazing to live with this person, she was sent to me by the Divine because I was supposed to learn something from her. And I think I am supposed to learn organization. She is SUPER organized! It is quite amazing. A nice person, very wise, very intuitive, very open to her intuitions.
Impressive!
Impressive!
day 39
I am now completely aware of my Divine consciousness, that I am Divine, that I have this Divine spark inside me. I am competely aware that this Divine part is giving me unlimited powers of manifestation.
I manifest easily and effortlessly things that I dream about, things that i desire. Now I m focusing on love and gratitude. I m so grateful, I had a fantastic day today! I went shopping, without spending money, enjoyed myself here in Germany, had good sushi, home made ice cream. Things could not have been better! I enjoyed myself so much!!! I spent a nice evening today with H, was so pleasant!!! I slept today during the day so I am well rested.
I am so grateful, it was fantastic! I am so happy I am here. I am even more grateful that I have a couple of more days here and then I am traveling to Salzburg, so already I put together what I am going to do there. Amazing! I am so happy about this!!!
I am also very grateful about having so many clients!! I am sending love to K and to the woman who contacted me about healing. I am sending love to my roommie's friend. Sending her SO MUCH LOVE. Sending love to Mike!! Sending love to all of my clients, sending love to all of my potential clients. Sending love to Mel....da (MM), sending love to another girl that joined the group. Amazing! I am seeing them all surrounded by so much love. And so it is!
I manifest easily and effortlessly things that I dream about, things that i desire. Now I m focusing on love and gratitude. I m so grateful, I had a fantastic day today! I went shopping, without spending money, enjoyed myself here in Germany, had good sushi, home made ice cream. Things could not have been better! I enjoyed myself so much!!! I spent a nice evening today with H, was so pleasant!!! I slept today during the day so I am well rested.
I am so grateful, it was fantastic! I am so happy I am here. I am even more grateful that I have a couple of more days here and then I am traveling to Salzburg, so already I put together what I am going to do there. Amazing! I am so happy about this!!!
I am also very grateful about having so many clients!! I am sending love to K and to the woman who contacted me about healing. I am sending love to my roommie's friend. Sending her SO MUCH LOVE. Sending love to Mike!! Sending love to all of my clients, sending love to all of my potential clients. Sending love to Mel....da (MM), sending love to another girl that joined the group. Amazing! I am seeing them all surrounded by so much love. And so it is!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
day 38
I am a super powerful manifester. My powers are unlimited. All I need to do is to focus on what I want and that will bring it closer. All I need to focus on is what my heart desires and it will appear in my life. I am so grateful to have this ability, so grateful that I know about my powers andd these principles on how to bring things that I need into being. So grateful!!
I feel so much love and gratitude inside.
I had such a nice day today! I slept during the day today so I am grateful for this opportunity. I am grateful it was so sunny and nice outside today. I am grateful as I focussed on what was important to me today - a visit to the taxman office. I got good advice, I am so glad!! I am grateful I still have some money on the account that will last me until my next paycheck. This is great!!! I also spent money to enjoy myself this month. I am also grateful that tomorrow I am leaving to travel to Germany. SO grateful!!!
I am sending love to my clients, to all of my clients andd to my potential clients. To the man who SMS'ed me today - I am sending him lots of love!! To the woman who contact me yesterday about healing, I am sending her a lot of love. Lots and lots of pink color of love around her heart!!!!! To the woman who contacted me about the workshop, I am sending her a lot of love and compassion. I am sending lots of love to the apt complex message board where my ad is, sending love to all the people who are reading it! Sending love to the expat forum people who are reading my ad, sending love to the craigslist where people are reading my ad!!! Lots and lots of love to the world. I am so grateful!!! Oh forgot, sending love to MM, the woman who contacted me through meetup. May she have a blissful journey to the UK and find a job that her heart earns for! Love and Blessings to the world!
I feel so much love and gratitude inside.
I had such a nice day today! I slept during the day today so I am grateful for this opportunity. I am grateful it was so sunny and nice outside today. I am grateful as I focussed on what was important to me today - a visit to the taxman office. I got good advice, I am so glad!! I am grateful I still have some money on the account that will last me until my next paycheck. This is great!!! I also spent money to enjoy myself this month. I am also grateful that tomorrow I am leaving to travel to Germany. SO grateful!!!
I am sending love to my clients, to all of my clients andd to my potential clients. To the man who SMS'ed me today - I am sending him lots of love!! To the woman who contact me yesterday about healing, I am sending her a lot of love. Lots and lots of pink color of love around her heart!!!!! To the woman who contacted me about the workshop, I am sending her a lot of love and compassion. I am sending lots of love to the apt complex message board where my ad is, sending love to all the people who are reading it! Sending love to the expat forum people who are reading my ad, sending love to the craigslist where people are reading my ad!!! Lots and lots of love to the world. I am so grateful!!! Oh forgot, sending love to MM, the woman who contacted me through meetup. May she have a blissful journey to the UK and find a job that her heart earns for! Love and Blessings to the world!
my unconditional supporter thing is definitely working
My unconditional supporter exercise is definitely working!! I have been getting quite a few people contacting me. And someone esle sms'ed me today about helping him. I am yet to get a confirmed appt from these people, but to me this is the sign that something is working so I need to repeat my exercise of the unconditional supporter thing.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
day 37
All I need to do is to be aware that I am Divine and part of God and it s the Divine in me responsibility to manifest the abundance in my life, all I need to do is be aware of the truth.
The truth is that I am a master manifester of my reality. Today I focus on gratitude and love. I am full of love for my clients. I am sending them a lot of love. I am giving them a lot of love. I am sending lots of love to myself, my mother, H and his family. I am so grateful that I have so much love. So grateful. Thank you. I had a great day today. I swam, went to sauna and it was fantastic!! Really fantastic! So grateful! I spent almost 2 hours biking today, that was very good for me. I am so glad about it. When I am happy, my clients are happy: I am so grateful for my clients. Thank you. Thank YOU.
The truth is that I am a master manifester of my reality. Today I focus on gratitude and love. I am full of love for my clients. I am sending them a lot of love. I am giving them a lot of love. I am sending lots of love to myself, my mother, H and his family. I am so grateful that I have so much love. So grateful. Thank you. I had a great day today. I swam, went to sauna and it was fantastic!! Really fantastic! So grateful! I spent almost 2 hours biking today, that was very good for me. I am so glad about it. When I am happy, my clients are happy: I am so grateful for my clients. Thank you. Thank YOU.
Friday, May 15, 2009
day 36
I am a powerful creator, creating my reality. I create my own reality. Therefore, it is not possible for me to have unfulfilled desires and unfulfilled needs. I manifest things easily and effortlessly into being.
I am so grateful today as I had a nice and relaxing day. The weather was fantastic, I followed my heart's desire and rode a bike for an hour. Wonderful!!! I listened to myself, left work early and bought important stuff to attach my butterflies. I bought scented candles, they are beautiful and smell so good!!! THe apartment is starting to look fantastic! I am so grateful for this. So thankful. I am so thankful for my clients, I am sending love to my clients, and sending love to the woman who contacted me through my teacher's website. I am sending her love. I am seeing her surroudned by pink light of love. I am seeing her, her friends and family surrounded by pink light of love. I am sending love to all of my clients and all of my potential clients. I can really visualize this pink light going from my heart and surrounding all of them in the light of love. I am so grateful for being able to love, for caring and for making a difference in people's lives. Thank you. Thank YOU.
I am so grateful today as I had a nice and relaxing day. The weather was fantastic, I followed my heart's desire and rode a bike for an hour. Wonderful!!! I listened to myself, left work early and bought important stuff to attach my butterflies. I bought scented candles, they are beautiful and smell so good!!! THe apartment is starting to look fantastic! I am so grateful for this. So thankful. I am so thankful for my clients, I am sending love to my clients, and sending love to the woman who contacted me through my teacher's website. I am sending her love. I am seeing her surroudned by pink light of love. I am seeing her, her friends and family surrounded by pink light of love. I am sending love to all of my clients and all of my potential clients. I can really visualize this pink light going from my heart and surrounding all of them in the light of love. I am so grateful for being able to love, for caring and for making a difference in people's lives. Thank you. Thank YOU.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
day 35
My supply is unlimited. I am a powerful creator who creates the reality I want. I manifest things into being easily and effortlessly.
I am focusing on gratitude today. I am so grateful for the wonderful day today. The sun is shining, it is warm and fantastic. I am grateful to have the best view from my window. Life is GRAND!! So grateful that I slept 7 hours today. So grateful that I can go do the toilet for #2 today. So grateful I am feeling at peace today. So grateful I found unconditional supporters to help me.
I am grateful for my clients, grateful that my workshop went extremely well, grateful that I had an idea about the Heart's workshop. SO happy about that!!!
I am sending love to myself, to my mother, sending her lots of love, sending love to H and his family who love and support me. I am also sending love to all my clients, I am sending them so much love!!!!So much love. All my current and future clients are surrounded in white light!!! Surronding them in pink light of love. affirming that their hearts are healed and they are happy and living the lives their hearts desire. Sending unconditional love and support to them. Sending pink light of love to the universe, to every human being, to every being in the universe. I am so happy I feel so touched with love now almost to tears. Thank you. Thank YOU!
I am focusing on gratitude today. I am so grateful for the wonderful day today. The sun is shining, it is warm and fantastic. I am grateful to have the best view from my window. Life is GRAND!! So grateful that I slept 7 hours today. So grateful that I can go do the toilet for #2 today. So grateful I am feeling at peace today. So grateful I found unconditional supporters to help me.
I am grateful for my clients, grateful that my workshop went extremely well, grateful that I had an idea about the Heart's workshop. SO happy about that!!!
I am sending love to myself, to my mother, sending her lots of love, sending love to H and his family who love and support me. I am also sending love to all my clients, I am sending them so much love!!!!So much love. All my current and future clients are surrounded in white light!!! Surronding them in pink light of love. affirming that their hearts are healed and they are happy and living the lives their hearts desire. Sending unconditional love and support to them. Sending pink light of love to the universe, to every human being, to every being in the universe. I am so happy I feel so touched with love now almost to tears. Thank you. Thank YOU!
my workshop
My workshop in April went FANTASTIC! I am so grateful to be able to influence this group of people!! So thankful!!
My workshop in May did not happen, but I acquired the most perfect roommate. SO far so good.
My workshop in June will take place, I have one participant already.
My workshop in May did not happen, but I acquired the most perfect roommate. SO far so good.
My workshop in June will take place, I have one participant already.
Friday, April 24, 2009
tomorrow is my first angel workshop
Tomorrow is my first angel workshop. I am so excited, so happy.
I also realized that in my profile is says that I am a dreamer and a scientist but want to be a spiritual teacher. I AM a spiritual teacher, the demand for my services given my limited time has been overwhelming.
I have a waiting list (of 1 person) to join the workshop. So I am going to kick off the next workshop.
Now I need to change in my profile what I want to be.
I also realized that in my profile is says that I am a dreamer and a scientist but want to be a spiritual teacher. I AM a spiritual teacher, the demand for my services given my limited time has been overwhelming.
I have a waiting list (of 1 person) to join the workshop. So I am going to kick off the next workshop.
Now I need to change in my profile what I want to be.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
day 34
I am my own supply. I am a master manifester able to create my own reality. I manifest easily and effortlessly the reality I desire. Things are happening for me now and all the doors are open.
I am filled with gratitude today as I had a fantastic day: I spent the night with H at his mom's place, spent this glorious spring day enjoying my mediumship course, learning so much. I am so grateful that I am so eager to learn and open to his criticisms and suggestions. I am so grateful that I am able to improve. Thank you!
I am so grateful that I am filled with love for my clients, I have so much love for them. I am sending them love. I am sending love to P, the client who came to see me yesterday. She is anxious, I am sending her a lot of love and affirming that things will be well with her. I am sending love to people attending my workshop in April, sending love to all of the people on the boards where I posted my ad. Sending lots of love to all of the potential clients and potential attendees. Sending them love and gratitude for being able to fill this love.
Sending love to the universe, to the world, surrounding the world with the light of my love. Love is coming straight from my heart! Sending love to myself, my hair, my body, sending love to my mom, LOTS of love to her, sending love to H, sending love to his family. Thank you for letting me be in touch with this love. Thank you!
I am filled with gratitude today as I had a fantastic day: I spent the night with H at his mom's place, spent this glorious spring day enjoying my mediumship course, learning so much. I am so grateful that I am so eager to learn and open to his criticisms and suggestions. I am so grateful that I am able to improve. Thank you!
I am so grateful that I am filled with love for my clients, I have so much love for them. I am sending them love. I am sending love to P, the client who came to see me yesterday. She is anxious, I am sending her a lot of love and affirming that things will be well with her. I am sending love to people attending my workshop in April, sending love to all of the people on the boards where I posted my ad. Sending lots of love to all of the potential clients and potential attendees. Sending them love and gratitude for being able to fill this love.
Sending love to the universe, to the world, surrounding the world with the light of my love. Love is coming straight from my heart! Sending love to myself, my hair, my body, sending love to my mom, LOTS of love to her, sending love to H, sending love to his family. Thank you for letting me be in touch with this love. Thank you!
OK, I am back
I am back now. SOmehow I changed my diet -eat more fruit and fiber, stopped eating meat, stopped eating late in the evening, drink prune juice to make sure that I am not constipated and my sleep has improved. Also the hair loss dimished. I am also moving to a new place already next week. A place next to water, lots and lots of water. Should be good for me. I look forward to it.
On tuesday next week, a feng shui woman is coming, so look forward to that too. Still looking for a roommate. Let's see.
On tuesday next week, a feng shui woman is coming, so look forward to that too. Still looking for a roommate. Let's see.
Friday, March 20, 2009
I am so grateful
My first ever real workshop where I teach people to connect with their angels will take place on 25 April. I believe I already have 3 people who signed up. I am so grateful for this, I cannot really express the gratitude in words.
Today I received an email from one of the women who would like to take the course and she said to me she was grateful that she was able to take this workshop. That touched me so, it really touched my heart and my eyes filled with tears as I felt so grateful that I am able to make such a big difference in these people's lives.
I feel such a huge responsibility, I feel that it is my role to help them get in touch with their hearts, and open them up to the guidance of their angels to ensure they lead the best life they could possible lead. It is such a big role, and my ego is scared and makes me want to hide and run away, but I know in my heart that these people need me now and if I cannot do this work, then who else will help them? And this makes me stay and continue, despite my shyness, despite my fears.
I am sending all of them love. I am surrounding all of them in a pink cloud of love straight from my heart.
Today I received an email from one of the women who would like to take the course and she said to me she was grateful that she was able to take this workshop. That touched me so, it really touched my heart and my eyes filled with tears as I felt so grateful that I am able to make such a big difference in these people's lives.
I feel such a huge responsibility, I feel that it is my role to help them get in touch with their hearts, and open them up to the guidance of their angels to ensure they lead the best life they could possible lead. It is such a big role, and my ego is scared and makes me want to hide and run away, but I know in my heart that these people need me now and if I cannot do this work, then who else will help them? And this makes me stay and continue, despite my shyness, despite my fears.
I am sending all of them love. I am surrounding all of them in a pink cloud of love straight from my heart.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Not in a good state of mind at the moment
I am not in a good state of mind at the moment. I am sad about H and me. I love him so much but feel that it is our time to say good byes. I am realizing that it is not him who is a bad guy who cannot return to me or cannot pay for me to come to Germany. It is just how the circumstances are. He is a wonderful guy, so sweet and I love him so much. I love him dearly. He is my friend, lover and a confidant.
But I feel I am spending a lot of energy to heal myself and it is my focus right now. I need to nurse myself back to health, whatever it takes. I cried yesterday to my mother. Not about loosing but about being alone, not having a family, moving to this shitty country for him and being alone in the end. And on top of it, being sick. I cried and cried. Today I cried because the prospective pain of loosing him set in. I cried and screamed like a wounded animal but I feel it is something I MUST do, let him go. Maybe in May.
But I feel I am spending a lot of energy to heal myself and it is my focus right now. I need to nurse myself back to health, whatever it takes. I cried yesterday to my mother. Not about loosing but about being alone, not having a family, moving to this shitty country for him and being alone in the end. And on top of it, being sick. I cried and cried. Today I cried because the prospective pain of loosing him set in. I cried and screamed like a wounded animal but I feel it is something I MUST do, let him go. Maybe in May.
Readings in a bookstore
Well, what happened was I was very sick, with a fever but still I pushed myself to come. Before I went I asked how many clients would come and got that it was 3 clients, so 45 min.
Then I had a man who came. He was in distress and I think I really helped him a lot. But he was the only one. He spent with me about 40 min but I only charged him for 15. So maybe this was that (3 clients = 1 client of 40 min). It was so cold, and I was afraid I will get sick. I did not feel so well towards the end and wanted to leave but in general it was a good learning experience. I had some questions that I asked on the board and got answers, so it was OK. I got my issues resolved.
Then I had a man who came. He was in distress and I think I really helped him a lot. But he was the only one. He spent with me about 40 min but I only charged him for 15. So maybe this was that (3 clients = 1 client of 40 min). It was so cold, and I was afraid I will get sick. I did not feel so well towards the end and wanted to leave but in general it was a good learning experience. I had some questions that I asked on the board and got answers, so it was OK. I got my issues resolved.
Friday, March 13, 2009
Day 33
My consciousness is filled with the light of truth when I am aware of me being divine and being the source of my own abundance and prosperity. That means I can manifest anything I want, anything my heart desires. I am focusing right now on manifesting love, fun and gratitude in my life.
I am very grateful that yesterday I was able to sleep. Thank you! I am grateful because my workshop went well and I got very good feedback. I am grateful because tomorrow I am going to be at the bookstore doing reading. I can see people sitting there waiting for me. I am sending them love. I am sending love to all the customers who will come to see me tomorrow.
I am sending love to myself. I am sending love to H, my mom, his family. I am sending love to all my clients, so much love. I see them enveloped with this pink cloud of love. I have so much love for them. Thank you.
I am grateful that this girl M sent me a very nice email to thank me for the session. Which means she liked it. I am so grateful for this. I am sending her so much love.
I am focusing on fun in my life right now. I am manifesting friends, and fun activities to come into my life NOW.
I am very grateful that yesterday I was able to sleep. Thank you! I am grateful because my workshop went well and I got very good feedback. I am grateful because tomorrow I am going to be at the bookstore doing reading. I can see people sitting there waiting for me. I am sending them love. I am sending love to all the customers who will come to see me tomorrow.
I am sending love to myself. I am sending love to H, my mom, his family. I am sending love to all my clients, so much love. I see them enveloped with this pink cloud of love. I have so much love for them. Thank you.
I am grateful that this girl M sent me a very nice email to thank me for the session. Which means she liked it. I am so grateful for this. I am sending her so much love.
I am focusing on fun in my life right now. I am manifesting friends, and fun activities to come into my life NOW.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Angel workshop yesterday
The angel workshop yesterday went well. I had 4 beautiful and wonderful women. I loved them.I think they liked it too!
I did intro, then cleared their hearts and did the chanelling. It was wonderful!
I did intro, then cleared their hearts and did the chanelling. It was wonderful!
day 32 (done on 9 March 2009)
I am the source and substance of all my good. I am very grateful for today. I had a fantastic session. My client was happy and so was I. I am so grateful I could be of service to her. So grateful.
I am sending her a lot of love, love, love. I am also sending love to myself and my clients. I m sending love to H, my mom, his mom. I am so grateful for this. Grateful I could help. I am sending love to the 5 women tomorrow who are coming to my Angel event. I am sending love to the room. I am sending love to the people who are coming to see me on Saturday. So grateful. I feel gratitude to be of service. Thank you. I was touched to tears by the light I saw inside my client's heart. I am so blessed to be able to be in touch with my feelings and be moved. thank you!
I am sending her a lot of love, love, love. I am also sending love to myself and my clients. I m sending love to H, my mom, his mom. I am so grateful for this. Grateful I could help. I am sending love to the 5 women tomorrow who are coming to my Angel event. I am sending love to the room. I am sending love to the people who are coming to see me on Saturday. So grateful. I feel gratitude to be of service. Thank you. I was touched to tears by the light I saw inside my client's heart. I am so blessed to be able to be in touch with my feelings and be moved. thank you!
Sunday, March 8, 2009
day 31
I am God. I am omnipresent and powerful creator of my own reality.
I am very grateful today because I had a fantastic day. We spent a very relaxing morning together and visited H's relatives. It was a nice visit, with great food. I so enjoyed the food and the desert and the sausages were divine!
Then we went for a nice walk, really nice. The air was so crisp, it was warm and the sun was shining. I am grateful for this experience.
I am also grateful for I chanelled some information for H which is actually something for me. I am happy that I am able to do this, and that my connection to the Source is so strong. I can hear information so very clearly! Thank you for this.
I am also grateful because I feel full of love today. I am grateful that tomorrow my client is coming. I am sending her a lot of love. I am grateful that on Tuesday I have my Angel event, I am sending love to the 5 women that are attending. Lots of love. Sending love to the place where the event will be held. Thank you. Thank you that I am so in touch with the love in my heart.
I am also grateful because the event went perfectly well (divinely) well. I received a lot of information about what I should do. So grateful.
Also so grateful that this week is my event at the bookstore. I am grateful for the clients that are coming. I am sending them so much love. I love them so much!! Thank you for giving me this ability to love and to feel that my heart is filed with love.
So grateful for that.
I am very grateful today because I had a fantastic day. We spent a very relaxing morning together and visited H's relatives. It was a nice visit, with great food. I so enjoyed the food and the desert and the sausages were divine!
Then we went for a nice walk, really nice. The air was so crisp, it was warm and the sun was shining. I am grateful for this experience.
I am also grateful for I chanelled some information for H which is actually something for me. I am happy that I am able to do this, and that my connection to the Source is so strong. I can hear information so very clearly! Thank you for this.
I am also grateful because I feel full of love today. I am grateful that tomorrow my client is coming. I am sending her a lot of love. I am grateful that on Tuesday I have my Angel event, I am sending love to the 5 women that are attending. Lots of love. Sending love to the place where the event will be held. Thank you. Thank you that I am so in touch with the love in my heart.
I am also grateful because the event went perfectly well (divinely) well. I received a lot of information about what I should do. So grateful.
Also so grateful that this week is my event at the bookstore. I am grateful for the clients that are coming. I am sending them so much love. I love them so much!! Thank you for giving me this ability to love and to feel that my heart is filed with love.
So grateful for that.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
day 30
I place my faith in God. I place my faith in myself as the Divine being that is connected to God. I have faith in myself and my abilities to manifest the reality I desire. I am now aware of this truth that I am a master manifester and am manifesting only positive experiences in my life.
I am also aware that I am moving forward towards manifesting my heart's desires. Easily and effortlessly I am getting in touch with my heart to manifest what I desire.
I am filled with gratitude today for I had a fantastic day. Great weather, nice walk, the sun was shining, a perfect day. Cannot get any better. I am also grateful because I am filled with love today. I am sending love from my heart to myself, H, the universe, my mother, his family and all human beings. I am sending love to my clients, I am sending them a lot of love. I am sending love to the girl who is coming on Monday. I am sending love to the 3 women who want to take my workshop. I am sending them a lot of love. I am sending lots of love to all the women who are signing up for my workshop.I am sending a lot of love to the women who signed up for my angel event on Tuesday. I am so happy that I feel so much love towards them. I will be of great service to them and they will also teach me things. They will teach me about love.
I am sending lots of love towards my activities related to RUssia. I am surrounding Russia and the company with a lot of love. I am grateful that I can be in touch with this love. Thank you!
I am also aware that I am moving forward towards manifesting my heart's desires. Easily and effortlessly I am getting in touch with my heart to manifest what I desire.
I am filled with gratitude today for I had a fantastic day. Great weather, nice walk, the sun was shining, a perfect day. Cannot get any better. I am also grateful because I am filled with love today. I am sending love from my heart to myself, H, the universe, my mother, his family and all human beings. I am sending love to my clients, I am sending them a lot of love. I am sending love to the girl who is coming on Monday. I am sending love to the 3 women who want to take my workshop. I am sending them a lot of love. I am sending lots of love to all the women who are signing up for my workshop.I am sending a lot of love to the women who signed up for my angel event on Tuesday. I am so happy that I feel so much love towards them. I will be of great service to them and they will also teach me things. They will teach me about love.
I am sending lots of love towards my activities related to RUssia. I am surrounding Russia and the company with a lot of love. I am grateful that I can be in touch with this love. Thank you!
Thursday, March 5, 2009
day 29
I am now aware of the truth that I am a master manifester and can manifest any reality I want. I am now aware. I am now in the flow.
I am very grateful because I had a very good meeting today. I am grateful because I could function today and got many things done. I am grateful because I am in good spirits. I am grateful because I am in touch with my source of love. I am grateful because my client is coming next week and TUesday I have my workshop. I am sending my clients a lot of love, straight from my heart. Thank you, I am so grateful for the opportunity to make a difference in people's lives.
Thank you.
I am very grateful because I had a very good meeting today. I am grateful because I could function today and got many things done. I am grateful because I am in good spirits. I am grateful because I am in touch with my source of love. I am grateful because my client is coming next week and TUesday I have my workshop. I am sending my clients a lot of love, straight from my heart. Thank you, I am so grateful for the opportunity to make a difference in people's lives.
Thank you.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
day 28
I can get anything I desire. All I need to do is manifest and trust and it will be there.
My lesson now is to TRUST. Trust the guidance that I receive.
I am very grateful today as the girl who wanted to see me is coming. She is coming next week and I am grateful that she chose me as her teacher. I am also grateful for sleeping today. Thank you. I am also grateful for the wonderful message I got at the kinesiologist today. Thank YOU. I will be following my guidance from now on, no detours.
I am filled with love, sending this love from my heart to myself, my loved ones, and the universe, and to every human being. I am sending my love to the beings of light. I am sending lots of love to my clients, and to the 3 girls who are going to sign up to my workshop. I am sending lots of love to the people who are going to sign up for the workshop in April and who signed up for the Angel event in March.
I am enveloping them in the pink shield of love. They are SO loved. They are surrounded by angels and divine light. I am so happy for them because they will begin a transformation that will drastically change their lives for the better.
I am so grateful that my heart is open and that I can be in touch with my source constantly. I am so happy!
My lesson now is to TRUST. Trust the guidance that I receive.
I am very grateful today as the girl who wanted to see me is coming. She is coming next week and I am grateful that she chose me as her teacher. I am also grateful for sleeping today. Thank you. I am also grateful for the wonderful message I got at the kinesiologist today. Thank YOU. I will be following my guidance from now on, no detours.
I am filled with love, sending this love from my heart to myself, my loved ones, and the universe, and to every human being. I am sending my love to the beings of light. I am sending lots of love to my clients, and to the 3 girls who are going to sign up to my workshop. I am sending lots of love to the people who are going to sign up for the workshop in April and who signed up for the Angel event in March.
I am enveloping them in the pink shield of love. They are SO loved. They are surrounded by angels and divine light. I am so happy for them because they will begin a transformation that will drastically change their lives for the better.
I am so grateful that my heart is open and that I can be in touch with my source constantly. I am so happy!
today at the kinesiologist
Today I went to a kinesiologist who told me that there is nothing wrong with me. She tested me and nothing absolutely nothing was wrong. Just like my friend M when she did a clairvoyance for me, she saw that there was nothing wrong.
The kinesiologist told me that I need to start living from my heart. Btw this morning I got a message that I need to listen to her and do what she recommends. I need to follow things that make me feel like the angel readings and workshops. This is what is good for me. THen the energy in my body is circulating and I have enough energy to regenerate and heal myself. She asked me if there was an area of my life where I was not listening to my own guidance and I told her that it was my personal life as I was told that I need to leave H, but I have not done so.
But it was a good visit, she balanced me, it was all good.
The kinesiologist told me that I need to start living from my heart. Btw this morning I got a message that I need to listen to her and do what she recommends. I need to follow things that make me feel like the angel readings and workshops. This is what is good for me. THen the energy in my body is circulating and I have enough energy to regenerate and heal myself. She asked me if there was an area of my life where I was not listening to my own guidance and I told her that it was my personal life as I was told that I need to leave H, but I have not done so.
But it was a good visit, she balanced me, it was all good.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
day 27
I need to let go. I need to TRUST. Follow my divine guidance step by step without questioning. My responsibility is to know that I am Divine that mysoul is divine and is providing everything I need or desire and trust my guidance that will take me to where I am supposed to go, to lead me to manifestation of my desires.
I am so grateful today as I had a fantastic day. My manager offloaded a lot of work off my shoulders. Thank you for this. I can relax and enjoy and I am relaxing and enjoying. I am grateful that 3 people have signed up for my workshop in April. I am sending them love, surrounding them in love. I am sending love to myself, to H, to his family, to my mother and to every living creature on this planet. I am surrounding the planet in pink light of love.
I am grateful today as I have an idea what I am going to teach at my workshop on Tuesday. I am grateful as I know I got angels on my side supporting me leading me through this. I am happy I have 5 wonderful women joining my workshop. This is so wonderful. I am sending them LOVE, LOVE, LOVE. I am grateful that people gave me advice about my workshop, and that includes Doreen. That I need to have fun and everyone will have fun. HOw true. I am grateful for this advice. Thank you very much.
I am grateful for the guidance I got today that I need to follow the advice that my kinesiologist will give me tomorrow. Thank you very much for this. I am very grateful.
I am so grateful today as I had a fantastic day. My manager offloaded a lot of work off my shoulders. Thank you for this. I can relax and enjoy and I am relaxing and enjoying. I am grateful that 3 people have signed up for my workshop in April. I am sending them love, surrounding them in love. I am sending love to myself, to H, to his family, to my mother and to every living creature on this planet. I am surrounding the planet in pink light of love.
I am grateful today as I have an idea what I am going to teach at my workshop on Tuesday. I am grateful as I know I got angels on my side supporting me leading me through this. I am happy I have 5 wonderful women joining my workshop. This is so wonderful. I am sending them LOVE, LOVE, LOVE. I am grateful that people gave me advice about my workshop, and that includes Doreen. That I need to have fun and everyone will have fun. HOw true. I am grateful for this advice. Thank you very much.
I am grateful for the guidance I got today that I need to follow the advice that my kinesiologist will give me tomorrow. Thank you very much for this. I am very grateful.
Monday, March 2, 2009
day 26
My supply is unlimited and therefore all of my needs and desires are fulfilled. All I need to do is wish for and the subject of my true desire will materialize.
Right now I am wishing for the feeling of gratitude. I am very grateful to the Universe for my life. I am so grateful eternally grateful for my day today where I was so productive.
I am so grateful that I have so much love inside and am in touch wiht this love. I am so grateful that today I am sleeping 8 hours and getting uninterrupted sleep. And so it is. I am grateful and full of love for my clients, for H, for his sister, for his mom. Thank YOU! Thank YOU. I have so much love for my mother. I am sending love from my heart to all of them. I am enveloping the universe in a pink shield of love. I LOVE so deeply. I am love. I am love itself. Thank you very much for being able to feel this love deep in my heart.
I am also so grateful that my workshop is coming up so soon and I have so many ideas how I should prepare for it. Thank YOU.
Right now I am wishing for the feeling of gratitude. I am very grateful to the Universe for my life. I am so grateful eternally grateful for my day today where I was so productive.
I am so grateful that I have so much love inside and am in touch wiht this love. I am so grateful that today I am sleeping 8 hours and getting uninterrupted sleep. And so it is. I am grateful and full of love for my clients, for H, for his sister, for his mom. Thank YOU! Thank YOU. I have so much love for my mother. I am sending love from my heart to all of them. I am enveloping the universe in a pink shield of love. I LOVE so deeply. I am love. I am love itself. Thank you very much for being able to feel this love deep in my heart.
I am also so grateful that my workshop is coming up so soon and I have so many ideas how I should prepare for it. Thank YOU.
Monday, February 23, 2009
day 25 of the PP
I am my own supply. My consciousness of this truth is unlimited; therefore my supply is unlimited. I am grateful that my supply of love is unlimited. I am filled with love. I have so much love to give. I give it to myself,, sending it to myself, enveloping myself in the pink cloud of love. I am sending it to my mother, to H, and his family, enveloping them in a lot of love. Sending sending sending love from my heart to them. Sending love from my heart to my clients. Enveloping them in the pink light of love. I am so grateful that I can help them. Thank you. Thank YOU.
In particular I am sending love to this girl who contacted me. Sending her a lot of love. May she get what she needs in her development path.
I am grateful that I am in touch with this love and can feel in my heart so clearly! Thank YOU. I am also grateful for a good day today where I was productive. I am grateful tomorrow I do not need to go to work until THursday, grateful that I am traveling to Germany on Thursday evening. Thank you.
I am also grateful that the space that my friend occupied is now open. A big space is open for a new friend or friends.
In particular I am sending love to this girl who contacted me. Sending her a lot of love. May she get what she needs in her development path.
I am grateful that I am in touch with this love and can feel in my heart so clearly! Thank YOU. I am also grateful for a good day today where I was productive. I am grateful tomorrow I do not need to go to work until THursday, grateful that I am traveling to Germany on Thursday evening. Thank you.
I am also grateful that the space that my friend occupied is now open. A big space is open for a new friend or friends.
I am upset at my friend Ye
Upset at my friend Ye. She does not really care about me, she knows I am sick but shows no interest in how things are going. However I did get a message that I need to let her go and I had this feeling for a long time, so this is the answer. Our vibrations no longer match and I do have a lot of hurt, since the time she did not support me when I had my miscarriage.
I want to send love to myself to heal the hurt. I want to be grateful that her space in my life is now empty and there is space for someone else to come in. Thank you for this. Thank you.
I want to send love to myself to heal the hurt. I want to be grateful that her space in my life is now empty and there is space for someone else to come in. Thank you for this. Thank you.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
day 24
I am my supply. My spirit is divine and is connected to God. This supplies me with EVERYTHING I need and want.
I am so filled with gratitude. I feel grateful for my life, for being able to be a lightworker, for people, my clients who come to me. I am so grateful that they come to me, grateful for feeling so happy that I can help them, that they leave illuminated and at peace. I am grateful that I give them so much love and grateful that I can feel this love inside me.
I am grateful for today I had a good day. I rested, slept well, had a delicious chicken soup. I am so grateful for today. I am grateful I saw my friend M today, and she gave me the instruction to improve my social life. So grateful for that. I am grateful that I found this meditation group I am going to join. Grateful that I have decided to work part time or otherwise to call in sick. So grateful that I have the courage to do it.
So grateful I got the instructions for sure about the roommate and the moving company. Thank YOU!!
SO grateful for the good news about my growing angel practice. Made me so happy!!!
I am so filled with gratitude. I feel grateful for my life, for being able to be a lightworker, for people, my clients who come to me. I am so grateful that they come to me, grateful for feeling so happy that I can help them, that they leave illuminated and at peace. I am grateful that I give them so much love and grateful that I can feel this love inside me.
I am grateful for today I had a good day. I rested, slept well, had a delicious chicken soup. I am so grateful for today. I am grateful I saw my friend M today, and she gave me the instruction to improve my social life. So grateful for that. I am grateful that I found this meditation group I am going to join. Grateful that I have decided to work part time or otherwise to call in sick. So grateful that I have the courage to do it.
So grateful I got the instructions for sure about the roommate and the moving company. Thank YOU!!
SO grateful for the good news about my growing angel practice. Made me so happy!!!
Channeled information today
Chanelled info today
I asked about the future of my angel practice and got these 3 cards
1. No worries - surrender cares and worries to G-d and the angels and know that everything is truly in divine order.
I saw myself blindfolded walking in the forest, b/n the trees. I am blindfolded, walking not confidently, a bit afraid, a little shaky, but am starting to enjoy the smells, the fresh air, the feeling of being in the forest. Hear "walk the path, my child, walk the path. Take small steps, step by step, one step at a time". "You are going to the right destination, you are realizing your mission. People are coming to you now. A crowd. As you walk the path, you will realize later where you are going, but it is not the time to know. You need to follow blindly the advice and guidance of the angels. This is your main lesson now. Step by step, one step at a time, without knowing what the next step would be. We love you so much! You are so loved!!! If you could only feel the extent of this love! "
"We are standing by you and helping you in this time of transition. You are protected and have nothing to fear. "
"Step by step, one step at a time, without knowing what the next step would be. We are leading you to your destination where you will be happy and fulfilled."
Got a quote "Angel circles sprouting"
2. Success. A favorable outcome is assured
Huge success. You will be able to support yourself with this if you want to. You will be a full time lightworker if you choose to. Your job is to spread the light and open the hearts of others. Illuminate them on their path to fertility and abundance. You will be a mother (to a little boy from China? not sure if this was right but had to write it down). You are a mother in your heart and in your mind. You are a great mother.
People will come to you in great numbers seeking help, to help connect them with their children, with the souls of their unborn ones. This is your mission. You will be happy and fulfilled. Enjoy your time alone, for soon you will be nurturing another. Love and peace to you, on your journey to your destination.
3. Gratitude -Focus on what is positive in your life and you will attract even more positive situations.
Continue with the abundance tape, finish 40 days. Focus on the gratitude. Focus on love. Be thankful for what you have. Success will ensue.
Now I had some questions.
What should I do about my angel practice, where should I take it?
You made all the right steps, now sit and wait. People will come to you themselves. They will come in great numbers for your spiritual teachings. You are a great teacher and you will have followers. You will train them so that they could spread the light.
Anything I should do now?
No, sit and wait. They will come to you themselves.
Anything I need to do? Take classes?
Paul J. is the next step in your evolution, but nothing else is needed now. Meditate regularly. No healing with SS. Channeling class is also not needed. Paul J now, then wait. You won't have time to learn, for you will be needed in the world by your clients.
What about the apartment?
You will need a roommate for 6 months, someone you were supposed to meet and learn from. It will be a woman, a foreigner in her 30's. A professional woman. A blond? You will recognize her. Give her the bedroom and you will be in the room by the sea. She will move in in May. Look for her on the boards. Expat boards. She speaks English (and Dutch?).
What about improving my organization?
Your SIL will help. and call L.K.
What about my job?
Start working part time. She (your boss) will let you. Speak to HR about Russia rotation. Talking to Mr B will take you to the next step, as there will be a need for you. The new job is in the works, it is coming soon. The job dealing with Russia.
The girl that contacted me, I got to know that I should meet with her on 5 March and it will take 2 hours and no more. I should charge her 99995. And it will be enough. She is very advanced and will catch up fast. I will give her a peace of mind. She will be grateful. Wait until tomorrow to tell her. It will go well and you will help her.
What about my health, does it have anything to do with H?
Not sure if I understood the answer as they said to me that my system is stressed. His energy is affecting me. But when i get well, there will be no need for the pills.
Furniture - I should buy new furniture and rent out the apt when I go to Russia.
Now I better continue with my abundance plan.
I asked about the future of my angel practice and got these 3 cards
1. No worries - surrender cares and worries to G-d and the angels and know that everything is truly in divine order.
I saw myself blindfolded walking in the forest, b/n the trees. I am blindfolded, walking not confidently, a bit afraid, a little shaky, but am starting to enjoy the smells, the fresh air, the feeling of being in the forest. Hear "walk the path, my child, walk the path. Take small steps, step by step, one step at a time". "You are going to the right destination, you are realizing your mission. People are coming to you now. A crowd. As you walk the path, you will realize later where you are going, but it is not the time to know. You need to follow blindly the advice and guidance of the angels. This is your main lesson now. Step by step, one step at a time, without knowing what the next step would be. We love you so much! You are so loved!!! If you could only feel the extent of this love! "
"We are standing by you and helping you in this time of transition. You are protected and have nothing to fear. "
"Step by step, one step at a time, without knowing what the next step would be. We are leading you to your destination where you will be happy and fulfilled."
Got a quote "Angel circles sprouting"
2. Success. A favorable outcome is assured
Huge success. You will be able to support yourself with this if you want to. You will be a full time lightworker if you choose to. Your job is to spread the light and open the hearts of others. Illuminate them on their path to fertility and abundance. You will be a mother (to a little boy from China? not sure if this was right but had to write it down). You are a mother in your heart and in your mind. You are a great mother.
People will come to you in great numbers seeking help, to help connect them with their children, with the souls of their unborn ones. This is your mission. You will be happy and fulfilled. Enjoy your time alone, for soon you will be nurturing another. Love and peace to you, on your journey to your destination.
3. Gratitude -Focus on what is positive in your life and you will attract even more positive situations.
Continue with the abundance tape, finish 40 days. Focus on the gratitude. Focus on love. Be thankful for what you have. Success will ensue.
Now I had some questions.
What should I do about my angel practice, where should I take it?
You made all the right steps, now sit and wait. People will come to you themselves. They will come in great numbers for your spiritual teachings. You are a great teacher and you will have followers. You will train them so that they could spread the light.
Anything I should do now?
No, sit and wait. They will come to you themselves.
Anything I need to do? Take classes?
Paul J. is the next step in your evolution, but nothing else is needed now. Meditate regularly. No healing with SS. Channeling class is also not needed. Paul J now, then wait. You won't have time to learn, for you will be needed in the world by your clients.
What about the apartment?
You will need a roommate for 6 months, someone you were supposed to meet and learn from. It will be a woman, a foreigner in her 30's. A professional woman. A blond? You will recognize her. Give her the bedroom and you will be in the room by the sea. She will move in in May. Look for her on the boards. Expat boards. She speaks English (and Dutch?).
What about improving my organization?
Your SIL will help. and call L.K.
What about my job?
Start working part time. She (your boss) will let you. Speak to HR about Russia rotation. Talking to Mr B will take you to the next step, as there will be a need for you. The new job is in the works, it is coming soon. The job dealing with Russia.
The girl that contacted me, I got to know that I should meet with her on 5 March and it will take 2 hours and no more. I should charge her 99995. And it will be enough. She is very advanced and will catch up fast. I will give her a peace of mind. She will be grateful. Wait until tomorrow to tell her. It will go well and you will help her.
What about my health, does it have anything to do with H?
Not sure if I understood the answer as they said to me that my system is stressed. His energy is affecting me. But when i get well, there will be no need for the pills.
Furniture - I should buy new furniture and rent out the apt when I go to Russia.
Now I better continue with my abundance plan.
I love my angel practice!!
This is my answers to some Q&A posted on the board.
Are you currently doing your Lightwork full-time? part-time? not currently getting paid for it?
I have a left brain job and I made a decision that I will limit the hours I work there to part time (to 30 hours per week), one way or the other, so that I have more time to concentrate on my practice.I am a part-time lightworker and it feels so good to say that I am a lightworker. Whoo hoo!!! I get paid for my wonderful work since late last year.
Do you incorporate other modalities into what you do?
I just use angelic guidance and channel information for my clients. I am also a healer (Reiki master), but so far I have not used this as there was not a demand for this and I also do not feel so connected to Reiki, but so very connected to Angel practice, OMG!!!.
How is your business these days?
Since I am just starting out, and I live in a foreign country and do everything in English and not in the local language, things are going remarkably well. I feel that clients have started to come now and I have a feeling that there is a lot more clients that will come to me - it will be a hurricane! I am so excited about it!!!
Do you do mostly individual readings? Workshops? Classes?
Right now it is individual readings, but it is started to go towards workshops and teaching people more than doing readings. Someone just approached me to create a program for her where she could learn to connect to her angels and open up spiritually. I feel that my future may be in that.
What advice are the angels giving you about your practice?
I need to TRUST, work on being in abundance and not worry about money, and importantly, follow their guidance ALL THE TIME, every time. I need to forget about focusing on HOW and focus on what I desire. It is sometimes not so easy (CCD), but this is the lesson. And... taking one step at the time, without knowing what the next step will be. So far they have led me to where I need to go, led me to where I can advertise my services, all for free, gave me names of people who could help me, so I am very grateful to them for help.
What's your greatest joy with your practice?
Oh my God! I cannot really tell what it is, but it makes me happy giving information to clients, just sitting there and doing readings, gives me so much joy! Why that is, I have no idea.
What's your greatest challenge?
To take one step at the time, to take one step without knowing what the next one will be and so far it has been minimizing my time at my full time job and mimimizing its importance so that I could spend more time doing what I really love.
Are you currently doing your Lightwork full-time? part-time? not currently getting paid for it?
I have a left brain job and I made a decision that I will limit the hours I work there to part time (to 30 hours per week), one way or the other, so that I have more time to concentrate on my practice.I am a part-time lightworker and it feels so good to say that I am a lightworker. Whoo hoo!!! I get paid for my wonderful work since late last year.
Do you incorporate other modalities into what you do?
I just use angelic guidance and channel information for my clients. I am also a healer (Reiki master), but so far I have not used this as there was not a demand for this and I also do not feel so connected to Reiki, but so very connected to Angel practice, OMG!!!.
How is your business these days?
Since I am just starting out, and I live in a foreign country and do everything in English and not in the local language, things are going remarkably well. I feel that clients have started to come now and I have a feeling that there is a lot more clients that will come to me - it will be a hurricane! I am so excited about it!!!
Do you do mostly individual readings? Workshops? Classes?
Right now it is individual readings, but it is started to go towards workshops and teaching people more than doing readings. Someone just approached me to create a program for her where she could learn to connect to her angels and open up spiritually. I feel that my future may be in that.
What advice are the angels giving you about your practice?
I need to TRUST, work on being in abundance and not worry about money, and importantly, follow their guidance ALL THE TIME, every time. I need to forget about focusing on HOW and focus on what I desire. It is sometimes not so easy (CCD), but this is the lesson. And... taking one step at the time, without knowing what the next step will be. So far they have led me to where I need to go, led me to where I can advertise my services, all for free, gave me names of people who could help me, so I am very grateful to them for help.
What's your greatest joy with your practice?
Oh my God! I cannot really tell what it is, but it makes me happy giving information to clients, just sitting there and doing readings, gives me so much joy! Why that is, I have no idea.
What's your greatest challenge?
To take one step at the time, to take one step without knowing what the next one will be and so far it has been minimizing my time at my full time job and mimimizing its importance so that I could spend more time doing what I really love.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
after vacation in Switzerland
I am so grateful for the fantastic vacation in Switzerland! I saw the most beautiful views of the mountains and forests covered with snow. This was a picture from my dreams, really. Or rather, my dream vision. I love snow!! I truly am a snow butterfly.
It was so nice to spend time with H. I feel I love him so much. I am so grateful for feeling this way and happy for the time together we are having. So grateful!
I also got a message from this woman, she is seeking peace inside. I am praying that she finds that. She wants some help to develop her psychic gifts, and I will be happy to help her if she feels that I am the right person. I also gave her another name who can help her. I am sending her so much love and so much peace, I hope she finds peace of mind and the right teacher for psychic development soon. Peace be upon her!
It was so nice to spend time with H. I feel I love him so much. I am so grateful for feeling this way and happy for the time together we are having. So grateful!
I also got a message from this woman, she is seeking peace inside. I am praying that she finds that. She wants some help to develop her psychic gifts, and I will be happy to help her if she feels that I am the right person. I also gave her another name who can help her. I am sending her so much love and so much peace, I hope she finds peace of mind and the right teacher for psychic development soon. Peace be upon her!
Thursday, February 12, 2009
to be grateful for
I am very grateful, as my advertisement has been posted on the expat website!!! Yey!!
Now I posted a news about my workshop on another expat website. Yey!!!
So happy about this! So happy I am going away for a few days to Switzerland!
Now I posted a news about my workshop on another expat website. Yey!!!
So happy about this! So happy I am going away for a few days to Switzerland!
it was not a good day yesterday
Yesterday was not a good day. I am getting sicker and I think it is my job that is making me very very stressed. I am a bit conflicted what to do. I am now praying for help.
PLEASE GOD HELP ME!
PLEASE GOD HELP ME!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
day 23
The only truth is that I am connected to God, my soul is divine and I am a master manifester that can manifest any reality I desire. I am so grateful for this as this puts my soul in charge of my universe.
I have a lot to be grateful for today. My heart is filled with gratitude. I had a fantastic day yesterday. I went to see my friend. I slept for 6 1/2 hours without being interrupted. Thank you, thank you!
I am sending a lot of love today to my mother. She is so fantastic! I am so grateful that she is my mother. i am sending a lot of love today to H's mother. She is so great! I so appreciate that she is helping me move!!! I have so much gratitude. Thank you!!!
I am so grateful that soon I will know the results of the tests and a picture will be more clear. Iam so grateful that I am going on holiday on Friday!!!
I am filled with love, I am sending this love to my clients, to all people on Earth. I am giving them so much love and they sense it and come to me. I am so grateful because I am mhelping so many people. Thank you!!! I am grateful that I can feel and sense love in my heart.
I have a lot to be grateful for today. My heart is filled with gratitude. I had a fantastic day yesterday. I went to see my friend. I slept for 6 1/2 hours without being interrupted. Thank you, thank you!
I am sending a lot of love today to my mother. She is so fantastic! I am so grateful that she is my mother. i am sending a lot of love today to H's mother. She is so great! I so appreciate that she is helping me move!!! I have so much gratitude. Thank you!!!
I am so grateful that soon I will know the results of the tests and a picture will be more clear. Iam so grateful that I am going on holiday on Friday!!!
I am filled with love, I am sending this love to my clients, to all people on Earth. I am giving them so much love and they sense it and come to me. I am so grateful because I am mhelping so many people. Thank you!!! I am grateful that I can feel and sense love in my heart.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
day 22
My soul is divine and is the source and substance of everything. I can manifest anything my heart wants and desires because I am divine and am connected to God.
I am so grateful today because I had such a nice day. I swam and so enjoyed it! I had a great day with H where we did absolutely nothing, went for a walk and enjoyed each other's company. I am so grateful that the sun was shining today so I did not need to use my sun lamp today. The sun made such a difference and made me so happy. I was so grateful for that. I am grateful that I was able to sleep for 8 hours. I am very grateful because tonight I will also be able to sleep restfully and without interruptions. I am so grateful for restful sleep tonight!
I am so grateful because H's mother offered to help me move! So grateful for that. She is so kind, I am sending her a lot of love right now. God bless her for this.
I am grateful that I finished a paragraph to advertise myself and my services to send to a woman where I can advertise myself for free. I am grateful that I finished it today because I have been procrastinating. I am also happy that I got another idea of sending my ad to another website where I can advertise myself for free. So grateful. Step by step, it is moving.Thank you.
I am so grateful today because I had such a nice day. I swam and so enjoyed it! I had a great day with H where we did absolutely nothing, went for a walk and enjoyed each other's company. I am so grateful that the sun was shining today so I did not need to use my sun lamp today. The sun made such a difference and made me so happy. I was so grateful for that. I am grateful that I was able to sleep for 8 hours. I am very grateful because tonight I will also be able to sleep restfully and without interruptions. I am so grateful for restful sleep tonight!
I am so grateful because H's mother offered to help me move! So grateful for that. She is so kind, I am sending her a lot of love right now. God bless her for this.
I am grateful that I finished a paragraph to advertise myself and my services to send to a woman where I can advertise myself for free. I am grateful that I finished it today because I have been procrastinating. I am also happy that I got another idea of sending my ad to another website where I can advertise myself for free. So grateful. Step by step, it is moving.Thank you.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
day 21
I am God, I am abundance, I am love. All I need to do is believe that this is so and so it is!
I am very grateful today for UNINTERRUPTED 8 hours of sleep last night. Thank YOU!!! I am also grateful that today I will also have uninterrupted 8 hours of sleep. Thank you for this.
I am very grateful that the stress I had is now gone because things have changed at work and now I can relax and my timelines are not so stringent. I am also very grateful that this will probably continues for another 6 weeks or so where I can rest a bit. I am very very grateful that I had a meeting about Russia and will have one again when Mr B returns and will update me.
I am grateful because we have had a very nice day today with H. we went for a very nice walk and even though my regular swimming pool was closed today, I managed to go to another one where the water is normally cold, but today it was very warm. I really enjoyed myself swimming. It was fantastic! I am so grateful for this.
I am so grateful for my life. Thank you. I am grateful for every minute of it. My heart is filled with gratitude, my heart is filled with love. I love myself so much!!!
I am grateful that I have lost weight and look nice in a two piece bathing suit. I am grateful that I have such a nice body and great legs! I am grateful that I have energy to do what I need to do.
I am grateful that I found this girl on the internet who is into pole dancing. I LOVE pole dancing. I have been looking for an opportunity to do it here since I moved here, and here it is! So grateful: I think I am manifesting new friends. I am also very grateful that the time is moving forward and my first workshop is coming up. I am grateful for all my clients and sending them so much love. I am grateful that I am in touch with that love. I am so happy about that!
I am so looking forward to Sunday!!
I am very grateful today for UNINTERRUPTED 8 hours of sleep last night. Thank YOU!!! I am also grateful that today I will also have uninterrupted 8 hours of sleep. Thank you for this.
I am very grateful that the stress I had is now gone because things have changed at work and now I can relax and my timelines are not so stringent. I am also very grateful that this will probably continues for another 6 weeks or so where I can rest a bit. I am very very grateful that I had a meeting about Russia and will have one again when Mr B returns and will update me.
I am grateful because we have had a very nice day today with H. we went for a very nice walk and even though my regular swimming pool was closed today, I managed to go to another one where the water is normally cold, but today it was very warm. I really enjoyed myself swimming. It was fantastic! I am so grateful for this.
I am so grateful for my life. Thank you. I am grateful for every minute of it. My heart is filled with gratitude, my heart is filled with love. I love myself so much!!!
I am grateful that I have lost weight and look nice in a two piece bathing suit. I am grateful that I have such a nice body and great legs! I am grateful that I have energy to do what I need to do.
I am grateful that I found this girl on the internet who is into pole dancing. I LOVE pole dancing. I have been looking for an opportunity to do it here since I moved here, and here it is! So grateful: I think I am manifesting new friends. I am also very grateful that the time is moving forward and my first workshop is coming up. I am grateful for all my clients and sending them so much love. I am grateful that I am in touch with that love. I am so happy about that!
I am so looking forward to Sunday!!
Friday, February 6, 2009
day 20
I place my faith in the principle of abundance NOW. I trust and let go of any worries or concerns I may have about anything in my life, and trust completely in God and divine process. I trust completely that I am the creator and manifester of any outcome in my life and affairs.
I am so grateful that I went to this workshop yesterday and enjoyed it so much! I am grateful that I had UNINTERRUPTED 7.5 hours of sleep last night. I am so grateful for that. I am grateful that I can function well today. Thank YOU!
I am so grateful that I had a relaxing day at work! So grateful. My heart is filled with gratitude for these things which I really really appreciate.
I am so grateful that we had a very good meeting today with my boss and some colleagues and discussed the outcomes of the current situation: i am grateful that this was the first and right step to improve the situation.
I am so grateful that this woman has contacted me today. My heart is filled with love and compassion for her.I am enveloping her in pink light. I am enveloping her and the situation in love. I love her so much. I am sending out love from my heart to all human beings and to my clients. I am so grateful that I am in touch with this source of love within myself.
I am grateful that this is the weekend and H is coming today. So grateful! I am so looking forward to a quiet weekend. I am so happy that I can relax and kick back. I am so grateful that now things at work will quiet down and I can finish my projects with different timelines in mind. So grateful! Thank you so much.
I am so grateful that I managed to get my work to pay for my trip to Switzerland and we are going on holiday and will be skiing. I am so happy about this, so grateful!!!
I am so grateful that I went to this workshop yesterday and enjoyed it so much! I am grateful that I had UNINTERRUPTED 7.5 hours of sleep last night. I am so grateful for that. I am grateful that I can function well today. Thank YOU!
I am so grateful that I had a relaxing day at work! So grateful. My heart is filled with gratitude for these things which I really really appreciate.
I am so grateful that we had a very good meeting today with my boss and some colleagues and discussed the outcomes of the current situation: i am grateful that this was the first and right step to improve the situation.
I am so grateful that this woman has contacted me today. My heart is filled with love and compassion for her.I am enveloping her in pink light. I am enveloping her and the situation in love. I love her so much. I am sending out love from my heart to all human beings and to my clients. I am so grateful that I am in touch with this source of love within myself.
I am grateful that this is the weekend and H is coming today. So grateful! I am so looking forward to a quiet weekend. I am so happy that I can relax and kick back. I am so grateful that now things at work will quiet down and I can finish my projects with different timelines in mind. So grateful! Thank you so much.
I am so grateful that I managed to get my work to pay for my trip to Switzerland and we are going on holiday and will be skiing. I am so happy about this, so grateful!!!
Thursday, February 5, 2009
day 19
I am now aware, I am now in the flow. I am aware that I am a master manifester who easily and effortlessly manifests her own reality. I am very grateful for having my life. I am very grateful for being able to function today. I am very grateful that I slept 6 hours without waking up. I am divinely grateful that I have room for 2 participants in my course.
I am so grateful and full of love for this people. I am sending htem love right now, from my heart to theirs. I am surrounding them in the pink light of love. I am surrounding all people on this planet in the pink light of love. I am surrounding myself with the pink light of love. I love, I AM LOVE.
I am so grateful and full of love for this people. I am sending htem love right now, from my heart to theirs. I am surrounding them in the pink light of love. I am surrounding all people on this planet in the pink light of love. I am surrounding myself with the pink light of love. I love, I AM LOVE.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
day 18
My awareness of the divine spirit within me is the road to prosperity and abundance, my road to feelings of grateful and happy. This is the way for me to feel connected to love, feel love and feel being loved.
I am very grateful today as the day before yesterday I had a very good day. Excellent day. I had a great meeting, went so well! I also slept so well. I am also very grateful today as I will sleep very well tonight. I will sleep all night long and wake up refreshed.
Another person signed up for the workshop, now there are 6 participants. I am so grateful about that!!! i feel so much gratitude and so much love for these people! I love them so much. I am so grateful that I am so connected to the source of love within me. So very grateful.
I am very grateful today as the day before yesterday I had a very good day. Excellent day. I had a great meeting, went so well! I also slept so well. I am also very grateful today as I will sleep very well tonight. I will sleep all night long and wake up refreshed.
Another person signed up for the workshop, now there are 6 participants. I am so grateful about that!!! i feel so much gratitude and so much love for these people! I love them so much. I am so grateful that I am so connected to the source of love within me. So very grateful.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
day 17
I am letting go, I am letting go of the desire to control. I am letting things fall apart and be built again anew, in a perfect way, fulfilling my true desires leading to my perfect health and true happiness.
And so it is.
I am so grateful today because I will be a star at this meeting. I am extremely grateful for being able to sleep 8 hours today. So grateful. I am also grateful that I discovered the secret to help me sleep - being in the water. Thank you. I am so grateful. My heart is filled with gratitude and love.
And so it is.
I am so grateful today because I will be a star at this meeting. I am extremely grateful for being able to sleep 8 hours today. So grateful. I am also grateful that I discovered the secret to help me sleep - being in the water. Thank you. I am so grateful. My heart is filled with gratitude and love.
Monday, February 2, 2009
day 16
I have the power to change my own life by manifesting ONLY what I want to have in my life. I am the source of my power,I am the powerful creator of my life. I am the one fulfilling all of my needs and desires.
I am so grateful today because I had a fantastic weekend in Germany, experienced the adventure of being in a nudist spa. It made me feel so alive! I am so grateful.
I watched Benjamin Button the movie and am so grateful for the reminder that our life is so precious, so fleeting, that every moment is so precious and we do not have a moment to waste. Not a second to waste!!! I needed that reminder.
My heart is filled with gratitude that I was able to help my client that called me on Thursday. My heart is filled with gratitude that one more person signed up for my workshop, so now i have 5 participants in total. My heart is filled with gratitude and love for these people. I am sending them love right now, from my heart. I am enveloping all of them and all my future clients, all of the humanity in a pink light of love. I can see them all inside this heart shaped bubble.
I am sending a lot of love to the people who will come to see me in a bookstore on 14 March. I am so grateful that so many people want to see me.
I am also grateful that I can feel so much anger inside me, that it is so close that it is not suppressed, that is why I will be able to release it to the angels, release it to the universe. I am so grateful, for I have such a good life! Thank you.
I am so grateful today because I had a fantastic weekend in Germany, experienced the adventure of being in a nudist spa. It made me feel so alive! I am so grateful.
I watched Benjamin Button the movie and am so grateful for the reminder that our life is so precious, so fleeting, that every moment is so precious and we do not have a moment to waste. Not a second to waste!!! I needed that reminder.
My heart is filled with gratitude that I was able to help my client that called me on Thursday. My heart is filled with gratitude that one more person signed up for my workshop, so now i have 5 participants in total. My heart is filled with gratitude and love for these people. I am sending them love right now, from my heart. I am enveloping all of them and all my future clients, all of the humanity in a pink light of love. I can see them all inside this heart shaped bubble.
I am sending a lot of love to the people who will come to see me in a bookstore on 14 March. I am so grateful that so many people want to see me.
I am also grateful that I can feel so much anger inside me, that it is so close that it is not suppressed, that is why I will be able to release it to the angels, release it to the universe. I am so grateful, for I have such a good life! Thank you.
my suspicion
I have a suspicion that me not being able to sleep is due to stress and workload. I may not realize I am stressed but I suspect it may be the case. Now I spent a fantastic weekend in Germany, going to the spa 2 times and I slept almost like a baby.
I am so grateful I had a fantastic weekend. We went to this nudist spa - it was not planned, but was so liberating feeling of swimming in the nude. I was scared at the beginning, was shy but then I was still shy, but I went for it. it was a very tranquil spa where I enjoyed going from one sauna to another. It was great being in a hot spa and then coming out naked outside in the cold (1 degree Celsius) air.
I am so grateful for having such a wonderful weekend!
I am so grateful I had a fantastic weekend. We went to this nudist spa - it was not planned, but was so liberating feeling of swimming in the nude. I was scared at the beginning, was shy but then I was still shy, but I went for it. it was a very tranquil spa where I enjoyed going from one sauna to another. It was great being in a hot spa and then coming out naked outside in the cold (1 degree Celsius) air.
I am so grateful for having such a wonderful weekend!
Thursday, January 29, 2009
God please help me!
God please help me to enjoy what I have instead of being bitter that I do not have something! Please help me heal my anger, please take it away, give me peace. Please give me peace about living here until it is my time to leave.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
day 15
I am my own supply,I can manifest anything I want, without limitation. I am grateful today that I have so much energy. I am grateful that I can function today, that I have so much energy. I am so grateful
I am grateful that I have an appointment with a specialist today.I know he is going to help me.I am grateful that I am in touch with the source of love inside me. I am full of love and gratitude!
I am grateful that I have an appointment with a specialist today.I know he is going to help me.I am grateful that I am in touch with the source of love inside me. I am full of love and gratitude!
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
day 14
I am my supply. I supply anything I need; therefore it is not possible for me to have needs or unmet desires.
I am so grateful today. I had a great day. We solved an important problem we had in April, and now we can relax in April. I am grateful because I have 4 participants for my course, another one just emailed me today, I know her, she is so nice. I am so happy that these people are coming and I can help them. I am so grateful. Gratitude fills my heart. Really, truly. Thank you.
I am grateful that my appointment with the doctor is tomorrow. I know that I will be helped and I am truly grateful for this. Thank you.
I am so grateful today. I had a great day. We solved an important problem we had in April, and now we can relax in April. I am grateful because I have 4 participants for my course, another one just emailed me today, I know her, she is so nice. I am so happy that these people are coming and I can help them. I am so grateful. Gratitude fills my heart. Really, truly. Thank you.
I am grateful that my appointment with the doctor is tomorrow. I know that I will be helped and I am truly grateful for this. Thank you.
Monday, January 26, 2009
day 13
My consciousness is filled with the light of truth that I am a master manifester and can manifest any reality I want.
I am very grateful for today. I had a fantastic day together with H. Today (actually yesterday) we had an honest conversation about our future and I told him that he needs to think about what he wants. If he can accept my flaws, and make our relationship more committed and if he cant do that, he needs to let me go.He said that he needs time to think about that. I am so grateful that this is out in the open now and that I said what i wanted.
I am also very grateful because my ad at the bookstore is posted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So there is now a link with info about me, my services and my website and also the date, 14 March when i am giving readings. Whooo - hoooo. I am so grateful and happy about that.
I am also very grateful that my website is almost complete and I found the text color for the website and it is gray, like the color of angel feathers. I am so greateful, so excited!!!!!!!! It is starting for me, I am so grateful.
My client is going to call me this Thursday, I am so grateful for this. Thank you! Thank you!!!
I am very grateful for today. I had a fantastic day together with H. Today (actually yesterday) we had an honest conversation about our future and I told him that he needs to think about what he wants. If he can accept my flaws, and make our relationship more committed and if he cant do that, he needs to let me go.He said that he needs time to think about that. I am so grateful that this is out in the open now and that I said what i wanted.
I am also very grateful because my ad at the bookstore is posted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So there is now a link with info about me, my services and my website and also the date, 14 March when i am giving readings. Whooo - hoooo. I am so grateful and happy about that.
I am also very grateful that my website is almost complete and I found the text color for the website and it is gray, like the color of angel feathers. I am so greateful, so excited!!!!!!!! It is starting for me, I am so grateful.
My client is going to call me this Thursday, I am so grateful for this. Thank you! Thank you!!!
Saturday, January 24, 2009
day 12
I am the master manifester. I am filled with love for everything in the universe, divine love is filling up my heart. All I need to do is to focus on this love and the source of the love, and things will come to me themselves. They will come to me easily and effortlessly.
I am grateful for today because I got 9 hours of sleep at night. I am grateful because I have been enjoying him so much today and yesterday. I am grateful because I am going to my mother in law's where I can paint my angels. I am grateful it is finally a weekend and I can enjoy myself. Thank you.
I am also grateful that I found out about this theater workshop that I will attend in 2 weeks, I want to be in a play, so will manifest that. So grateful for today, for being in the now, for feeling gratitude and love in my heart.
I am grateful for today because I got 9 hours of sleep at night. I am grateful because I have been enjoying him so much today and yesterday. I am grateful because I am going to my mother in law's where I can paint my angels. I am grateful it is finally a weekend and I can enjoy myself. Thank you.
I am also grateful that I found out about this theater workshop that I will attend in 2 weeks, I want to be in a play, so will manifest that. So grateful for today, for being in the now, for feeling gratitude and love in my heart.
Friday, January 23, 2009
day 11
I am God, I am creator, and I am very very grateful and full of love. I am very grateful for the day I had today. Iam grateful that my job gives me such flexibility that I can work from home. I am grateful that I slept 8 hours today and slept 1 hour in the afternoon.
I am very grateful for the delicious soup I had today. I am very grateful that H is coming and I am picking him up. I am grateful that his mom is going to cook special meal for me.
I am grateful that I have this life. I am grateful that I was so eficient today and shopped, bought what I needed to buy and now can rest and then drive to the airport. I am grateful for the information that came through today. Thank you, thank you! I am grateful that my angel practice is taking off. Thank you.
I am grateful that my heart is filled with love, love for myself and for my clients and for the world.
I am very grateful for the delicious soup I had today. I am very grateful that H is coming and I am picking him up. I am grateful that his mom is going to cook special meal for me.
I am grateful that I have this life. I am grateful that I was so eficient today and shopped, bought what I needed to buy and now can rest and then drive to the airport. I am grateful for the information that came through today. Thank you, thank you! I am grateful that my angel practice is taking off. Thank you.
I am grateful that my heart is filled with love, love for myself and for my clients and for the world.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Day 10
I keep the faith, I trust that I am the master manifester and create my own universe and my own reality.
I trust that God is taking care of me in the best possible way, arranging things for my highest good. I trust that my intuition is leading me to where I was meant to go.
I am very very grateful that my heart is open. I feel love, so much love. I have so much love to the woman who contacted me today: I feel so much compassion, I want to help her, guide her, as she feels stuck, I want to guide her so that she could see the sun, feel hopeful and happy again. I am grateful that I had a good meeting with my colleague and my boss, we discuss that I will off load the projects I do not like and get the project that I want. I am grateful that I left work early today and grateful I had enough energy to do yoga. I am grateful that even though this was the first time in almost 2 months that I did yoga, my body was still flexible and remembered things quickly. I am grateful that I was calm and collected after my yoga class. I am grateful that the woman emailed me back and now we can make an appointment. I am grateful tomorrow is friday and then it is the weekend again. Whoo hoo!!
I trust that God is taking care of me in the best possible way, arranging things for my highest good. I trust that my intuition is leading me to where I was meant to go.
I am very very grateful that my heart is open. I feel love, so much love. I have so much love to the woman who contacted me today: I feel so much compassion, I want to help her, guide her, as she feels stuck, I want to guide her so that she could see the sun, feel hopeful and happy again. I am grateful that I had a good meeting with my colleague and my boss, we discuss that I will off load the projects I do not like and get the project that I want. I am grateful that I left work early today and grateful I had enough energy to do yoga. I am grateful that even though this was the first time in almost 2 months that I did yoga, my body was still flexible and remembered things quickly. I am grateful that I was calm and collected after my yoga class. I am grateful that the woman emailed me back and now we can make an appointment. I am grateful tomorrow is friday and then it is the weekend again. Whoo hoo!!
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Reading for myself 20.1.09
I asked how my workshop in March will go and got three cards.
1. Golden opportunity - your prayers have been answered.
"it will go well. Things are happening NOW. The time is now. You are ready. It will go well. You will make an impression. They will want more, more and more. It wil pick up like fire, angel circles everywhere. You will have followers, many followers, here, in this country and in Russia. (? not 100 % sure about Russia).
It will be a success.
2. Trust your intuition - listen to your inner wisdon and trust its validity.
I had a feeling I need to use a candle and manifestation technique at my workshop.
"Trust your intuition completely. It is leading you to the right place where your heart's desires will be manifested. Do not hold back your desires, manifest them, anything is possible.
Your child is coming to you, out of the blue, when you least expect it. Let go of the old, of the now, of your old life and it will come to you. You will recover. The hair will grow back. The memory will return completely. Trust in your intuition, keep your heart open.
3. Gratitude - Focus on what is positive in your life and you will attract more positive situations.
"Focus on positive things and more things are coming to you - more students who are interested in my teachings. You will have many followers. Focus on the positives. Be grateful, be happy. The happier you are, the more positives you will attract. Go on the radio" - and got the name of the radiostation I need to be on.
Thank you, angels, so much for this. I am so grateful to you, for your presence in my life.
1. Golden opportunity - your prayers have been answered.
"it will go well. Things are happening NOW. The time is now. You are ready. It will go well. You will make an impression. They will want more, more and more. It wil pick up like fire, angel circles everywhere. You will have followers, many followers, here, in this country and in Russia. (? not 100 % sure about Russia).
It will be a success.
2. Trust your intuition - listen to your inner wisdon and trust its validity.
I had a feeling I need to use a candle and manifestation technique at my workshop.
"Trust your intuition completely. It is leading you to the right place where your heart's desires will be manifested. Do not hold back your desires, manifest them, anything is possible.
Your child is coming to you, out of the blue, when you least expect it. Let go of the old, of the now, of your old life and it will come to you. You will recover. The hair will grow back. The memory will return completely. Trust in your intuition, keep your heart open.
3. Gratitude - Focus on what is positive in your life and you will attract more positive situations.
"Focus on positive things and more things are coming to you - more students who are interested in my teachings. You will have many followers. Focus on the positives. Be grateful, be happy. The happier you are, the more positives you will attract. Go on the radio" - and got the name of the radiostation I need to be on.
Thank you, angels, so much for this. I am so grateful to you, for your presence in my life.
day 9
I am totally fulfilled because I manifest anything I want. I effortlessly, easily and continuously manifest the reality I want for myself, manifest what my heart desires.
All I need to do is manifest, focus on waht I want, then relax and TRUST.
I am very grateful today. I had a fantastic day. I had a very productive day. I accomplished so much. I am very grateful that I had a lot of energy, so much that I exercized for 40 minutes. I am also grateful because I left my card somewhere else and they let me into the gym without it.
I am also very grateful because my meeting on 3 February is all set, and things are in perfectly divine order for that meeting. I am also grateful because my workshop is all set and my friend is going to get me participants. She said all i need to do is relax and bring myself and my angels and she and her friend will bring participants.
I am also grateful that my event at the bookstore is all set too, on 14. March. I got a message that there will be many people, waiting in line to get a reading from me. I am extremely grateful that things are now picking up and the timing is perfect for this and I feel so much love towards these people. I love them so much, I want to help them so much.
I am also extremely grateful that today I got an email with a request for a phone reading. Isnt this amazing?? I am so grateful for this. So very grateful. Thank you. Thank you. I am so grateful.
I am also grateful that I got this appointment with a specialist so soon, next week. So grateful for that.
I am also grateful to my teacher, S. I got a message that the reason why I need to take her channeling class is to learn to be happy. And it is true. My guide is teaching me to be happy, he is leading me towards happiness.
One does not need to be healthy and does not need to have a child, a family or money to be happy. This is such a simple truth, I wish I knew it before, but I am so grateful that I know this now.
All I need to do is manifest, focus on waht I want, then relax and TRUST.
I am very grateful today. I had a fantastic day. I had a very productive day. I accomplished so much. I am very grateful that I had a lot of energy, so much that I exercized for 40 minutes. I am also grateful because I left my card somewhere else and they let me into the gym without it.
I am also very grateful because my meeting on 3 February is all set, and things are in perfectly divine order for that meeting. I am also grateful because my workshop is all set and my friend is going to get me participants. She said all i need to do is relax and bring myself and my angels and she and her friend will bring participants.
I am also grateful that my event at the bookstore is all set too, on 14. March. I got a message that there will be many people, waiting in line to get a reading from me. I am extremely grateful that things are now picking up and the timing is perfect for this and I feel so much love towards these people. I love them so much, I want to help them so much.
I am also extremely grateful that today I got an email with a request for a phone reading. Isnt this amazing?? I am so grateful for this. So very grateful. Thank you. Thank you. I am so grateful.
I am also grateful that I got this appointment with a specialist so soon, next week. So grateful for that.
I am also grateful to my teacher, S. I got a message that the reason why I need to take her channeling class is to learn to be happy. And it is true. My guide is teaching me to be happy, he is leading me towards happiness.
One does not need to be healthy and does not need to have a child, a family or money to be happy. This is such a simple truth, I wish I knew it before, but I am so grateful that I know this now.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Day 8
My consciousness of the spirit of God within me is my unlimited source of all. That means I can manifest any reality I want, including the best reality, including my heart's desires. I can manifest those easily and effortlessly, as long as I believe, am aware, and am not afraid to receive.All I need to do is be aware and believe and I shall receive anything i want.
I am so grateful for today. I had a fantastic day again. I finalized the agenda for my meeting in 2 weeks, all the guests are coming, then I meet a friend for coffee/desert and we had a fantastic time together. I am grateful for having a lot of energy to do this, and grateful that people are very interested in what I am doing with regard to my spiritual stuff. I am grateful that I had a lot of energy today and was in a good mood, especially after lunch. I am so grateful.
I was so grateful that I was able to help H with his resume and that he was grateful for my help.I am grateful that I was able to sleep today until 8:30 and showed up for work at 10:30. I am grateful t hat m y schedule is so flexible allowing me to do what I want.
I am grateful that I was informed about a meeting taking place in Russia, so I can learn more about what happens there. I had a very nice desert today, a suffle, I am grateful that I was able to enjoy every bite (I am glad it was small though :))
I am love, love, pure love. My heart is filled with love and I am very grateful that I am so in touch with it and that my heart is so open and receiving.
I got some good news from my friend, the summer Butterfly and I am so grateful for her presence in my life. So grateful!
I am so grateful for today. I had a fantastic day again. I finalized the agenda for my meeting in 2 weeks, all the guests are coming, then I meet a friend for coffee/desert and we had a fantastic time together. I am grateful for having a lot of energy to do this, and grateful that people are very interested in what I am doing with regard to my spiritual stuff. I am grateful that I had a lot of energy today and was in a good mood, especially after lunch. I am so grateful.
I was so grateful that I was able to help H with his resume and that he was grateful for my help.I am grateful that I was able to sleep today until 8:30 and showed up for work at 10:30. I am grateful t hat m y schedule is so flexible allowing me to do what I want.
I am grateful that I was informed about a meeting taking place in Russia, so I can learn more about what happens there. I had a very nice desert today, a suffle, I am grateful that I was able to enjoy every bite (I am glad it was small though :))
I am love, love, pure love. My heart is filled with love and I am very grateful that I am so in touch with it and that my heart is so open and receiving.
I got some good news from my friend, the summer Butterfly and I am so grateful for her presence in my life. So grateful!
Monday, January 19, 2009
day 7
I am confident in letting go and trying to control things. I am confident that I can TRUST. Trust in God that he is arranging things for me for my best good and TRUST my intuition or my inner guidance that it is guiding me in the right direction. I trust my guidance, I trust what I feel, see, know and hear.
I trust that only everything good will happen to me, that I will be guided to the best possible solution for me, always. I am very grateful for that, very very grateful. My heart is filled with gratitude.
I trust that only everything good will happen to me, that I will be guided to the best possible solution for me, always. I am very grateful for that, very very grateful. My heart is filled with gratitude.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Day 6
All my needs and desires are constantly fulfilled, they are always meet. Everything I want is always given to me because I am a master manifester and I show this principle of manifestation in action.
I am very grateful today as I had a fantastic day. I talked to these wonderful people who missed me very much. I had a nice day at the gym, had enough energy to swim, had enough energy to exercise. I had a nice day interacting with my classmates. I really enjoyed being in the pool today as I manifested that I will be completely alone there. Feeling this water washing me off and carrying me was an experience I am really grateful for.
Yesterday I was so grateful that I went to this klezmer concert, Klezmerfobia. The singer was fantastic, as well as the band. It was an unforgettable experience. While they played I thought about my grandparents speaking Yiddish in my childhood home, how much I miss them, in particular, my grandmother. I thought about this song that we used to play at home, Yiddische liddle. I liked it so much. Then she sang Yiddishe mame, and the tears started pouring from my cheeks. I was so touched. It was something that was coming from one Jewish soul to another, very special. Then they started playing other songs and my feet started moving by themselves. I spent 2 hours dancing and jumping and I was ohh - so very happy. I kept thinking how grateful I was for this experience, it was truly moving and unforgettable at the same time.
I am very grateful that I went to this concert.
Today I had this fantastic pumpkin soup for lunch, I was so grateful that I enjoyed it so much, I also enjoyed the bread very much. Tomorrow I look forward to eat the chicken I cooked for myself.
My gratitude is filling my heart, love is filling my heart. I have such a great life, such a fantastic life!
I am very grateful today as I had a fantastic day. I talked to these wonderful people who missed me very much. I had a nice day at the gym, had enough energy to swim, had enough energy to exercise. I had a nice day interacting with my classmates. I really enjoyed being in the pool today as I manifested that I will be completely alone there. Feeling this water washing me off and carrying me was an experience I am really grateful for.
Yesterday I was so grateful that I went to this klezmer concert, Klezmerfobia. The singer was fantastic, as well as the band. It was an unforgettable experience. While they played I thought about my grandparents speaking Yiddish in my childhood home, how much I miss them, in particular, my grandmother. I thought about this song that we used to play at home, Yiddische liddle. I liked it so much. Then she sang Yiddishe mame, and the tears started pouring from my cheeks. I was so touched. It was something that was coming from one Jewish soul to another, very special. Then they started playing other songs and my feet started moving by themselves. I spent 2 hours dancing and jumping and I was ohh - so very happy. I kept thinking how grateful I was for this experience, it was truly moving and unforgettable at the same time.
I am very grateful that I went to this concert.
Today I had this fantastic pumpkin soup for lunch, I was so grateful that I enjoyed it so much, I also enjoyed the bread very much. Tomorrow I look forward to eat the chicken I cooked for myself.
My gratitude is filling my heart, love is filling my heart. I have such a great life, such a fantastic life!
Saturday, January 17, 2009
DAY 5
I am my own supply. Since my consciousness of this is unlimited, my supply is also unlimited. I manifest my own reality in whatever way I want to create it. This means that I am a creator of my own life and reality.
My gratitude is unlimited today as I had a fantastic day, was able to exercise and swim for 40 minutes. I am extremely grateful that I had so much energy today. On the way back from the gym, I listed to jazz tunes and decided to check out what is playing at the jazzhouse today and was suprized to see that it was a Klezmer band. I sent my mom to see you and i guess i manifested that I can see one too. Here it is a rarity, or so I thought.
I am extremely grateful for this, and look forward to the concert.
Additionally, a letter came from the hospital showing that there is a problem with my pancreas. I am so grateful for this as I am getting closer to being cured. I was told that I will be cured in the spring, after a surgery. I am extremely grateful that I am being lead to perfect health.
In addition, I did not feel like going to my healing class today and I am grateful to myself that I did not go. I am grateful that I did not push myself. Today it was a nice day. I am grateful that the sun was shining. I am grateful that H stayed home and I could relax although I did miss him.
I am grateful that I made my mother happy as she really enjoyed the klezmer concert I sent her to.
I am grateful that they let me know a reading all day on 7 March at the bookstore. So grateful. Happiness is filling my heart that I can proceed with my mission. I got this information that I should be on the radio here, and need to find a radio station that I can go to. I am so grateful for my connection with the divine. I am grateful that I am now so courageous that I listen to my intuition without questioning and trust in the information I receive. I am very grateful
My gratitude is unlimited today as I had a fantastic day, was able to exercise and swim for 40 minutes. I am extremely grateful that I had so much energy today. On the way back from the gym, I listed to jazz tunes and decided to check out what is playing at the jazzhouse today and was suprized to see that it was a Klezmer band. I sent my mom to see you and i guess i manifested that I can see one too. Here it is a rarity, or so I thought.
I am extremely grateful for this, and look forward to the concert.
Additionally, a letter came from the hospital showing that there is a problem with my pancreas. I am so grateful for this as I am getting closer to being cured. I was told that I will be cured in the spring, after a surgery. I am extremely grateful that I am being lead to perfect health.
In addition, I did not feel like going to my healing class today and I am grateful to myself that I did not go. I am grateful that I did not push myself. Today it was a nice day. I am grateful that the sun was shining. I am grateful that H stayed home and I could relax although I did miss him.
I am grateful that I made my mother happy as she really enjoyed the klezmer concert I sent her to.
I am grateful that they let me know a reading all day on 7 March at the bookstore. So grateful. Happiness is filling my heart that I can proceed with my mission. I got this information that I should be on the radio here, and need to find a radio station that I can go to. I am so grateful for my connection with the divine. I am grateful that I am now so courageous that I listen to my intuition without questioning and trust in the information I receive. I am very grateful
little news
forgot if I posted this, but third week of Feb is my workshop. Still waiting for dates confirmation but it is a done deal pretty much. Then, I am going to sign up for a reading day at the metaphysical bookstore on 7 March. Yahooo!!!!!!!!!
Then I did say to H that his boss, End. guy will be impressed. H ran into him on Friday and impressed him. My information was that he will get promoted again, let's see.
Then I did say to H that his boss, End. guy will be impressed. H ran into him on Friday and impressed him. My information was that he will get promoted again, let's see.
Friday, January 16, 2009
day 4
I am Christ himself. I am connected to him, to the Divine, as my soul is divine. This soul has unlimited powers and can create anything it wants.
Now I am focusing on gratitude and love and manifesting a lot of gratitude and love in my life. I am grateful for a fantastic day yesterday, where I was filled with very good ideas. I am grateful for having a lot of energy yesterday and being able to go to the gym. I am grateful for being able to swim and enjoying every minute of being in the water. I am grateful for being guided to the water by 2 clairvoyants and of course my mother.
I am happy and grateful is going well, that I am able to stay and home to day and work from home. I am grateful for all the riches I have in my life. I have enough money until the end of the month, very grateful for that. Iam grateful for having a roof over my head. I am grateful for being able to afford nice things. I am grateful for having friends who are helping me. I am grateful to have H's mother who is also helping me.I have got so much help from her. I am very grateful that I have this chance to do this workshop, so very grateful! I am grateful for being able to feel love in my heart and for being connected to my feelings.
I am full of love, my heart is full of love, I feel this love and my clients feel it too.I am loving, I am love itself. I am mother love. I have felt this motherly love inside my chest to my clients who will take my workshop. I am giving them motherly love, the love from the divine that is pouring out of my heart.
Now I am focusing on gratitude and love and manifesting a lot of gratitude and love in my life. I am grateful for a fantastic day yesterday, where I was filled with very good ideas. I am grateful for having a lot of energy yesterday and being able to go to the gym. I am grateful for being able to swim and enjoying every minute of being in the water. I am grateful for being guided to the water by 2 clairvoyants and of course my mother.
I am happy and grateful is going well, that I am able to stay and home to day and work from home. I am grateful for all the riches I have in my life. I have enough money until the end of the month, very grateful for that. Iam grateful for having a roof over my head. I am grateful for being able to afford nice things. I am grateful for having friends who are helping me. I am grateful to have H's mother who is also helping me.I have got so much help from her. I am very grateful that I have this chance to do this workshop, so very grateful! I am grateful for being able to feel love in my heart and for being connected to my feelings.
I am full of love, my heart is full of love, I feel this love and my clients feel it too.I am loving, I am love itself. I am mother love. I have felt this motherly love inside my chest to my clients who will take my workshop. I am giving them motherly love, the love from the divine that is pouring out of my heart.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Day 3
All I need to be is conscious of the truth that i am divine, that I am a master manifester and it is the truth. I am divine, I am a master manifester creating her own fantastic reality, creating her own dream life. I am so grateful as my life is a dream. It is as good as it gets.
I have a very good day today ahead of me, I have a lot of energy, going to swim later, meeting with a friend. I manifested a swimming companion for myself, not one, but two. My friend and her little son. I am very grateful. I have enough money until the end of the month which is what I have manifested. I am very grateful for this. I have manifested that I will make a perfect invitation to my workshop and I did. I manifested that I am taking care of my mother, and I did. I called her about this Yiddish song concert that is taking place near her home. She was so happy. I am so grateful that I have this opportunity to give to her, instead of just receiving.
I am so grateful for H as he is arranging this trip for us to Switzerland. He is taking care of all the details. I am very grateful. My heart is filled with gratitude.
I am grateful that I came up with this idea to invite supply people to the meeting. So grateful that my brain is working better now. Gratitude is really filling me for everything that is going well in my life.
All I have inside me is love and gratitude. Love, love, pure love.
I have a very good day today ahead of me, I have a lot of energy, going to swim later, meeting with a friend. I manifested a swimming companion for myself, not one, but two. My friend and her little son. I am very grateful. I have enough money until the end of the month which is what I have manifested. I am very grateful for this. I have manifested that I will make a perfect invitation to my workshop and I did. I manifested that I am taking care of my mother, and I did. I called her about this Yiddish song concert that is taking place near her home. She was so happy. I am so grateful that I have this opportunity to give to her, instead of just receiving.
I am so grateful for H as he is arranging this trip for us to Switzerland. He is taking care of all the details. I am very grateful. My heart is filled with gratitude.
I am grateful that I came up with this idea to invite supply people to the meeting. So grateful that my brain is working better now. Gratitude is really filling me for everything that is going well in my life.
All I have inside me is love and gratitude. Love, love, pure love.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
day 2 of PP
I am divine, I am aware of the truth that the purpose of my soul is to know that I am the source and substance of all. That means that I can manifest anything I want, any reality I want, easily and effortlessly.
I chose to manifest gratitude in my life, gratitude for all I have. I have so much. Yesterday I had a fantastic day. I am grateful for that. I am going to BUdapest, bought a ticket to see Evgeni Onegin, I am very grateful for that and very very excited. My job is interesting, they pay me well, my colleague is good, I am grateful for that. I am very grateful.
I am grateful that I have an opportunity to travel and see the world. I am grateful for being able to channel well. I am very grateful that JJ is helping me organize a public angel reading. She seems very excited to help me and I am too and very grateful. I am very grateful that my mother is self-sufficient and healthy, so grateful. I am so grateful that it is such a pleasure for me to talk to her. She is so delightful.
I am very grateful that I am so in touch with my emotions and feeling, so grateful that my heart is filled with love for all. I am love.
I chose to manifest gratitude in my life, gratitude for all I have. I have so much. Yesterday I had a fantastic day. I am grateful for that. I am going to BUdapest, bought a ticket to see Evgeni Onegin, I am very grateful for that and very very excited. My job is interesting, they pay me well, my colleague is good, I am grateful for that. I am very grateful.
I am grateful that I have an opportunity to travel and see the world. I am grateful for being able to channel well. I am very grateful that JJ is helping me organize a public angel reading. She seems very excited to help me and I am too and very grateful. I am very grateful that my mother is self-sufficient and healthy, so grateful. I am so grateful that it is such a pleasure for me to talk to her. She is so delightful.
I am very grateful that I am so in touch with my emotions and feeling, so grateful that my heart is filled with love for all. I am love.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Day 1 of prosperity plan
I am God, I am part of the divine, the god inside me is my reality. This god within me is all providing which means that I can manifest any reality I choose. I manifest easily and effortlessly because I am part of the divine.
I manifest gratitude in my life, I am grateful for living here as it lead me to be spiritual, to connect with the divine, to give depth and meaning to my life, to take away the struggles. I am very grateful. My gratitude is huge because I have an interesting job, great boss, nice people around me who take care of me, a lot of clients who love to come to me and because I have so much love. I am totally totally connected to the source of love within me. My heart is very open and has a lot of love inside. I am very grateful for this. Thank you.
I manifest gratitude in my life, I am grateful for living here as it lead me to be spiritual, to connect with the divine, to give depth and meaning to my life, to take away the struggles. I am very grateful. My gratitude is huge because I have an interesting job, great boss, nice people around me who take care of me, a lot of clients who love to come to me and because I have so much love. I am totally totally connected to the source of love within me. My heart is very open and has a lot of love inside. I am very grateful for this. Thank you.
Monday, January 12, 2009
new start of prosperity plan
I will do prosperity plan for 40 days again, starting with day one, and will start tomorrow.
reading for H yesterday
I did a reading for H yesterday. I realized that he is not the right client for me and that I should not do readings for him any more.
I need to save my energy for real clients. However, he is upset that he now has to share his office with 2 older women -dragons. And I told him that one of them will be sick. Today he emailed me that one of them is sick.
A couple of other things:
he will get promoted
He will stay at this job at least for 3-6 months longer
What I see is that one of his bosses either B or the other one E, will be impressed.
I told him that he needs to contact some people in Brussels to start off his new activities and he did told me that he thought about contacting some investment guys in Brussels to help him with how he should proceed.
He has a meeting with a guy from Luxemburg who is also doing smth similar to what H is doing, but for the whole company. And I said to him, be careful how much of this you take in.
I told him to get closer to E, and that this job is a temporary one. He will be gone. He will start the process but i was not sure he would be there to finish it. I said that he needs to use this job for networking only, only for his purpose. Perhaps this networking will help him get a new job.
The rest I cant remember what I said.
I need to save my energy for real clients. However, he is upset that he now has to share his office with 2 older women -dragons. And I told him that one of them will be sick. Today he emailed me that one of them is sick.
A couple of other things:
he will get promoted
He will stay at this job at least for 3-6 months longer
What I see is that one of his bosses either B or the other one E, will be impressed.
I told him that he needs to contact some people in Brussels to start off his new activities and he did told me that he thought about contacting some investment guys in Brussels to help him with how he should proceed.
He has a meeting with a guy from Luxemburg who is also doing smth similar to what H is doing, but for the whole company. And I said to him, be careful how much of this you take in.
I told him to get closer to E, and that this job is a temporary one. He will be gone. He will start the process but i was not sure he would be there to finish it. I said that he needs to use this job for networking only, only for his purpose. Perhaps this networking will help him get a new job.
The rest I cant remember what I said.
day 60
Guilty, I missed 2 days of blogging with this.
I keep my mind and thoughts off this world, and I place my entire focus on God within as the only cause of my prosperity i acknowledge the inner presence as the only activity in my financial activities, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the principle of abundance in action within me now.
All I need to do is believe and trust and manifest. I need to believe that I am part of the divine, with powers to manifest the outcomes I desire without a doubt. If I want to have abundance or love or a child or my hair growing, all I need to do is manifest.
All I need to do right now is to fill my heart with gratitude and love. Gratitude for the riches and good life and good health that I have today. I am so grateful that I had a very nice day today, that I am becoming more productive, that I enjoyed my swimming session today. I am grateful that I have a wonderful boss and great colleagues. Very grateful that I am able to enjoy life and travelling so much. It is exciting and I am very grateful for my life.
I am also full of love -for my clients, for H, for my mom, and most importantly, for myself.
I keep my mind and thoughts off this world, and I place my entire focus on God within as the only cause of my prosperity i acknowledge the inner presence as the only activity in my financial activities, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the principle of abundance in action within me now.
All I need to do is believe and trust and manifest. I need to believe that I am part of the divine, with powers to manifest the outcomes I desire without a doubt. If I want to have abundance or love or a child or my hair growing, all I need to do is manifest.
All I need to do right now is to fill my heart with gratitude and love. Gratitude for the riches and good life and good health that I have today. I am so grateful that I had a very nice day today, that I am becoming more productive, that I enjoyed my swimming session today. I am grateful that I have a wonderful boss and great colleagues. Very grateful that I am able to enjoy life and travelling so much. It is exciting and I am very grateful for my life.
I am also full of love -for my clients, for H, for my mom, and most importantly, for myself.
Friday, January 9, 2009
day 59
When I am aware of the God's self within me as my total fulfilment, then I am totally fulfilled. I am now aware of this truth. I now found the secret of life and I relax in the knowledge that the activity of divine abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, this radiation of creative energy which is continuously, easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my divine consciousness. I am now aware, I am now in the flow.
All I need to do is be aware that I am a master manifester that can easily, effortlessly and continuously create my own reality. I am a creator since I create my own reality every moment of my life. Therefore, I am consiously focusing on the positive outcomes that I want to create in my life - happiness and love. Yes, I am very happy today and am eternally grateful because my life cannot be any better than it is right now. Things are happening for me. I am in the flow now, all I need to do is follow my intuition and I will arrive to the destination I choose.
My heart is filled with love and gratitude. Yes, I am eternally grateful for what I have in my life today - H, my mother, my friends who are helping me and support me every step of the way and my job that is pretty interesting and will lead me to Russia which is where my destiny lies. I am grateful that I am able to be a good channel for my clients and channel information to them and love. I am grateful that my heart is open for them and radiates love. I am grateful that they feel this love and send it back to me, so that there is a flow. I am in the flow now and I am very grateful for this.
All I need to do is be aware that I am a master manifester that can easily, effortlessly and continuously create my own reality. I am a creator since I create my own reality every moment of my life. Therefore, I am consiously focusing on the positive outcomes that I want to create in my life - happiness and love. Yes, I am very happy today and am eternally grateful because my life cannot be any better than it is right now. Things are happening for me. I am in the flow now, all I need to do is follow my intuition and I will arrive to the destination I choose.
My heart is filled with love and gratitude. Yes, I am eternally grateful for what I have in my life today - H, my mother, my friends who are helping me and support me every step of the way and my job that is pretty interesting and will lead me to Russia which is where my destiny lies. I am grateful that I am able to be a good channel for my clients and channel information to them and love. I am grateful that my heart is open for them and radiates love. I am grateful that they feel this love and send it back to me, so that there is a flow. I am in the flow now and I am very grateful for this.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
day 58 of prosperity plan
My consiousness of the spirit of God within me as my unlimited source is the divine power to restore the years..(cant understand), to make all thigs new, to let me up to the high road of abundant prosperity. This awareness, understanding, and knowledge of spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could possibly desire.
All I need to do is to be counscious of the divine love, inside of me, outside of me, everywhere, and things will flow. All I need to do is to focus on that love, coming from my heart chakra to the universe, sending love to every single being and creature. There is nothing more, but love, unconditional love, love everywhere. I love everyone, I am grateful for everything. Everything. everything in my life has been a lesson that I am eternally grateful for. Most of all, I am grateful for my intuition (or the voices of my angels) that is continuingly guiding me where I need to go. I am grateful for my ability and courage to listen to that voice. Thank YOU.
All I need to do is to be counscious of the divine love, inside of me, outside of me, everywhere, and things will flow. All I need to do is to focus on that love, coming from my heart chakra to the universe, sending love to every single being and creature. There is nothing more, but love, unconditional love, love everywhere. I love everyone, I am grateful for everything. Everything. everything in my life has been a lesson that I am eternally grateful for. Most of all, I am grateful for my intuition (or the voices of my angels) that is continuingly guiding me where I need to go. I am grateful for my ability and courage to listen to that voice. Thank YOU.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
new test results
Ok, got new test results the ones I did in the states. I knew it that if I lived in the states, they would have discovered the problem already.
My total iron is too high, % transferrin saturation is too high and another parameter is too low. Also the RDW is decreased as well. Ferritin is normal however.
Maybe it is iron overload -hemochromatosis. At least it gives me something I can go back to my doctor with and demand more investigations. Something IS happening, it is not what they told me "lack of balance". I am sure it is some kind of very rare problems which these people here are not so good at figuring out but with my intuition, I will help them and myself.
Some of the symptoms are there: hair loss, bronzing of the skin, etc.
I jusst did a kinesiology on this and it does seem to be iron overload although not chemochromatosis and it looks like the treatment for me will not be blod letting; instead, they will find a reason for this abnormality.
My total iron is too high, % transferrin saturation is too high and another parameter is too low. Also the RDW is decreased as well. Ferritin is normal however.
Maybe it is iron overload -hemochromatosis. At least it gives me something I can go back to my doctor with and demand more investigations. Something IS happening, it is not what they told me "lack of balance". I am sure it is some kind of very rare problems which these people here are not so good at figuring out but with my intuition, I will help them and myself.
Some of the symptoms are there: hair loss, bronzing of the skin, etc.
I jusst did a kinesiology on this and it does seem to be iron overload although not chemochromatosis and it looks like the treatment for me will not be blod letting; instead, they will find a reason for this abnormality.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
day 57
The divine consciousness that I am is forever expressing its true nature of abundance. This is its responsibility, not mine. My only responsibility is to be aware of this truth; therefore, I am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as an abundance all-sufficiency in my life and affairs.
My only responsibility is to manifest and trust. Trust in God or the Universe fully. Trust that it will not let me down. Trust that it knows what is best for me much better than I do myself. My responsibility is to accept or ask for help in accepting things that I cannot change. My responsibility is to manifest, manifest the outcomes I want and desire. I am a master-manifester and am totally confident that I can manifest things I desire easily and effortlessly.
I am totally filled with gratitude. I am so grateful for what i have NOW, at this very moment. I am grateful for my clients who cannot wait to see me, very grateful for my husband and two beautiful children, very grateful for friends who are helping me make my angel practice a reality. THANK YOU. I am also grateful for my move to Russia which has helped me find my destiny. Thank you.
My only responsibility is to manifest and trust. Trust in God or the Universe fully. Trust that it will not let me down. Trust that it knows what is best for me much better than I do myself. My responsibility is to accept or ask for help in accepting things that I cannot change. My responsibility is to manifest, manifest the outcomes I want and desire. I am a master-manifester and am totally confident that I can manifest things I desire easily and effortlessly.
I am totally filled with gratitude. I am so grateful for what i have NOW, at this very moment. I am grateful for my clients who cannot wait to see me, very grateful for my husband and two beautiful children, very grateful for friends who are helping me make my angel practice a reality. THANK YOU. I am also grateful for my move to Russia which has helped me find my destiny. Thank you.
Go for it
This morning I asked if I should take JJ's offer to find some people for public readings and got "go for it". So I told her I want to do it, praying for calmness inside. Waiting to hear back.
Now, emailed the store, they do not let people do events, but will get back to me next week. I missed that they only have clairvoyants sitting there with whom you need to sign up for a clairvoyant session.
If they say no to my public angel readings, I want to do this too. Perhaps I should ask them already, but Shishka now says that I need to wait until next week.
Now, emailed the store, they do not let people do events, but will get back to me next week. I missed that they only have clairvoyants sitting there with whom you need to sign up for a clairvoyant session.
If they say no to my public angel readings, I want to do this too. Perhaps I should ask them already, but Shishka now says that I need to wait until next week.
Monday, January 5, 2009
space for angel readings
I think I have space for angel readings. I got a message that I need to email my friend, JJ to ask her about the space and she offered to use a space of one of the friends.
I guess this is my way in. I got a message the door is open and I need to take this first step which is to say yes to the offer and arrange it.
I guess this is my way in. I got a message the door is open and I need to take this first step which is to say yes to the offer and arrange it.
day 56
my inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form and experience according to my needs and desires.
Therefore as the principle of supply in action, it is impossible for me to have any needs or unfulfilled desires.
I am a master manifester with unlimited ability to manifest what I want according to my needs and desires. It is not possible for me to have any unfulfilled needs as I always can manifest what I want and need easily and effortlessly.
I have a lot of love that I am ready to share with the world. This love is coming from my heart and permeates my whole being. I love myself so very much. I am the apple of my eye. I feel this love coming from my heart and returning back to my heart, enveloping my whole body, my whole being. I love myself so much! I love life, I am so grateful for my life.
All I want to cultivate is a feeling of grattitude for what I have. I am so grateful that I have these people in my life. I am so grateful for having H in my life, I am so grateful for living here, as I was taught so many important lessons. I am filled with gratitude and filled with love.
I love so many people. I love my clients, I love them with my whole heart. I am grateful for being a channel of divine love from the universe to them, from me to them. I am grateful for being able to channel love, love in its purest form. My clients love me, I feel how happy they are and how loved they feel when they come to see me.
I am grateful for the angel messages I deliver as all of them are very loving messages. I am grateful for having angels in my life, so grateful.
Therefore as the principle of supply in action, it is impossible for me to have any needs or unfulfilled desires.
I am a master manifester with unlimited ability to manifest what I want according to my needs and desires. It is not possible for me to have any unfulfilled needs as I always can manifest what I want and need easily and effortlessly.
I have a lot of love that I am ready to share with the world. This love is coming from my heart and permeates my whole being. I love myself so very much. I am the apple of my eye. I feel this love coming from my heart and returning back to my heart, enveloping my whole body, my whole being. I love myself so much! I love life, I am so grateful for my life.
All I want to cultivate is a feeling of grattitude for what I have. I am so grateful that I have these people in my life. I am so grateful for having H in my life, I am so grateful for living here, as I was taught so many important lessons. I am filled with gratitude and filled with love.
I love so many people. I love my clients, I love them with my whole heart. I am grateful for being a channel of divine love from the universe to them, from me to them. I am grateful for being able to channel love, love in its purest form. My clients love me, I feel how happy they are and how loved they feel when they come to see me.
I am grateful for the angel messages I deliver as all of them are very loving messages. I am grateful for having angels in my life, so grateful.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
angel reading for myself
I did some angel readings for myself and some clairvoyance.
Asked a question about my health. Received these cards:
1. Success - a favorable outcome is assured.
Received this message that went with the card. "You will be cured, my child. In the spring, you will be alright.
Ready to move on with your life. The road is wide open for you, the road leading to Russia. The dooor is about to open. You'll move to Russia in the spring/early summer. Take nothing with you, travel light. All you need to bring is yourself and your big heart. Shishka (my guide) will be right by your side, seeing what a human eye cant see, hearing what a human ear cant hear. he will be your eyes, your ears and will help you navigate through. DO not be afriaid of anything, he will be there with you. All you need to do is to let go of your life here, for you won't be coming back. You will not be returning.
You will be cured in the spring. You will recover fully after a surgery. Perfectly healthy. The hair will start growing again and will be full and beautiful, better than before.
2. Romance angels. The angels are sending you divine light.
"You are so loved, my child, you have an army of angels by your side, romance angels, who oversee your personal happiness.All you need to do is let go of the present, and a new man will enter your life. He will enter yourlife in the spring. Do not say yes immediately, wait it out. It will turn out very well for you.
THe man is your child's father. Older man. A foreigner. Watch for the signs from us, for we
l direct you to him when the time is right. Your husband is waiting for you. He is not ready yet, but will be prepared for you when the time is right.
You will have a child together, the love of your life whom you will love more than anything in the whole wide world. Your child will come to you, will find you. We (romance angels) are working hard on your behalf.
3. Golden opportunity. You prayers have been answered.
The road to Russia is wide open, go there and you will find personal happiness and success.
Other things - interest on Bg loan - "Fix the interest NOW before it gets too high. Call your bank and arrange the deal. Call (X) bank to get a 2nd opinion.
Need to wait with paying out one of the loans.
When I move, need to hire a moving company, cant handle it alone. Get a few bids for this.
Go to the bookstore, make a deal with them for public readings. Gave me another website where I can check out spaces for my readings. Need to hurry to make flyers.
Will need to move during the first week of April, after that will travel to the states for a well deserved break.
In May you will begin your new job in Russia.
Asked a question about my health. Received these cards:
1. Success - a favorable outcome is assured.
Received this message that went with the card. "You will be cured, my child. In the spring, you will be alright.
Ready to move on with your life. The road is wide open for you, the road leading to Russia. The dooor is about to open. You'll move to Russia in the spring/early summer. Take nothing with you, travel light. All you need to bring is yourself and your big heart. Shishka (my guide) will be right by your side, seeing what a human eye cant see, hearing what a human ear cant hear. he will be your eyes, your ears and will help you navigate through. DO not be afriaid of anything, he will be there with you. All you need to do is to let go of your life here, for you won't be coming back. You will not be returning.
You will be cured in the spring. You will recover fully after a surgery. Perfectly healthy. The hair will start growing again and will be full and beautiful, better than before.
2. Romance angels. The angels are sending you divine light.
"You are so loved, my child, you have an army of angels by your side, romance angels, who oversee your personal happiness.All you need to do is let go of the present, and a new man will enter your life. He will enter yourlife in the spring. Do not say yes immediately, wait it out. It will turn out very well for you.
THe man is your child's father. Older man. A foreigner. Watch for the signs from us, for we
l direct you to him when the time is right. Your husband is waiting for you. He is not ready yet, but will be prepared for you when the time is right.
You will have a child together, the love of your life whom you will love more than anything in the whole wide world. Your child will come to you, will find you. We (romance angels) are working hard on your behalf.
3. Golden opportunity. You prayers have been answered.
The road to Russia is wide open, go there and you will find personal happiness and success.
Other things - interest on Bg loan - "Fix the interest NOW before it gets too high. Call your bank and arrange the deal. Call (X) bank to get a 2nd opinion.
Need to wait with paying out one of the loans.
When I move, need to hire a moving company, cant handle it alone. Get a few bids for this.
Go to the bookstore, make a deal with them for public readings. Gave me another website where I can check out spaces for my readings. Need to hurry to make flyers.
Will need to move during the first week of April, after that will travel to the states for a well deserved break.
In May you will begin your new job in Russia.
Back to the Prosperity plan, day 5 (Day 55)
Money is not my supply, no person, place or condition is my supply. My awareness, understanding and knowledge of the all providing activity of the divine mind within me is my supply. My consciousness of this truth is unlimited; therefore, my supply is unlimited.
Money is not my supply. I am my supply. I can manifest abundance and prosperity as I have them within myself and can manifest them readily and easily, so I can live in prosperity and abundance.
The love within me is my supply. The love within me is abundant. My heart is so full of love, it is so wide open, the love spills over to me and to others. I am so loved, I am filled with love for myself, with all my imperfections. Yes, i am physically an imperfect being, but inside I am so perfect, so loved and have so much love, ready to share it, ready to heal myself and the world. I love myself so much, I am filled with love, even if I am bold, I love myself even more because of that, I love my falling out hair so much, I love my scalp that is losing hair. LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WOLD. Sending you pink light of love.
I have so much love to others, the clients can feel it and they are coming to me in great numbers. They want my love and I am so happy and grateful that I can share my love with them as it is abundant and in unlimited supply.
Money is not my supply. I am my supply. I can manifest abundance and prosperity as I have them within myself and can manifest them readily and easily, so I can live in prosperity and abundance.
The love within me is my supply. The love within me is abundant. My heart is so full of love, it is so wide open, the love spills over to me and to others. I am so loved, I am filled with love for myself, with all my imperfections. Yes, i am physically an imperfect being, but inside I am so perfect, so loved and have so much love, ready to share it, ready to heal myself and the world. I love myself so much, I am filled with love, even if I am bold, I love myself even more because of that, I love my falling out hair so much, I love my scalp that is losing hair. LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WOLD. Sending you pink light of love.
I have so much love to others, the clients can feel it and they are coming to me in great numbers. They want my love and I am so happy and grateful that I can share my love with them as it is abundant and in unlimited supply.
Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, a little more, and a new year's resolution
Happy new year, everyone. May it bring you everything your heart and souls desire, no less.
I have been a slacker about updating this blog, partly due to my ill health. However, now I already figured out one of the reason for being sick - it is due to the perpetual darkness here. After 2 weeks in the states- Hawaii and California, my symptoms - hair loss and sleep disturbance have diminished significantly, but now I am back "home" and the sleep is back to zero and hair loss has increased.
It hit me that it is due to the darkness - it is dark outside and inside ALL THE TIME. So now using a bright lamp and changed my light bulbs from energy saving to regular 60 W and voila! my sleep has returned overnight. Now need to figure out what is going to with the hair and itching on my back.
I realized that his place is bad for me and it is making me sick. Therefore, today I make my new year's resolution - today, I, (my name), promise that this year 2009 will be my last year in this dark kingdom. I hope that my stint with Russia goes thru in May or summer and after 6 months in Russia, I promise to myself that I will not return.
I will also try to limit my time here from now on as much as possible, taking a trip to the states (if I change a job at my current company) and working from "home" in Germany where H lives. It is much sunnier there than it is here.
So here it is.
More news - tomorrow having an MRI of my gastrointestinal (GI) tract. Saw a vision of my doctor, looking at the image of the MRI, pointing to a dark spot on the image, saying "here it is!". (I am trying to find a physical problem for my poor health, and think that GI may be it). Already found out that I was lactose intolerant as I suspected, now I want to test for fructose and sugar allergy. Have a friend who after fertility treatments became allergic or intolerant to fructose, want to see if the same thing happened to poor little me.
Another news - I want to start giving public angel readings, so I am going to this metaphysical store asking them to use their space. I also want to make flyers.
I also realized that there will be no DE for me until I leave this kingdom and get well, so my little baby needs to wait until the Russian stint is over until I am outta here. in the meantime, i committ to making myself happy, regardless of other things.
I have been a slacker about updating this blog, partly due to my ill health. However, now I already figured out one of the reason for being sick - it is due to the perpetual darkness here. After 2 weeks in the states- Hawaii and California, my symptoms - hair loss and sleep disturbance have diminished significantly, but now I am back "home" and the sleep is back to zero and hair loss has increased.
It hit me that it is due to the darkness - it is dark outside and inside ALL THE TIME. So now using a bright lamp and changed my light bulbs from energy saving to regular 60 W and voila! my sleep has returned overnight. Now need to figure out what is going to with the hair and itching on my back.
I realized that his place is bad for me and it is making me sick. Therefore, today I make my new year's resolution - today, I, (my name), promise that this year 2009 will be my last year in this dark kingdom. I hope that my stint with Russia goes thru in May or summer and after 6 months in Russia, I promise to myself that I will not return.
I will also try to limit my time here from now on as much as possible, taking a trip to the states (if I change a job at my current company) and working from "home" in Germany where H lives. It is much sunnier there than it is here.
So here it is.
More news - tomorrow having an MRI of my gastrointestinal (GI) tract. Saw a vision of my doctor, looking at the image of the MRI, pointing to a dark spot on the image, saying "here it is!". (I am trying to find a physical problem for my poor health, and think that GI may be it). Already found out that I was lactose intolerant as I suspected, now I want to test for fructose and sugar allergy. Have a friend who after fertility treatments became allergic or intolerant to fructose, want to see if the same thing happened to poor little me.
Another news - I want to start giving public angel readings, so I am going to this metaphysical store asking them to use their space. I also want to make flyers.
I also realized that there will be no DE for me until I leave this kingdom and get well, so my little baby needs to wait until the Russian stint is over until I am outta here. in the meantime, i committ to making myself happy, regardless of other things.
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