Dear God/Universe
I need a man
I want a soul connection. 2 souls dancing together. Blue or grey eyes, funny guy and makes me laugh. Supports my spiritual development. He is spiritual. Mature, non-smoker. He is emotionally available and full of love for me, romantic love and I am full of romantic love for him.
He is financially secure, honest and loyal. I feel loved when I am with him. He is healthy, he believes in angels. He supports me, he speaks at least 2 languages and he speaks German. Good in bed, we have hot sex. I have multiple orgasms when we have sex. He can fuck me as many times as I want in one night and he likes to give oral sex. He is patient with me and can handle my mood changes.
He is tall and I am attracted to him. He is my best friend. He is there for me. I am the center of his world but he gives me enough space to do what I want.
He is currently single when i meet him and is ready for a relationship with me. He is generous, gives a lot. Gives his heart to me on a silver platter.
I want to have a heart-to heart connection, spiritual connection and sexual connnection. I love him with all my heart.
I want a soulmate and want to feel totally myself with him.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
A description of my new job
Dear God/Universe
I want another job that is aligned with my mission. Job that brings me joy eery day. I am excited to do my work. I travel a lot to exciting destination which I like very much and find exciting.
I work and talk a lot with people, finding out what their needs are. I use my intuition and creativity every day. I can be as creative as I want to be.
I am very well compensated for my work.
I create good will an cooperation and knowledge which results in big bucks for the company. Mgt sees it and sees the value of what I am doing.
I have a fantastic boss who leaves me alone and lets me do my creative thing and is there to offer advice when I needed it.
There is a total flow in what I am doing. I am in the flow.
I have a very good compensation that allows me to have a very very comfortable lifestyle in which all my needs are met and I can develop further spiritually or otherwise.
My environment and job are harmonious. My colleagues are great, respectful, likeminded and we can learn from each other.
My intuition and psychic abilities on the job are appreciated. My work is fun and I loe it!
The hours are very flexible and I can work from home as much as needed.
I want another job that is aligned with my mission. Job that brings me joy eery day. I am excited to do my work. I travel a lot to exciting destination which I like very much and find exciting.
I work and talk a lot with people, finding out what their needs are. I use my intuition and creativity every day. I can be as creative as I want to be.
I am very well compensated for my work.
I create good will an cooperation and knowledge which results in big bucks for the company. Mgt sees it and sees the value of what I am doing.
I have a fantastic boss who leaves me alone and lets me do my creative thing and is there to offer advice when I needed it.
There is a total flow in what I am doing. I am in the flow.
I have a very good compensation that allows me to have a very very comfortable lifestyle in which all my needs are met and I can develop further spiritually or otherwise.
My environment and job are harmonious. My colleagues are great, respectful, likeminded and we can learn from each other.
My intuition and psychic abilities on the job are appreciated. My work is fun and I loe it!
The hours are very flexible and I can work from home as much as needed.
what happened after i wrote the letter
After i wrote the letter, the money started pouring in. First small amounts, but then larger amounts and gifts too. So great.
Got some money from insurance, got some money from the company, have plenty of money in October that is coming now, so life is fine. Thank you I am very grateful!
Got some money from insurance, got some money from the company, have plenty of money in October that is coming now, so life is fine. Thank you I am very grateful!
Letter to the Universe about Abundance
I wrote this this summer
Dedar Universe/God/AA Michael
I have done so many good things, helped peopl so much! IN my angel practice and outside of it. And as money is only energy and I have put in lots of energy, I want a return of that energy - a refund - and i want it in cash or check or bank transfer and right away! Or as soon as possible.
I love myself and believe in myself, I love and believe in others, I know that the world is abundant, and that I feel worthy and entitled to my refund.
Thank you. With gratitude
XX
Dedar Universe/God/AA Michael
I have done so many good things, helped peopl so much! IN my angel practice and outside of it. And as money is only energy and I have put in lots of energy, I want a return of that energy - a refund - and i want it in cash or check or bank transfer and right away! Or as soon as possible.
I love myself and believe in myself, I love and believe in others, I know that the world is abundant, and that I feel worthy and entitled to my refund.
Thank you. With gratitude
XX
Sunday, November 1, 2009
new man?
on the other hand, i met a new guy who seems nice. I am not sure this will be to something as this sexcapade with R screw this one up.
However, I am leaving this little kingdom anyway, so why get involved with someone? I got it that this man R was in the way of my mission. But now this new guy P is on the horizon and he does have a daughter. What i was told was that i will meet a man, a man with a child whom I should love like my own (quote I should love her like my own). I do not know if he is the man. Now I feel a bit indifferent about this, quite frankly, after I got hurt by R. I need more time to be alone.
I also need to close down, it is imperative! I am so open.
I also talked to my friend H and decided to start taking pills for anxiety - citalopram or something like that. I am pretty sure I have terrible anxiety and this is all that is that is causing my health problems.
However, I am leaving this little kingdom anyway, so why get involved with someone? I got it that this man R was in the way of my mission. But now this new guy P is on the horizon and he does have a daughter. What i was told was that i will meet a man, a man with a child whom I should love like my own (quote I should love her like my own). I do not know if he is the man. Now I feel a bit indifferent about this, quite frankly, after I got hurt by R. I need more time to be alone.
I also need to close down, it is imperative! I am so open.
I also talked to my friend H and decided to start taking pills for anxiety - citalopram or something like that. I am pretty sure I have terrible anxiety and this is all that is that is causing my health problems.
a new man, new breakup
Met this man, R who hurt me so much.
I felt this incredible connection with this person and yesterday went to his house and was hoping to stay there for the night. It was absolutely incredible!!!
The connection, the evening, but then he told me that he lost the connection and kicked me out. Totally kicked me out.
Made me sad. But then I should be happy about this. It was a transitory thing, I asked for a man who is right for right now and this is what I got. I got something that lasted one month, on and off. I asked God to have casual sex and I did have sex.
Unfortunately, I had unprotected sex and feel very bad about that. I have lots of anxiety about it. I am very scared. He is a very promiscuous man who sleeps around alot.
So I am going to go see a doctor on Friday and get tested for STDs. Then in 6 months I want to get tested for HIV and hepatitis C.
I feel so terrible about this, so terrible. First the connection was gone and he told me to get out and then now I am so tormented about not asking him to wear a condom.
I felt this incredible connection with this person and yesterday went to his house and was hoping to stay there for the night. It was absolutely incredible!!!
The connection, the evening, but then he told me that he lost the connection and kicked me out. Totally kicked me out.
Made me sad. But then I should be happy about this. It was a transitory thing, I asked for a man who is right for right now and this is what I got. I got something that lasted one month, on and off. I asked God to have casual sex and I did have sex.
Unfortunately, I had unprotected sex and feel very bad about that. I have lots of anxiety about it. I am very scared. He is a very promiscuous man who sleeps around alot.
So I am going to go see a doctor on Friday and get tested for STDs. Then in 6 months I want to get tested for HIV and hepatitis C.
I feel so terrible about this, so terrible. First the connection was gone and he told me to get out and then now I am so tormented about not asking him to wear a condom.
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