Dear God/Universe
I need a man
I want a soul connection. 2 souls dancing together. Blue or grey eyes, funny guy and makes me laugh. Supports my spiritual development. He is spiritual. Mature, non-smoker. He is emotionally available and full of love for me, romantic love and I am full of romantic love for him.
He is financially secure, honest and loyal. I feel loved when I am with him. He is healthy, he believes in angels. He supports me, he speaks at least 2 languages and he speaks German. Good in bed, we have hot sex. I have multiple orgasms when we have sex. He can fuck me as many times as I want in one night and he likes to give oral sex. He is patient with me and can handle my mood changes.
He is tall and I am attracted to him. He is my best friend. He is there for me. I am the center of his world but he gives me enough space to do what I want.
He is currently single when i meet him and is ready for a relationship with me. He is generous, gives a lot. Gives his heart to me on a silver platter.
I want to have a heart-to heart connection, spiritual connection and sexual connnection. I love him with all my heart.
I want a soulmate and want to feel totally myself with him.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
A description of my new job
Dear God/Universe
I want another job that is aligned with my mission. Job that brings me joy eery day. I am excited to do my work. I travel a lot to exciting destination which I like very much and find exciting.
I work and talk a lot with people, finding out what their needs are. I use my intuition and creativity every day. I can be as creative as I want to be.
I am very well compensated for my work.
I create good will an cooperation and knowledge which results in big bucks for the company. Mgt sees it and sees the value of what I am doing.
I have a fantastic boss who leaves me alone and lets me do my creative thing and is there to offer advice when I needed it.
There is a total flow in what I am doing. I am in the flow.
I have a very good compensation that allows me to have a very very comfortable lifestyle in which all my needs are met and I can develop further spiritually or otherwise.
My environment and job are harmonious. My colleagues are great, respectful, likeminded and we can learn from each other.
My intuition and psychic abilities on the job are appreciated. My work is fun and I loe it!
The hours are very flexible and I can work from home as much as needed.
I want another job that is aligned with my mission. Job that brings me joy eery day. I am excited to do my work. I travel a lot to exciting destination which I like very much and find exciting.
I work and talk a lot with people, finding out what their needs are. I use my intuition and creativity every day. I can be as creative as I want to be.
I am very well compensated for my work.
I create good will an cooperation and knowledge which results in big bucks for the company. Mgt sees it and sees the value of what I am doing.
I have a fantastic boss who leaves me alone and lets me do my creative thing and is there to offer advice when I needed it.
There is a total flow in what I am doing. I am in the flow.
I have a very good compensation that allows me to have a very very comfortable lifestyle in which all my needs are met and I can develop further spiritually or otherwise.
My environment and job are harmonious. My colleagues are great, respectful, likeminded and we can learn from each other.
My intuition and psychic abilities on the job are appreciated. My work is fun and I loe it!
The hours are very flexible and I can work from home as much as needed.
what happened after i wrote the letter
After i wrote the letter, the money started pouring in. First small amounts, but then larger amounts and gifts too. So great.
Got some money from insurance, got some money from the company, have plenty of money in October that is coming now, so life is fine. Thank you I am very grateful!
Got some money from insurance, got some money from the company, have plenty of money in October that is coming now, so life is fine. Thank you I am very grateful!
Letter to the Universe about Abundance
I wrote this this summer
Dedar Universe/God/AA Michael
I have done so many good things, helped peopl so much! IN my angel practice and outside of it. And as money is only energy and I have put in lots of energy, I want a return of that energy - a refund - and i want it in cash or check or bank transfer and right away! Or as soon as possible.
I love myself and believe in myself, I love and believe in others, I know that the world is abundant, and that I feel worthy and entitled to my refund.
Thank you. With gratitude
XX
Dedar Universe/God/AA Michael
I have done so many good things, helped peopl so much! IN my angel practice and outside of it. And as money is only energy and I have put in lots of energy, I want a return of that energy - a refund - and i want it in cash or check or bank transfer and right away! Or as soon as possible.
I love myself and believe in myself, I love and believe in others, I know that the world is abundant, and that I feel worthy and entitled to my refund.
Thank you. With gratitude
XX
Sunday, November 1, 2009
new man?
on the other hand, i met a new guy who seems nice. I am not sure this will be to something as this sexcapade with R screw this one up.
However, I am leaving this little kingdom anyway, so why get involved with someone? I got it that this man R was in the way of my mission. But now this new guy P is on the horizon and he does have a daughter. What i was told was that i will meet a man, a man with a child whom I should love like my own (quote I should love her like my own). I do not know if he is the man. Now I feel a bit indifferent about this, quite frankly, after I got hurt by R. I need more time to be alone.
I also need to close down, it is imperative! I am so open.
I also talked to my friend H and decided to start taking pills for anxiety - citalopram or something like that. I am pretty sure I have terrible anxiety and this is all that is that is causing my health problems.
However, I am leaving this little kingdom anyway, so why get involved with someone? I got it that this man R was in the way of my mission. But now this new guy P is on the horizon and he does have a daughter. What i was told was that i will meet a man, a man with a child whom I should love like my own (quote I should love her like my own). I do not know if he is the man. Now I feel a bit indifferent about this, quite frankly, after I got hurt by R. I need more time to be alone.
I also need to close down, it is imperative! I am so open.
I also talked to my friend H and decided to start taking pills for anxiety - citalopram or something like that. I am pretty sure I have terrible anxiety and this is all that is that is causing my health problems.
a new man, new breakup
Met this man, R who hurt me so much.
I felt this incredible connection with this person and yesterday went to his house and was hoping to stay there for the night. It was absolutely incredible!!!
The connection, the evening, but then he told me that he lost the connection and kicked me out. Totally kicked me out.
Made me sad. But then I should be happy about this. It was a transitory thing, I asked for a man who is right for right now and this is what I got. I got something that lasted one month, on and off. I asked God to have casual sex and I did have sex.
Unfortunately, I had unprotected sex and feel very bad about that. I have lots of anxiety about it. I am very scared. He is a very promiscuous man who sleeps around alot.
So I am going to go see a doctor on Friday and get tested for STDs. Then in 6 months I want to get tested for HIV and hepatitis C.
I feel so terrible about this, so terrible. First the connection was gone and he told me to get out and then now I am so tormented about not asking him to wear a condom.
I felt this incredible connection with this person and yesterday went to his house and was hoping to stay there for the night. It was absolutely incredible!!!
The connection, the evening, but then he told me that he lost the connection and kicked me out. Totally kicked me out.
Made me sad. But then I should be happy about this. It was a transitory thing, I asked for a man who is right for right now and this is what I got. I got something that lasted one month, on and off. I asked God to have casual sex and I did have sex.
Unfortunately, I had unprotected sex and feel very bad about that. I have lots of anxiety about it. I am very scared. He is a very promiscuous man who sleeps around alot.
So I am going to go see a doctor on Friday and get tested for STDs. Then in 6 months I want to get tested for HIV and hepatitis C.
I feel so terrible about this, so terrible. First the connection was gone and he told me to get out and then now I am so tormented about not asking him to wear a condom.
Monday, September 28, 2009
new beginning
OK I am very sad about loosing him. It turned out he found himself a new woman right after I left him.
I am so sad he doesn't love me any more. But this is not what i want to blog about. What I do want to blog about is good things about separation.
I am grateful that my health is being restored. My hairloss diminished greatly. And granted I am doing acupuncture now, but it is helping. Before it did not help at all.
My friend Ye told me that this is the beginning of my new life now and only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on. I want to hold this vision in my mind.
Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on. Yes, I need to repeat it as an affirmation. Wonderful thigns ARE already happening to me now. All I need to do is start noticing them.
Then I want to see if I can have a one night stand. My roommie recommended this place, I feel I need to go there on Thursday around 10 pm. Let's see what happens. I am going to manisfest an attractive guy talking to me. I also want to manifest a man in my bed.
Tomorrow I am going to go and color my hair. Color away all that gray. I am doing affirmation for the hair to stop falling out.
Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on...
I have been doing this anti stress CD/book by Paul McKenna and maybe this one is working also. I don't know.
Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on...
I got a reading and she told me that a new man is someone i know already. Who??? The german dude I contacted about Judaism and his conversion, did not respond to me.
I am so sad he doesn't love me any more. But this is not what i want to blog about. What I do want to blog about is good things about separation.
I am grateful that my health is being restored. My hairloss diminished greatly. And granted I am doing acupuncture now, but it is helping. Before it did not help at all.
My friend Ye told me that this is the beginning of my new life now and only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on. I want to hold this vision in my mind.
Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on. Yes, I need to repeat it as an affirmation. Wonderful thigns ARE already happening to me now. All I need to do is start noticing them.
Then I want to see if I can have a one night stand. My roommie recommended this place, I feel I need to go there on Thursday around 10 pm. Let's see what happens. I am going to manisfest an attractive guy talking to me. I also want to manifest a man in my bed.
Tomorrow I am going to go and color my hair. Color away all that gray. I am doing affirmation for the hair to stop falling out.
Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on...
I have been doing this anti stress CD/book by Paul McKenna and maybe this one is working also. I don't know.
Only wonderful things are about to happen to me from now on...
I got a reading and she told me that a new man is someone i know already. Who??? The german dude I contacted about Judaism and his conversion, did not respond to me.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
i understand why I got this roommate
I understood why I got this roommate. She is my mirror. Everything in her life is not right. Just like in my life, things in my life are not right. So I need to use her as an indicator to mirror to her or to myself that these aspects of my life are great. I will soon start blogging about that.
he came today to pick up his stuff
He came today to get his stuff. It was nice to see hiim and interact with him on the surface. If only he told me how much he wants me in his life and invite me to come to be with him and that we would figure out what the future looks like together, I would leave everything I have here and come. But he did not do it. He also felt it was the right thing to do to separate and that life takes us in different directions. I felt it would be wrong for us to get back together but the pain of losing him was so strong!
So now he is gone.
I am so grateful for H and her husband S who took me in today and let me cry. She was the shoulder I could cry on. So nice!
So now he is gone.
I am so grateful for H and her husband S who took me in today and let me cry. She was the shoulder I could cry on. So nice!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Strange
It was very odd how the feeling that I had to let him go was very strong. And it was strong that it has to happen NOW or as soon as possible.
He came yesterday to get some stuff. It was so sad to see him. He is in pain and told me he feels said and he feels like he doesn't have a home any more. I cried. I also feel that I cannot be there to comfort him. Can't do it! It hurts me greatly.
He is back in July to get more stuff.
I do feel that I need to have a consultation with a real lawyer to discuss what to do and if I am being treated fairly.
He came yesterday to get some stuff. It was so sad to see him. He is in pain and told me he feels said and he feels like he doesn't have a home any more. I cried. I also feel that I cannot be there to comfort him. Can't do it! It hurts me greatly.
He is back in July to get more stuff.
I do feel that I need to have a consultation with a real lawyer to discuss what to do and if I am being treated fairly.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
I let H go
It is over, I let H go, I am so sad! At the same time I am so grateful that I spent almost 9 years with this wonderful person. I only want to keep the lessons and the love, and let the rest go.
It was very odd how it happened but it was maturing inside me for quite some time, so I was ready. He was shocked! I feel so sad for him because he is so sad! I wish I could comfort him, hold him and kiss him!
I keep getting that a child is coming but what child, what about the man?
It was very odd how it happened but it was maturing inside me for quite some time, so I was ready. He was shocked! I feel so sad for him because he is so sad! I wish I could comfort him, hold him and kiss him!
I keep getting that a child is coming but what child, what about the man?
Friday, May 29, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
day 40
I acknowledge the inner presence inside of me as the source of all, as the reason why I am a master manifester as the reason why I am all-powerful.
I put my faith in the principle of abundance NOW and TRUST that things are going the way they were meant to and that I am able to manifest everything my heart desires and everything I need.
I am full of love and gratitude. i had a fantastic day today - we were driving along the MOrsel river, I bought some gifts for my clients. I am so grateful for this! The sun was shining, it was wonderful- Thank YOU. I manifested a perfect restaurant where we could eat and have privacy as we were the only clients, and the restaurant had a view of the river - just what we wanted! I am so very grateful for this fantastic!! day. I am also grateful to have received a big gift today from a Dutch acquaintance, L-A. She sent me along with 100+ other people abundance/prosperity reiki, all free. What a gift!! So thankful.
I am focusing on love and sending love to myself, H, my mom, his family. I am surrounding all of us in love!!! I am sending lots of love to all of my current clients and all of my potential clients. Seeing them being surrounded in a pink shield of love. Sending love to the universe and seing every living creature being surrounded by a pink coccoon of love. And so it is!!
I put my faith in the principle of abundance NOW and TRUST that things are going the way they were meant to and that I am able to manifest everything my heart desires and everything I need.
I am full of love and gratitude. i had a fantastic day today - we were driving along the MOrsel river, I bought some gifts for my clients. I am so grateful for this! The sun was shining, it was wonderful- Thank YOU. I manifested a perfect restaurant where we could eat and have privacy as we were the only clients, and the restaurant had a view of the river - just what we wanted! I am so very grateful for this fantastic!! day. I am also grateful to have received a big gift today from a Dutch acquaintance, L-A. She sent me along with 100+ other people abundance/prosperity reiki, all free. What a gift!! So thankful.
I am focusing on love and sending love to myself, H, my mom, his family. I am surrounding all of us in love!!! I am sending lots of love to all of my current clients and all of my potential clients. Seeing them being surrounded in a pink shield of love. Sending love to the universe and seing every living creature being surrounded by a pink coccoon of love. And so it is!!
Friday, May 22, 2009
grateful for the roommate
I am also grateful to get a perfect roommate. It is amazing!!! Not only is it helping me financially, but it is amazing to live with this person, she was sent to me by the Divine because I was supposed to learn something from her. And I think I am supposed to learn organization. She is SUPER organized! It is quite amazing. A nice person, very wise, very intuitive, very open to her intuitions.
Impressive!
Impressive!
day 39
I am now completely aware of my Divine consciousness, that I am Divine, that I have this Divine spark inside me. I am competely aware that this Divine part is giving me unlimited powers of manifestation.
I manifest easily and effortlessly things that I dream about, things that i desire. Now I m focusing on love and gratitude. I m so grateful, I had a fantastic day today! I went shopping, without spending money, enjoyed myself here in Germany, had good sushi, home made ice cream. Things could not have been better! I enjoyed myself so much!!! I spent a nice evening today with H, was so pleasant!!! I slept today during the day so I am well rested.
I am so grateful, it was fantastic! I am so happy I am here. I am even more grateful that I have a couple of more days here and then I am traveling to Salzburg, so already I put together what I am going to do there. Amazing! I am so happy about this!!!
I am also very grateful about having so many clients!! I am sending love to K and to the woman who contacted me about healing. I am sending love to my roommie's friend. Sending her SO MUCH LOVE. Sending love to Mike!! Sending love to all of my clients, sending love to all of my potential clients. Sending love to Mel....da (MM), sending love to another girl that joined the group. Amazing! I am seeing them all surrounded by so much love. And so it is!
I manifest easily and effortlessly things that I dream about, things that i desire. Now I m focusing on love and gratitude. I m so grateful, I had a fantastic day today! I went shopping, without spending money, enjoyed myself here in Germany, had good sushi, home made ice cream. Things could not have been better! I enjoyed myself so much!!! I spent a nice evening today with H, was so pleasant!!! I slept today during the day so I am well rested.
I am so grateful, it was fantastic! I am so happy I am here. I am even more grateful that I have a couple of more days here and then I am traveling to Salzburg, so already I put together what I am going to do there. Amazing! I am so happy about this!!!
I am also very grateful about having so many clients!! I am sending love to K and to the woman who contacted me about healing. I am sending love to my roommie's friend. Sending her SO MUCH LOVE. Sending love to Mike!! Sending love to all of my clients, sending love to all of my potential clients. Sending love to Mel....da (MM), sending love to another girl that joined the group. Amazing! I am seeing them all surrounded by so much love. And so it is!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
day 38
I am a super powerful manifester. My powers are unlimited. All I need to do is to focus on what I want and that will bring it closer. All I need to focus on is what my heart desires and it will appear in my life. I am so grateful to have this ability, so grateful that I know about my powers andd these principles on how to bring things that I need into being. So grateful!!
I feel so much love and gratitude inside.
I had such a nice day today! I slept during the day today so I am grateful for this opportunity. I am grateful it was so sunny and nice outside today. I am grateful as I focussed on what was important to me today - a visit to the taxman office. I got good advice, I am so glad!! I am grateful I still have some money on the account that will last me until my next paycheck. This is great!!! I also spent money to enjoy myself this month. I am also grateful that tomorrow I am leaving to travel to Germany. SO grateful!!!
I am sending love to my clients, to all of my clients andd to my potential clients. To the man who SMS'ed me today - I am sending him lots of love!! To the woman who contact me yesterday about healing, I am sending her a lot of love. Lots and lots of pink color of love around her heart!!!!! To the woman who contacted me about the workshop, I am sending her a lot of love and compassion. I am sending lots of love to the apt complex message board where my ad is, sending love to all the people who are reading it! Sending love to the expat forum people who are reading my ad, sending love to the craigslist where people are reading my ad!!! Lots and lots of love to the world. I am so grateful!!! Oh forgot, sending love to MM, the woman who contacted me through meetup. May she have a blissful journey to the UK and find a job that her heart earns for! Love and Blessings to the world!
I feel so much love and gratitude inside.
I had such a nice day today! I slept during the day today so I am grateful for this opportunity. I am grateful it was so sunny and nice outside today. I am grateful as I focussed on what was important to me today - a visit to the taxman office. I got good advice, I am so glad!! I am grateful I still have some money on the account that will last me until my next paycheck. This is great!!! I also spent money to enjoy myself this month. I am also grateful that tomorrow I am leaving to travel to Germany. SO grateful!!!
I am sending love to my clients, to all of my clients andd to my potential clients. To the man who SMS'ed me today - I am sending him lots of love!! To the woman who contact me yesterday about healing, I am sending her a lot of love. Lots and lots of pink color of love around her heart!!!!! To the woman who contacted me about the workshop, I am sending her a lot of love and compassion. I am sending lots of love to the apt complex message board where my ad is, sending love to all the people who are reading it! Sending love to the expat forum people who are reading my ad, sending love to the craigslist where people are reading my ad!!! Lots and lots of love to the world. I am so grateful!!! Oh forgot, sending love to MM, the woman who contacted me through meetup. May she have a blissful journey to the UK and find a job that her heart earns for! Love and Blessings to the world!
my unconditional supporter thing is definitely working
My unconditional supporter exercise is definitely working!! I have been getting quite a few people contacting me. And someone esle sms'ed me today about helping him. I am yet to get a confirmed appt from these people, but to me this is the sign that something is working so I need to repeat my exercise of the unconditional supporter thing.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
day 37
All I need to do is to be aware that I am Divine and part of God and it s the Divine in me responsibility to manifest the abundance in my life, all I need to do is be aware of the truth.
The truth is that I am a master manifester of my reality. Today I focus on gratitude and love. I am full of love for my clients. I am sending them a lot of love. I am giving them a lot of love. I am sending lots of love to myself, my mother, H and his family. I am so grateful that I have so much love. So grateful. Thank you. I had a great day today. I swam, went to sauna and it was fantastic!! Really fantastic! So grateful! I spent almost 2 hours biking today, that was very good for me. I am so glad about it. When I am happy, my clients are happy: I am so grateful for my clients. Thank you. Thank YOU.
The truth is that I am a master manifester of my reality. Today I focus on gratitude and love. I am full of love for my clients. I am sending them a lot of love. I am giving them a lot of love. I am sending lots of love to myself, my mother, H and his family. I am so grateful that I have so much love. So grateful. Thank you. I had a great day today. I swam, went to sauna and it was fantastic!! Really fantastic! So grateful! I spent almost 2 hours biking today, that was very good for me. I am so glad about it. When I am happy, my clients are happy: I am so grateful for my clients. Thank you. Thank YOU.
Friday, May 15, 2009
day 36
I am a powerful creator, creating my reality. I create my own reality. Therefore, it is not possible for me to have unfulfilled desires and unfulfilled needs. I manifest things easily and effortlessly into being.
I am so grateful today as I had a nice and relaxing day. The weather was fantastic, I followed my heart's desire and rode a bike for an hour. Wonderful!!! I listened to myself, left work early and bought important stuff to attach my butterflies. I bought scented candles, they are beautiful and smell so good!!! THe apartment is starting to look fantastic! I am so grateful for this. So thankful. I am so thankful for my clients, I am sending love to my clients, and sending love to the woman who contacted me through my teacher's website. I am sending her love. I am seeing her surroudned by pink light of love. I am seeing her, her friends and family surrounded by pink light of love. I am sending love to all of my clients and all of my potential clients. I can really visualize this pink light going from my heart and surrounding all of them in the light of love. I am so grateful for being able to love, for caring and for making a difference in people's lives. Thank you. Thank YOU.
I am so grateful today as I had a nice and relaxing day. The weather was fantastic, I followed my heart's desire and rode a bike for an hour. Wonderful!!! I listened to myself, left work early and bought important stuff to attach my butterflies. I bought scented candles, they are beautiful and smell so good!!! THe apartment is starting to look fantastic! I am so grateful for this. So thankful. I am so thankful for my clients, I am sending love to my clients, and sending love to the woman who contacted me through my teacher's website. I am sending her love. I am seeing her surroudned by pink light of love. I am seeing her, her friends and family surrounded by pink light of love. I am sending love to all of my clients and all of my potential clients. I can really visualize this pink light going from my heart and surrounding all of them in the light of love. I am so grateful for being able to love, for caring and for making a difference in people's lives. Thank you. Thank YOU.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
day 35
My supply is unlimited. I am a powerful creator who creates the reality I want. I manifest things into being easily and effortlessly.
I am focusing on gratitude today. I am so grateful for the wonderful day today. The sun is shining, it is warm and fantastic. I am grateful to have the best view from my window. Life is GRAND!! So grateful that I slept 7 hours today. So grateful that I can go do the toilet for #2 today. So grateful I am feeling at peace today. So grateful I found unconditional supporters to help me.
I am grateful for my clients, grateful that my workshop went extremely well, grateful that I had an idea about the Heart's workshop. SO happy about that!!!
I am sending love to myself, to my mother, sending her lots of love, sending love to H and his family who love and support me. I am also sending love to all my clients, I am sending them so much love!!!!So much love. All my current and future clients are surrounded in white light!!! Surronding them in pink light of love. affirming that their hearts are healed and they are happy and living the lives their hearts desire. Sending unconditional love and support to them. Sending pink light of love to the universe, to every human being, to every being in the universe. I am so happy I feel so touched with love now almost to tears. Thank you. Thank YOU!
I am focusing on gratitude today. I am so grateful for the wonderful day today. The sun is shining, it is warm and fantastic. I am grateful to have the best view from my window. Life is GRAND!! So grateful that I slept 7 hours today. So grateful that I can go do the toilet for #2 today. So grateful I am feeling at peace today. So grateful I found unconditional supporters to help me.
I am grateful for my clients, grateful that my workshop went extremely well, grateful that I had an idea about the Heart's workshop. SO happy about that!!!
I am sending love to myself, to my mother, sending her lots of love, sending love to H and his family who love and support me. I am also sending love to all my clients, I am sending them so much love!!!!So much love. All my current and future clients are surrounded in white light!!! Surronding them in pink light of love. affirming that their hearts are healed and they are happy and living the lives their hearts desire. Sending unconditional love and support to them. Sending pink light of love to the universe, to every human being, to every being in the universe. I am so happy I feel so touched with love now almost to tears. Thank you. Thank YOU!
my workshop
My workshop in April went FANTASTIC! I am so grateful to be able to influence this group of people!! So thankful!!
My workshop in May did not happen, but I acquired the most perfect roommate. SO far so good.
My workshop in June will take place, I have one participant already.
My workshop in May did not happen, but I acquired the most perfect roommate. SO far so good.
My workshop in June will take place, I have one participant already.
Friday, April 24, 2009
tomorrow is my first angel workshop
Tomorrow is my first angel workshop. I am so excited, so happy.
I also realized that in my profile is says that I am a dreamer and a scientist but want to be a spiritual teacher. I AM a spiritual teacher, the demand for my services given my limited time has been overwhelming.
I have a waiting list (of 1 person) to join the workshop. So I am going to kick off the next workshop.
Now I need to change in my profile what I want to be.
I also realized that in my profile is says that I am a dreamer and a scientist but want to be a spiritual teacher. I AM a spiritual teacher, the demand for my services given my limited time has been overwhelming.
I have a waiting list (of 1 person) to join the workshop. So I am going to kick off the next workshop.
Now I need to change in my profile what I want to be.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
day 34
I am my own supply. I am a master manifester able to create my own reality. I manifest easily and effortlessly the reality I desire. Things are happening for me now and all the doors are open.
I am filled with gratitude today as I had a fantastic day: I spent the night with H at his mom's place, spent this glorious spring day enjoying my mediumship course, learning so much. I am so grateful that I am so eager to learn and open to his criticisms and suggestions. I am so grateful that I am able to improve. Thank you!
I am so grateful that I am filled with love for my clients, I have so much love for them. I am sending them love. I am sending love to P, the client who came to see me yesterday. She is anxious, I am sending her a lot of love and affirming that things will be well with her. I am sending love to people attending my workshop in April, sending love to all of the people on the boards where I posted my ad. Sending lots of love to all of the potential clients and potential attendees. Sending them love and gratitude for being able to fill this love.
Sending love to the universe, to the world, surrounding the world with the light of my love. Love is coming straight from my heart! Sending love to myself, my hair, my body, sending love to my mom, LOTS of love to her, sending love to H, sending love to his family. Thank you for letting me be in touch with this love. Thank you!
I am filled with gratitude today as I had a fantastic day: I spent the night with H at his mom's place, spent this glorious spring day enjoying my mediumship course, learning so much. I am so grateful that I am so eager to learn and open to his criticisms and suggestions. I am so grateful that I am able to improve. Thank you!
I am so grateful that I am filled with love for my clients, I have so much love for them. I am sending them love. I am sending love to P, the client who came to see me yesterday. She is anxious, I am sending her a lot of love and affirming that things will be well with her. I am sending love to people attending my workshop in April, sending love to all of the people on the boards where I posted my ad. Sending lots of love to all of the potential clients and potential attendees. Sending them love and gratitude for being able to fill this love.
Sending love to the universe, to the world, surrounding the world with the light of my love. Love is coming straight from my heart! Sending love to myself, my hair, my body, sending love to my mom, LOTS of love to her, sending love to H, sending love to his family. Thank you for letting me be in touch with this love. Thank you!
OK, I am back
I am back now. SOmehow I changed my diet -eat more fruit and fiber, stopped eating meat, stopped eating late in the evening, drink prune juice to make sure that I am not constipated and my sleep has improved. Also the hair loss dimished. I am also moving to a new place already next week. A place next to water, lots and lots of water. Should be good for me. I look forward to it.
On tuesday next week, a feng shui woman is coming, so look forward to that too. Still looking for a roommate. Let's see.
On tuesday next week, a feng shui woman is coming, so look forward to that too. Still looking for a roommate. Let's see.
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