Tuesday, July 31, 2012

day 20

I keep my mind and thoughts off this world and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the Inner presence as the only activity in my financial affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me now.

Visualizing  a successful day when i finish everything i need to finish right now. Everything is done and completed. and I feel very happy and content and completely stress free. And so it is.




Monday, July 30, 2012

day 19

when i am aware of the god-self within me as my total fulfillment, i am totally fulfilled. i am now aware of this truth. I have found the secret of life and I relax in the knowledge that the actvity of the divine abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, the radiation of that creative energy, which is continulously, easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my divine consciousness. i am now aware, I am now in the flow.


visualizing a fantastic and productive day tomorrow. I complete everything I set forth to accomplish. Visualizing picking A up from J without any problems. visualizing delivering the gate to L. with La. getting it there. visualizing the deposit money on my account tomorrow and giving the renter the key successfully. Visualizing me starting my new job on 1 September! visualizing an uneventful trip to the states where both of us have fun on the way. visualizing a successful meeting with the lawyer.

visualizing checking out of here on exactly the right date and feeling when this right date is. Visualizing a great interview on friday with them offering me the job! Visualizing that i am able to get there and get my way around and everything is fantastic. visualizing people at Ab getting back to me re interview and visualizing a trip to SF. visualizing me getting out of the city where i am staying and moving to the new place where i am going to start my new job within weeks. and so mote it be!

Sunday, July 29, 2012

day 18

My consciousness of the spirit within me as my unlimited source is the Divine power to make all things new, to lift me up to the High Road of Abundant prosperity. This awareness, understanding and knowledge of Spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could possibly desire.


Visualizing a successful completion of my time here. Got deposit, gave the keys to renters. Sold my car well. Am so grateful for A being taken care of K, the mother in my mother's group. They invited her to dinner so that i can focus on my departure.

Being very grateful. Sending lots of love to every being on earth, sending love to A.
Visualizing an easy flight from here to the states, w A behaving extremely well. She is so easy and so happy that others are paying attention. Visualizing a fantastic stay at my mom's and things being very smooth.. Us getting along very very well and her taking very good care of A. Visualizing that i am enjoying myself during this time. Visualizing that i will find a place to live very fast, that all the practical stuff is completed fast and then the opportunity comes my way. A fantastic opportunity that is impossible to say no to. And so mote it be.

Saturday, July 28, 2012

day 17

the divine consciousness that i am is forever expressing its true nature of abundance. this is its responsibility, not mine. my only responsibility is to be aware of this Truth. Therefore, I am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as the abundant all-sufficiency in my life and affairs.


 visualizing selling my car and finalizing my packing in the best possible way. visualizing that the road is wide open for me and my child to go. visualizing acing the inteview at A. sending them lots and lots of love. sending lots of love to A's dad.


Friday, July 27, 2012

day 16

My inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form and experience according to my needs and desires and as a principle of supply in action, it is impossible for me to have any needs or unfulfilled desires.


visualizing the deposit arriving on my bank account as soon as possible. visualizing selling my car to the rightperson a the right time. visualizing making  decision if i should sell my gold. visualizing my trip going extremely well. visualizing my consultancy flourishing! visualizing getting the gig in munich. and so mote it be!

Thursday, July 26, 2012

day 15

money is not my supply. No person, place or condition is my supply. My awareness, understanding and knowledge of the all-providing activity of the Divine Mind within me is my supply. My consciousness of this Truth is unlimited, therefore my supply is unlimited.


sending love to myself, to H, to I and to E. So thankful to have them in my life! Love them very much! sO sad they will be far away.
sending lots of love to Ab. visualizing them coming back to me and scheduling my interview.  visualizing selling my car fast and to the right person who really wants it. visualizing finishing up my packing and planning successfully what i should do when. Visualizing deposit for the apartment arriving on time so that i can take a breather. And so mote it be!


day 14

thru my consciousness of my God self as my source , I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of spirit.This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the presence of God within me is my supply.

visualizing the contract being signed today with happiness on both sides. visualizing the issue with the key being solved. visualizing the problem with me not returning being no problem with the guys who fix the apartment and also the renters. sending lots of love to myself! visualizing the car being sold to the right buyer at the right price. and so mote it be!




Tuesday, July 24, 2012

day 13

I am conscious of the Inner Presence as my lavish Abundance. I am conscious of the constant activity of this Mind of infinity Prosperity. Therefore, my consciousness is filled with the Light of truth.


visualizing the contract signed on thursday and deposit paid and visualizing that apartment rental has been finalized. and so mote it be! visualizing that my trip is going fantastic and that nothing can stop me from going there. visualizing a money flow into my account. visualizing that things here are ok after i leave and that a's dad takes the news ok and that i can get off the hook with all of my activities. and so mote it be!



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Monday, July 23, 2012

day 12

I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand and to know that the Divine Presence I am is the source and substance of all my good.


visualizing that my apartment is rented out to the right person, contract is signed, i got the deposit, all before my trip to the states. and so mote it be!




Sunday, July 22, 2012

day 11


God is lavish, unfailing abundance, the rich omnipresent substance of the universe. this all providing source of infinite prosperity is individualized as me - the reality of me.

sending lots of love to myself and my apartment. visualizing the most perfect renters moving in and paying rent on time. visualizing the whole process of apt preparation is very smooth and it is easy for me to pay for it, money just comes so easily and effortlessly to pay for htis.
visualizing that i have ok relationship with A's dad until i leave, he is totally clueless about the situation. visualizing that my departure and my last 12 days here are completely effortless and enjoyable and i am able to finalize everything i need without any need to return here.  visualizing that H is helping me with the apt.

visualizing a fantastic job opportunity for me in the states, visualizing a great place to live,  and money/health insurance to cover both of us. visualizing that i have found the most amazing lawyer.

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day 10

I keep my mind and thoughts off this world and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the Inner presence as the only activity in my financial affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me now.

Sending love to myself, sending love to A's dad. VIsualizing my apartment being rented out NOW to the most perfect renters at the most perfect price. And so mote it be! Visualizing that all repairs have been taken care of and the place looks SUPER. And so mote it be.

Friday, July 20, 2012

day 9

when i am aware of the god-self within me as my total fulfillment, i am totally fulfilled. i am now aware of this truth. I have found the secret of life and I relax in the knowledge that the actvity of the divine abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, the radiation of that creative energy, which is continulously, easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my divine consciousness. i am now aware, I am now in the flow.


Sending love to myself. sending lots of love to myself. Sending love to A's dad. focusing on his good qualities while maintaining the vision of standing my ground and protecting my boundaries. visualizing the most perfect renter renting my apartment for the amount I asked for, a foreign couple who would love the apt and love to live here! and so mote it be. Visualizing 50K on my account, sending love to my bank account, sending love to money. sending lots of love to the job i m supposed to have. sending lots of love to my lawyer. sending lots of love to H to help me finalize things with the apartment. seeing myself happy and healthy. sending lots of love towards my move to the states. visualizing everything going well and being problem free. visualizing me being completely problem free and my case being unproblematic and fast and inexpensive. and so mote it be!  visualizing being greeted by friends and finding a nice and inexpensive place to live in the states not too far away from my mom. And so it is!


Thursday, July 19, 2012

day 8

My consciousness of the spirit within me as my unlimited source is the Divine power to make all things new, to lift me up to the High Road of Abundant prosperity. This awareness, understanding and knowledge of Spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could possibly desire.

Sending lots of love to myself and my car and the buyer for my  car. Sending lots of love, visualizing that all the issues with the people moving into this apartment are solved. visualizing ppl moving into apt on 15 aug with apt being ready and all the problems being solved with me being able to stay in the states and not come back to Dk.
 visualizing money on my account. sending lots of love to my bank account. visualizing selling my TV and my furniture. and so mote it be!




Wednesday, July 18, 2012

it has been DONE!

my apartment is now rented out! Fantastic people, i post ann ad 2 days ago, and the next day the guy came and today he called me that he wants the apartment. Yay!

day 7

the divine consciousness that i am is forever expressing its true nature of abundance. this is its responsibility, not mine. my only responsibility is to be aware of this Truth. Therefore, I am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as the abundant all-sufficiency in my life and affairs.

Sending lots of love to my apartment. Visualizing fantastic renters renting it out in the next week. Visualizing the fixing/cleaning guys doing a fantastic job with the place. Amazing. The angels took care of everything. Visualizing a fantastic buyer for my bicycle and a great buyer for my car. Visualizing things taking care of themselves wiht me being completely in balance. Visualizing completely fantastic and stress free and problem-free journey to the states without me being delayed or detained. And so mote it be. Visualizing that I can disappear without statsf. giving me any kind of trouble. and so mote it be!

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

might soon change settings on this blog

i am thinking of changing the settings on this blog since this is a potentially sensitive matter and all of this can end up in court if anyone finds out who I am. so am considering changing the settings of this to private so that people would not be able to read it. I am thinking about it.

day 6

My inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form and experience according to my needs and desires and as a principle of supply in action, it is impossible for me to have any needs or unfulfilled desires.


sending lots of love to myself. visualizing myself at peace, complete peace. handling matters very peacefully and from my heart. feeling the love in my heart. using love as my guiding star. sending love to A. Lots of love to her.
Visualizing my move to the states being very smooth. visualizing renting my current apartment very very fast before i leave. visualizing finalizing everything i need to finalize here before i depart for the states.   visualizing getting a job very fast. visualizing cleaning up my apartment and getting rid of stuff very easily without me having to do anything. visualizing that i no longer have to appear here at this apartment. visualizing that my path is safe. visualizing the court case in the states being very affordable. visualizing i have a very cheap place to live in the states, a nice place where both A and I have space and peace. and so mote it be!  visualizing myself having a fantastic relationship wiht my mom, her being a huge help. and the two of us getting along extremely well. and so it is!

Monday, July 16, 2012

day 5

money is not my supply. No person, place or condition is my supply. My awareness, understanding and knowledge of the all-providing activity of the Divine Mind within me is my supply. My consciousness of this Truth is unlimited, therefore my supply is unlimited.


sending lots of love to myself. sending lots of love to AG, who might be my lawyer. Sending lots of love and visualizing that the fee I have to pay is affordable to me and is very very reasonable. sending lots of love to the whole situation. Visualizing that the issue with storing stuff and fixing the apartment and packing is easy and effortless. sending lots of money to my bank account. visualizing great influx of money to my bank account. sending lots of love to my mother. visualizing the two of us getting along extremely well. visualizing that my visit to the US and stay at her place goes extremely smoothly.   Visualizing being called to job interviews while i am in the US.


Sunday, July 15, 2012

day 4

thru my consciousness of my God self as my source , I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of spirit.This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the presence of God within me is my supply.


Visualizing the most fantastic lawyer helping me with the custody issue and giving me a great news first of all about the potential custody dispute and then about the fee. Hearing the lawyer say that he will never get shared custody. And so mote it be! Visualizing my packing going extremely well and fast and finding the best solution for emptying my apartment and renting it out. Visualizing the apartment looking great and the most perfect renters to rent out this place.
visualizing out flight to the states to go well. Baby sleeping during the whole flight and me also being able to rest. visualizing making a good deal with M on fixing this apt. Sending M a lot of love for tomorrow. Visualizing me packing and sorting out the basement this week. And so mote it be! visualizing that getting the keys from As dad is very easy. he just gives me the keys and believes what i tell hiim about the guest. Visualizing E coming to visit me this week and next week and the two of us (3 actually) having lots of fun! and so it is!  Sending lots of love to A, to myself and to A's dad. Seeing me continuing with the yoga practice I learned today.

Saturday, July 14, 2012

day 3

I am conscious of the Inner Presence as my lavish Abundance. I am conscious of the constant activity of this Mind of infinity Prosperity. Therefore, my concsciousness is filled with the Light of truth


sending lots of love and light to the lawyer I am going to speak with in the US. Lots of love. Visualizing that I have found the perfect lawyer, the most knowledgeable lawyer. with the fee that is so cheap that i can afford it.
sending lots of love to my apartment situation. visualizing myself figuring things out in no time. sending lots of love to myself. sending lots of love to my credit card. visualizing it turning up in the apartment. and visualizing that no money has disappeared from my account. sending lots of love to myself. visualizing money on my account. and so mote it be!




Friday, July 13, 2012

day 2

I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand and to know that the Divine Presence I am is the source and substance of all my good.

sending love to myself, to little A. Visualizing the two of us on the plane headed for the states being very happy that we escaped. And so mote it be. we are protected from all sort of negative influences.
sending love to A's dad, lots of love to him. sending love to my money. visualizing a stream of money flowing in my bank account. And so mote it be! Lots of money coming in from various sources, providing for me and A. we have a free place to live that is a very very nice place.
so grateful for my wonderful life, grateful that i can go on this fantastic adventure! grateful that all of these companies want to talk to me, to interview me and hire me. Grateful that my divine partner is getting closer to me. grateful that i get to keep my sweetest angel with me, forever and ever.


Thursday, July 12, 2012

day 1

Restarting AP.
God is lavish, unfailing abundance, the rich omnipresent substance of the universe. this all providing source of infinite prosperity is individualized as me - the reality of me.


Am grateful so grateful that H lent me money and that the case with PE is over. It went very well. Am so grateful. So grateful that there is so much interest from the employers. Sending lots of love to them. Lots of interest from the employers in the states and in Europe. I am so blessed
So grateful I spent the day with my little angel. We had a fantastic day! so grateful that we are about to leave and go on a huge new adventure. Amazing.
Grateful that there is a plus on my account and that money is on its way to arrive. Yeeahha!! Sending lots of love to my bank account. Sending lots of love to the time tthat will go very fast where I will be stress free completely awaiting 2 August. 2 August will come and we are leaving uneventfully. visualizing guys at statsf being holidays and half asleep and meeting being scheduled after we are gone.

Visualizing myself making the right decisions about the apartment, it being fixed soon and cheaply and me being able to move to the perfect location. visualizing our holiday in the states being amazing and me being lovey dovey with my mommy. and so it is!!!

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

am dealing with issues well

hmm and now the new issues have begun. I need to escape. Escaping the country on 2 August, going back home. Visualizing that I am able to get on the plane with A, holding her tight, getting on the plane uninterrupted, able to unregister both of us here in this country, and registering us both in the states. visualizing my new ID card and proof that A also lives in the states. Visualizing that our path to escape is free and there is nothing in the way.  Count down - 23 nights left until our new adventure begins.

now i understand why i didnt get the job at L. because i was supposed to leave the country together with my daughter.
So the plan is leaving for the states on the 2 Aug and back on 15 Aug. Cleaning my apartment, renting it out and moving to the summer house until end of September while looking for jobs in Europe. well most important, am taking things one day at a time.

Thursday, July 5, 2012

now need to regroup

need to rethink my strategy and regroup.

didn't get the job

I did not get the job. somehow it made me feel very relaxed in my body.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Day 3

I am conscious of the Inner Presence as my lavish Abundance. I am conscious of the constant activity of this Mind of infinity Prosperity.  Therefore, my concsciousness is filled with the Light of truth

Sending lots of love to KE, to TKO, to KT, visualizing that they all give me a super reference.Visualizing myself getting a fantastic offer from L,  a job offer I cannot refuse. Sending lots of love to TK, sending lots of love to L, sending lots of love to myself to get detached from the outcome. visualizing myself celebrating my new job with I and E. visualizing myself making a call to my mom giving her the news. visualizing myself starting my new job on 3 September!!!

Sending lots of love to statsf., visualizing them letting me keep custody of A and A's dad accepting it. Sending lots of love to A's dad. sending lots of love to my lawyer on friday. visualizing that she gives me very good news that the custody is mine and i have nothing to worry about.

Monday, July 2, 2012

day 2

I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand and to know  that the Divine Presence I am is the source and substance of all my good.

I am a master manifester manifesting my reality. focusing on abundance, financial abundance, abundance of love, abundance of jobs that are interested in me. sending love to myself, my stomach. visualizing myself withouth constipation, completely healthy.

A visualizing being contacted by L today that they want to negotiate an offer with me. Visualizing the offer being so fantastic and perfect that I accept. And so mote it be!  Sending lots of love to L, TK, and MM. Sending lots of love to the universe.

Sending love to all of my references, lots of love to them visualizing that they come back and give me a fantastic reference and come back to me very very soon. Lots of love to them. lots and lots of love. keep sending love to L and TK. Lots of love. lots of love to me, visualizing myself letting go of the outcome and being completely neutral. Visualizing myself starting my new fantastic job on 1 September. and so mote it be!

Sunday, July 1, 2012

day 1

God is lavish, unfailing abundance,the rich omnipresent substance of the universe. this all providing source of inifinite prosperity is individualized as me - the reality of me.

I am abundance personified. I am the creator of my reality. i am God, the Creator. I create my happiness and well being. I create my finanicial health and wellness. Visualizing 50K landing on my bank account from all possible sources NOW.  Sending lots of love to my bank account.
Lots and lots of love.

Visualizing myself and A going on holiday to a warm sunny place where we can have tons of fun together. Visualizing getting a call monday that I got a job. And so mote it be. Sending lots of love to L, to TK, to MM, to PS, to GE. Lots and lots of love. visualizing getting a fantastic offer, much better than I expected!  and so mote it be.