day 40

I acknowledge the inner presence inside of me as the source of all, as the reason why I am a master manifester as the reason why I am all-powerful.

I put my faith in the principle of abundance NOW and TRUST that things are going the way they were meant to and that I am able to manifest everything my heart desires and everything I need.

I am full of love and gratitude. i had a fantastic day today - we were driving along the MOrsel river, I bought some gifts for my clients. I am so grateful for this! The sun was shining, it was wonderful- Thank YOU. I manifested a perfect restaurant where we could eat and have privacy as we were the only clients, and the restaurant had a view of the river - just what we wanted! I am so very grateful for this fantastic!! day. I am also grateful to have received a big gift today from a Dutch acquaintance, L-A. She sent me along with 100+ other people abundance/prosperity reiki, all free. What a gift!! So thankful.

I am focusing on love and sending love to myself, H, my mom, his family. I am surrounding all of us in love!!! I am sending lots of love to all of my current clients and all of my potential clients. Seeing them being surrounded in a pink shield of love. Sending love to the universe and seing every living creature being surrounded by a pink coccoon of love. And so it is!!

grateful for the roommate

I am also grateful to get a perfect roommate. It is amazing!!! Not only is it helping me financially, but it is amazing to live with this person, she was sent to me by the Divine because I was supposed to learn something from her. And I think I am supposed to learn organization. She is SUPER organized! It is quite amazing. A nice person, very wise, very intuitive, very open to her intuitions.
Impressive!

day 39

I am now completely aware of my Divine consciousness, that I am Divine, that I have this Divine spark inside me. I am competely aware that this Divine part is giving me unlimited powers of manifestation.
I manifest easily and effortlessly things that I dream about, things that i desire. Now I m focusing on love and gratitude. I m so grateful, I had a fantastic day today! I went shopping, without spending money, enjoyed myself here in Germany, had good sushi, home made ice cream. Things could not have been better! I enjoyed myself so much!!! I spent a nice evening today with H, was so pleasant!!! I slept today during the day so I am well rested.
I am so grateful, it was fantastic! I am so happy I am here. I am even more grateful that I have a couple of more days here and then I am traveling to Salzburg, so already I put together what I am going to do there. Amazing! I am so happy about this!!!
I am also very grateful about having so many clients!! I am sending love to K and to the woman who contacted me about healing. I am sending love to my roommie's friend. Sending her SO MUCH LOVE. Sending love to Mike!! Sending love to all of my clients, sending love to all of my potential clients. Sending love to Mel....da (MM), sending love to another girl that joined the group. Amazing! I am seeing them all surrounded by so much love. And so it is!

day 38

I am a super powerful manifester. My powers are unlimited. All I need to do is to focus on what I want and that will bring it closer. All I need to focus on is what my heart desires and it will appear in my life. I am so grateful to have this ability, so grateful that I know about my powers andd these principles on how to bring things that I need into being. So grateful!!
I feel so much love and gratitude inside.
I had such a nice day today! I slept during the day today so I am grateful for this opportunity. I am grateful it was so sunny and nice outside today. I am grateful as I focussed on what was important to me today - a visit to the taxman office. I got good advice, I am so glad!! I am grateful I still have some money on the account that will last me until my next paycheck. This is great!!! I also spent money to enjoy myself this month. I am also grateful that tomorrow I am leaving to travel to Germany. SO grateful!!!

I am sending love to my clients, to all of my clients andd to my potential clients. To the man who SMS'ed me today - I am sending him lots of love!! To the woman who contact me yesterday about healing, I am sending her a lot of love. Lots and lots of pink color of love around her heart!!!!! To the woman who contacted me about the workshop, I am sending her a lot of love and compassion. I am sending lots of love to the apt complex message board where my ad is, sending love to all the people who are reading it! Sending love to the expat forum people who are reading my ad, sending love to the craigslist where people are reading my ad!!! Lots and lots of love to the world. I am so grateful!!! Oh forgot, sending love to MM, the woman who contacted me through meetup. May she have a blissful journey to the UK and find a job that her heart earns for! Love and Blessings to the world!

my unconditional supporter thing is definitely working

My unconditional supporter exercise is definitely working!! I have been getting quite a few people contacting me. And someone esle sms'ed me today about helping him. I am yet to get a confirmed appt from these people, but to me this is the sign that something is working so I need to repeat my exercise of the unconditional supporter thing.

day 37

All I need to do is to be aware that I am Divine and part of God and it s the Divine in me responsibility to manifest the abundance in my life, all I need to do is be aware of the truth.

The truth is that I am a master manifester of my reality. Today I focus on gratitude and love. I am full of love for my clients. I am sending them a lot of love. I am giving them a lot of love. I am sending lots of love to myself, my mother, H and his family. I am so grateful that I have so much love. So grateful. Thank you. I had a great day today. I swam, went to sauna and it was fantastic!! Really fantastic! So grateful! I spent almost 2 hours biking today, that was very good for me. I am so glad about it. When I am happy, my clients are happy: I am so grateful for my clients. Thank you. Thank YOU.

day 36

I am a powerful creator, creating my reality. I create my own reality. Therefore, it is not possible for me to have unfulfilled desires and unfulfilled needs. I manifest things easily and effortlessly into being.

I am so grateful today as I had a nice and relaxing day. The weather was fantastic, I followed my heart's desire and rode a bike for an hour. Wonderful!!! I listened to myself, left work early and bought important stuff to attach my butterflies. I bought scented candles, they are beautiful and smell so good!!! THe apartment is starting to look fantastic! I am so grateful for this. So thankful. I am so thankful for my clients, I am sending love to my clients, and sending love to the woman who contacted me through my teacher's website. I am sending her love. I am seeing her surroudned by pink light of love. I am seeing her, her friends and family surrounded by pink light of love. I am sending love to all of my clients and all of my potential clients. I can really visualize this pink light going from my heart and surrounding all of them in the light of love. I am so grateful for being able to love, for caring and for making a difference in people's lives. Thank you. Thank YOU.

day 35

My supply is unlimited. I am a powerful creator who creates the reality I want. I manifest things into being easily and effortlessly.

I am focusing on gratitude today. I am so grateful for the wonderful day today. The sun is shining, it is warm and fantastic. I am grateful to have the best view from my window. Life is GRAND!! So grateful that I slept 7 hours today. So grateful that I can go do the toilet for #2 today. So grateful I am feeling at peace today. So grateful I found unconditional supporters to help me.

I am grateful for my clients, grateful that my workshop went extremely well, grateful that I had an idea about the Heart's workshop. SO happy about that!!!

I am sending love to myself, to my mother, sending her lots of love, sending love to H and his family who love and support me. I am also sending love to all my clients, I am sending them so much love!!!!So much love. All my current and future clients are surrounded in white light!!! Surronding them in pink light of love. affirming that their hearts are healed and they are happy and living the lives their hearts desire. Sending unconditional love and support to them. Sending pink light of love to the universe, to every human being, to every being in the universe. I am so happy I feel so touched with love now almost to tears. Thank you. Thank YOU!

my workshop

My workshop in April went FANTASTIC! I am so grateful to be able to influence this group of people!! So thankful!!
My workshop in May did not happen, but I acquired the most perfect roommate. SO far so good.
My workshop in June will take place, I have one participant already.

tomorrow is my first angel workshop

Tomorrow is my first angel workshop. I am so excited, so happy.
I also realized that in my profile is says that I am a dreamer and a scientist but want to be a spiritual teacher. I AM a spiritual teacher, the demand for my services given my limited time has been overwhelming.
I have a waiting list (of 1 person) to join the workshop. So I am going to kick off the next workshop.

Now I need to change in my profile what I want to be.

day 34

I am my own supply. I am a master manifester able to create my own reality. I manifest easily and effortlessly the reality I desire. Things are happening for me now and all the doors are open.

I am filled with gratitude today as I had a fantastic day: I spent the night with H at his mom's place, spent this glorious spring day enjoying my mediumship course, learning so much. I am so grateful that I am so eager to learn and open to his criticisms and suggestions. I am so grateful that I am able to improve. Thank you!

I am so grateful that I am filled with love for my clients, I have so much love for them. I am sending them love. I am sending love to P, the client who came to see me yesterday. She is anxious, I am sending her a lot of love and affirming that things will be well with her. I am sending love to people attending my workshop in April, sending love to all of the people on the boards where I posted my ad. Sending lots of love to all of the potential clients and potential attendees. Sending them love and gratitude for being able to fill this love.

Sending love to the universe, to the world, surrounding the world with the light of my love. Love is coming straight from my heart! Sending love to myself, my hair, my body, sending love to my mom, LOTS of love to her, sending love to H, sending love to his family. Thank you for letting me be in touch with this love. Thank you!

OK, I am back

I am back now. SOmehow I changed my diet -eat more fruit and fiber, stopped eating meat, stopped eating late in the evening, drink prune juice to make sure that I am not constipated and my sleep has improved. Also the hair loss dimished. I am also moving to a new place already next week. A place next to water, lots and lots of water. Should be good for me. I look forward to it.

On tuesday next week, a feng shui woman is coming, so look forward to that too. Still looking for a roommate. Let's see.

I am so grateful

My first ever real workshop where I teach people to connect with their angels will take place on 25 April. I believe I already have 3 people who signed up. I am so grateful for this, I cannot really express the gratitude in words.

Today I received an email from one of the women who would like to take the course and she said to me she was grateful that she was able to take this workshop. That touched me so, it really touched my heart and my eyes filled with tears as I felt so grateful that I am able to make such a big difference in these people's lives.

I feel such a huge responsibility, I feel that it is my role to help them get in touch with their hearts, and open them up to the guidance of their angels to ensure they lead the best life they could possible lead. It is such a big role, and my ego is scared and makes me want to hide and run away, but I know in my heart that these people need me now and if I cannot do this work, then who else will help them? And this makes me stay and continue, despite my shyness, despite my fears.

I am sending all of them love. I am surrounding all of them in a pink cloud of love straight from my heart.

Not in a good state of mind at the moment

I am not in a good state of mind at the moment. I am sad about H and me. I love him so much but feel that it is our time to say good byes. I am realizing that it is not him who is a bad guy who cannot return to me or cannot pay for me to come to Germany. It is just how the circumstances are. He is a wonderful guy, so sweet and I love him so much. I love him dearly. He is my friend, lover and a confidant.
But I feel I am spending a lot of energy to heal myself and it is my focus right now. I need to nurse myself back to health, whatever it takes. I cried yesterday to my mother. Not about loosing but about being alone, not having a family, moving to this shitty country for him and being alone in the end. And on top of it, being sick. I cried and cried. Today I cried because the prospective pain of loosing him set in. I cried and screamed like a wounded animal but I feel it is something I MUST do, let him go. Maybe in May.

Readings in a bookstore

Well, what happened was I was very sick, with a fever but still I pushed myself to come. Before I went I asked how many clients would come and got that it was 3 clients, so 45 min.

Then I had a man who came. He was in distress and I think I really helped him a lot. But he was the only one. He spent with me about 40 min but I only charged him for 15. So maybe this was that (3 clients = 1 client of 40 min). It was so cold, and I was afraid I will get sick. I did not feel so well towards the end and wanted to leave but in general it was a good learning experience. I had some questions that I asked on the board and got answers, so it was OK. I got my issues resolved.

Day 33

My consciousness is filled with the light of truth when I am aware of me being divine and being the source of my own abundance and prosperity. That means I can manifest anything I want, anything my heart desires. I am focusing right now on manifesting love, fun and gratitude in my life.

I am very grateful that yesterday I was able to sleep. Thank you! I am grateful because my workshop went well and I got very good feedback. I am grateful because tomorrow I am going to be at the bookstore doing reading. I can see people sitting there waiting for me. I am sending them love. I am sending love to all the customers who will come to see me tomorrow.

I am sending love to myself. I am sending love to H, my mom, his family. I am sending love to all my clients, so much love. I see them enveloped with this pink cloud of love. I have so much love for them. Thank you.

I am grateful that this girl M sent me a very nice email to thank me for the session. Which means she liked it. I am so grateful for this. I am sending her so much love.

I am focusing on fun in my life right now. I am manifesting friends, and fun activities to come into my life NOW.

Angel workshop yesterday

The angel workshop yesterday went well. I had 4 beautiful and wonderful women. I loved them.I think they liked it too!
I did intro, then cleared their hearts and did the chanelling. It was wonderful!

day 32 (done on 9 March 2009)

I am the source and substance of all my good. I am very grateful for today. I had a fantastic session. My client was happy and so was I. I am so grateful I could be of service to her. So grateful.

I am sending her a lot of love, love, love. I am also sending love to myself and my clients. I m sending love to H, my mom, his mom. I am so grateful for this. Grateful I could help. I am sending love to the 5 women tomorrow who are coming to my Angel event. I am sending love to the room. I am sending love to the people who are coming to see me on Saturday. So grateful. I feel gratitude to be of service. Thank you. I was touched to tears by the light I saw inside my client's heart. I am so blessed to be able to be in touch with my feelings and be moved. thank you!

day 31

I am God. I am omnipresent and powerful creator of my own reality.

I am very grateful today because I had a fantastic day. We spent a very relaxing morning together and visited H's relatives. It was a nice visit, with great food. I so enjoyed the food and the desert and the sausages were divine!
Then we went for a nice walk, really nice. The air was so crisp, it was warm and the sun was shining. I am grateful for this experience.
I am also grateful for I chanelled some information for H which is actually something for me. I am happy that I am able to do this, and that my connection to the Source is so strong. I can hear information so very clearly! Thank you for this.

I am also grateful because I feel full of love today. I am grateful that tomorrow my client is coming. I am sending her a lot of love. I am grateful that on Tuesday I have my Angel event, I am sending love to the 5 women that are attending. Lots of love. Sending love to the place where the event will be held. Thank you. Thank you that I am so in touch with the love in my heart.
I am also grateful because the event went perfectly well (divinely) well. I received a lot of information about what I should do. So grateful.

Also so grateful that this week is my event at the bookstore. I am grateful for the clients that are coming. I am sending them so much love. I love them so much!! Thank you for giving me this ability to love and to feel that my heart is filed with love.

So grateful for that.

day 30

I place my faith in God. I place my faith in myself as the Divine being that is connected to God. I have faith in myself and my abilities to manifest the reality I desire. I am now aware of this truth that I am a master manifester and am manifesting only positive experiences in my life.

I am also aware that I am moving forward towards manifesting my heart's desires. Easily and effortlessly I am getting in touch with my heart to manifest what I desire.

I am filled with gratitude today for I had a fantastic day. Great weather, nice walk, the sun was shining, a perfect day. Cannot get any better. I am also grateful because I am filled with love today. I am sending love from my heart to myself, H, the universe, my mother, his family and all human beings. I am sending love to my clients, I am sending them a lot of love. I am sending love to the girl who is coming on Monday. I am sending love to the 3 women who want to take my workshop. I am sending them a lot of love. I am sending lots of love to all the women who are signing up for my workshop.I am sending a lot of love to the women who signed up for my angel event on Tuesday. I am so happy that I feel so much love towards them. I will be of great service to them and they will also teach me things. They will teach me about love.

I am sending lots of love towards my activities related to RUssia. I am surrounding Russia and the company with a lot of love. I am grateful that I can be in touch with this love. Thank you!

day 29

I am now aware of the truth that I am a master manifester and can manifest any reality I want. I am now aware. I am now in the flow.

I am very grateful because I had a very good meeting today. I am grateful because I could function today and got many things done. I am grateful because I am in good spirits. I am grateful because I am in touch with my source of love. I am grateful because my client is coming next week and TUesday I have my workshop. I am sending my clients a lot of love, straight from my heart. Thank you, I am so grateful for the opportunity to make a difference in people's lives.

Thank you.

day 28

I can get anything I desire. All I need to do is manifest and trust and it will be there.

My lesson now is to TRUST. Trust the guidance that I receive.
I am very grateful today as the girl who wanted to see me is coming. She is coming next week and I am grateful that she chose me as her teacher. I am also grateful for sleeping today. Thank you. I am also grateful for the wonderful message I got at the kinesiologist today. Thank YOU. I will be following my guidance from now on, no detours.

I am filled with love, sending this love from my heart to myself, my loved ones, and the universe, and to every human being. I am sending my love to the beings of light. I am sending lots of love to my clients, and to the 3 girls who are going to sign up to my workshop. I am sending lots of love to the people who are going to sign up for the workshop in April and who signed up for the Angel event in March.

I am enveloping them in the pink shield of love. They are SO loved. They are surrounded by angels and divine light. I am so happy for them because they will begin a transformation that will drastically change their lives for the better.

I am so grateful that my heart is open and that I can be in touch with my source constantly. I am so happy!

today at the kinesiologist

Today I went to a kinesiologist who told me that there is nothing wrong with me. She tested me and nothing absolutely nothing was wrong. Just like my friend M when she did a clairvoyance for me, she saw that there was nothing wrong.
The kinesiologist told me that I need to start living from my heart. Btw this morning I got a message that I need to listen to her and do what she recommends. I need to follow things that make me feel like the angel readings and workshops. This is what is good for me. THen the energy in my body is circulating and I have enough energy to regenerate and heal myself. She asked me if there was an area of my life where I was not listening to my own guidance and I told her that it was my personal life as I was told that I need to leave H, but I have not done so.

But it was a good visit, she balanced me, it was all good.

day 27

I need to let go. I need to TRUST. Follow my divine guidance step by step without questioning. My responsibility is to know that I am Divine that mysoul is divine and is providing everything I need or desire and trust my guidance that will take me to where I am supposed to go, to lead me to manifestation of my desires.

I am so grateful today as I had a fantastic day. My manager offloaded a lot of work off my shoulders. Thank you for this. I can relax and enjoy and I am relaxing and enjoying. I am grateful that 3 people have signed up for my workshop in April. I am sending them love, surrounding them in love. I am sending love to myself, to H, to his family, to my mother and to every living creature on this planet. I am surrounding the planet in pink light of love.

I am grateful today as I have an idea what I am going to teach at my workshop on Tuesday. I am grateful as I know I got angels on my side supporting me leading me through this. I am happy I have 5 wonderful women joining my workshop. This is so wonderful. I am sending them LOVE, LOVE, LOVE. I am grateful that people gave me advice about my workshop, and that includes Doreen. That I need to have fun and everyone will have fun. HOw true. I am grateful for this advice. Thank you very much.

I am grateful for the guidance I got today that I need to follow the advice that my kinesiologist will give me tomorrow. Thank you very much for this. I am very grateful.

day 26

My supply is unlimited and therefore all of my needs and desires are fulfilled. All I need to do is wish for and the subject of my true desire will materialize.

Right now I am wishing for the feeling of gratitude. I am very grateful to the Universe for my life. I am so grateful eternally grateful for my day today where I was so productive.
I am so grateful that I have so much love inside and am in touch wiht this love. I am so grateful that today I am sleeping 8 hours and getting uninterrupted sleep. And so it is. I am grateful and full of love for my clients, for H, for his sister, for his mom. Thank YOU! Thank YOU. I have so much love for my mother. I am sending love from my heart to all of them. I am enveloping the universe in a pink shield of love. I LOVE so deeply. I am love. I am love itself. Thank you very much for being able to feel this love deep in my heart.

I am also so grateful that my workshop is coming up so soon and I have so many ideas how I should prepare for it. Thank YOU.