Wednesday, July 29, 2009

he came today to pick up his stuff

He came today to get his stuff. It was nice to see hiim and interact with him on the surface. If only he told me how much he wants me in his life and invite me to come to be with him and that we would figure out what the future looks like together, I would leave everything I have here and come. But he did not do it. He also felt it was the right thing to do to separate and that life takes us in different directions. I felt it would be wrong for us to get back together but the pain of losing him was so strong!
So now he is gone.
I am so grateful for H and her husband S who took me in today and let me cry. She was the shoulder I could cry on. So nice!

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